I looked at the reincarnated Hongyun and her lover in this life with tears streaming down my face, my despair growing: "Hongyun, our love is just a mistake! How can we have a good relationship in the next life, which is so beautiful but impossible to achieve?"

It’s just a dream!”

"In the end, everything will wake up from the dream, and there will be nothing when I wake up! I have repeatedly moved heaven, earth, and everything in the world, but I can't move you at all, even if I just move you once and make you look at me!

Hahaha!"

"No matter how beautiful the love is, it can eventually become nothing! Why am I still pursuing it foolishly, suffering the pain that others have never suffered in hundreds of lifetimes? Hahaha! Ironic! Ironic!" The tree pulp flows out, and I know that I will transform into

The me of the tree, the sap flowing out, is my blood and tears! These are my blood and tears of extreme pain!

She suddenly looked back, and at the moment when she was about to drink Meng Po Soup, she didn't know why, but she burst into tears again, muttering: "Bitterness, just give up! Give up! I don't want you to suffer!"

Please be happy, your happiness is my greatest happiness! I am willing to replace you with myself and bear the suffering you suffer!"

From this moment on, hope suddenly ignited in my already despairing heart. Her gentleness, kindness, and care for me emerged one after another. Yes! How good she is! When she thinks about me again and again, I

Don’t want to give up! Don’t want to give up!

Two crystal clear teardrops slipped down from her cheeks. At that moment, my reflection seemed to appear in her eyes. The look in her eyes was like the affectionate look that Hongyun used to watch me all the time when she was alive.

Full of tender care. At that moment, I was stunned.

"Your happiness is my greatest happiness! I am willing to replace you with myself and bear the suffering you have suffered!" Her words stirred in my mind, how good she is!

At that time, we were among the dead, and she would rather go hungry than give the sesame cakes to me. After we got married, our lives were tight, and we had the trouble of eating one meal and not having the next one.

There is too much food, and if it is wasted, it will be impossible to live this life, and she always gives me the cooked noodles to eat first. After letting me eat, she is often not full, or even unable to eat.

Eat it!

He was starving like this, watching me eat with a smile, as if he was satisfied, hiding it from me, lying to me that I was full, but I had to endure hunger.

As the saying goes, "Poor and lowly couples are miserable all the time." When other couples argued endlessly or even fought over starvation or lack of money, Hongyun did not quarrel with me, but kept telling me that the hard days will be over after a while!

As long as you can be with me, no matter how hard it is, it will still be sweet! Bitter days are temporary. There are difficulties in people's lives. I will definitely achieve something. I can bring her good days in the near future. Then

You can buy whatever you want!

There is no need to live as tightly as today. Besides, during the ten days in Yangzhou, I survived the hellish life. What kind of suffering can a person who has experienced death not endure?

Faced with a wife who is so kind to him and so affectionate to him, even a great hero like Qi Jiguang is not afraid to kneel down in front of the armed forces and say: "My wife, please have a military parade!"

Fang Xuanling, a famous prime minister with unparalleled power in the world, was not afraid of being scratched by his wife, being teased in the hall, and being laughed at by the whole country. However, he did not feel resentment. Instead, he knelt down to beg Taizong, but he must never hurt him.

Insulting his wife's life!

Her words rang in my ears again: "Your happiness is my greatest happiness! I am willing to replace you with myself and bear the suffering you have suffered!" I understand, I understand why even if you are expensive

However, Ming Taizu, the fifth most respected person, was inevitably afraid of Empress Ma and was henpecked.

"'Kneel!' A large group of people all knelt down when they heard the word 'kneel', allowing one person to chop off their incompetent and weak heads!" That scene appeared in front of me. It was my eternal sorrow, hidden deep in my soul.

Even if it is reincarnated thousands of times, it will always be with you.

I thought of Achuhun again, what a good brother! He suffered too much for me! If I give up, he may not be able to be freed, but if I persist, not only can I

Ending my oath can even end his hatred.

"If you have compassion in your heart, you will be a Bodhisattva everywhere; if you have wisdom in your heart, you will be a paradise everywhere; if you are mentally ignorant, you will be a sea of ​​suffering everywhere." I couldn't help but think of my mother who believed in Buddhism when I was a child. She often took me to the temple to listen to eminent monks.

Talk about Buddhism.

This sentence was deeply rooted in my mind. At this moment, this sentence came out, and I couldn't help but think that it was Hongyun. She gave me rebirth, gave me the meaning of life, and made me fall from self-will.

The hopeless prodigal son miraculously turned around. She knew me and believed in me. A man dies for a confidant. My confidante’s wife, I can only repay with love! This is what she deserves!

She has been waiting on the Naihe Bridge. She even remembered that when I first arrived, the ghost messenger said that Hongyun was waiting for me lonely. She has been waiting for me until I came to the Naihe Bridge. Didn't she also suffer while waiting for me to come?

Is it bitter? Faced with the threat of vicious ghosts and Po Meng’s bad words, she still insisted on waiting for me until I came to Naihe Bridge.

And the scene where we both fought to bear the pain by ourselves and give the happiest and easiest thing to the other could not help but emerge before our eyes. Her kindness, beauty, and understanding during her lifetime were all revealed before our eyes.

After giving up on her and drinking Meng Po soup, if I pass by her again and arouse the memories sleeping in the abyss of my soul, will I resent myself? Why gave up such a good wife? So that my soul will never die.

No peace?

But one thing is clear to me: I cannot achieve nirvana as the Buddha said, just because I have feelings and love. Love is the brotherly love for Achuhun; especially the love for Hongyun, the obsession of this love will last forever.

The cycle of six paths and falling forever into the animal path will never stop.

My love for Hongyun seems to accompany my soul, blending together to form an inseparable whole. If I can truly be liberated, only Hongyun can free me. Only by destroying love with love can she destroy me.

The love in my heart is the result I least want to see. Or it may be to end the relationship and reach the other shore with my soul.

Now that I have figured it out, at that moment, I feel peaceful and quiet, and the despair I felt just now disappears without a trace. With the sudden enlightenment of my soul, even if I have to wait for another thousand years and endure thousands of hardships, so what?

Even if the cauldron in hell is placed on the top of a pot that has been floating for thousands of years and has been boiling at the bottom for thousands of years, enduring endless punishment, as long as the heart is suddenly opened, hell will be like a paradise. Everywhere is a paradise, it is true.

Si Yan!
Chapter completed!