Chapter 137: Confession in the dark (big chapter(2/3)
When all this was placed in front of Yan Jiu, Yan Jiu felt that his world began to collapse little by little.
She knelt down and begged her father and brother to let those people go and let them all go back to the asylum. Yan Heyu and his son agreed, as long as she was willing to marry Qin Zong.
They obviously don't care about Yan Jiu, but they can easily know Yan Jiu's weaknesses, because this little girl... always loves others more than herself.
When Yan Jiu finally compromised completely in the entire investigation army.
The thin bride began to dress up.
The maid in the manor began to put on makeup for her, and the wedding dress designer from the third floor began to select the most beautiful wedding dress for her.
Life is so ironic that this heartbroken girl in the last second was packaged as a bride who was fascinating to the whole country in the next second.
Everything looks incredible but incomparable...it is natural, as if it's just a new dress for the doll.
In everyone's opinion, the girl is happy. It is undoubtedly a huge opportunity to be able to marry the leader of the investigation army and the manager of the fourth floor.
Although they didn't know, the girl's identity was not ordinary, because of her overly stunning appearance, people always ignore other traits.
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As Qin Zong finished his speech, the soldiers of the Investigation Legion heard many preferential policies for the lower level.
These policies were all discussed with managers by Qin Zong, but were rejected by the rulers again and again. Among them, there was a bill to abolish the insulting policies of "sub-noble".
And it gives people at the bottom a chance to go to the third floor to live. This is undoubtedly a shocking news.
If you look at it, Qin Zong can be said to be a hero of this era.
At this moment, Yin Shuang probably understood something.
"This wedding may be aggrieved not only Yan Jiu... Qin Tuan must also have his own difficulties."
"Then why do they want to get married?" Liu Chengzi's voice was so loud that many people around him looked over.
Lin Wurou seemed a little depressed. He never liked to use his brain and didn't want to think, but at this moment he always felt that this wedding was ridiculous.
"Because of reality, those big men in high positions face a larger existence, in order to preserve certain things and to fight for certain rights for the people below, they can only lower their heads. I don't know what happened... But all the speeches of the Qin Tuan were all about future policies. These things can be discussed, but why should they be given to the wedding?"
Yin Shuang's words made Liu Chengzi think, and finally Liu Chengzi lowered her head.
The answer is of course very simple, because Qin Tuan must use these seemingly bright and happy futures that belong to everyone to convince himself of his guilt.
The applause drowned out the dialogue between the members of the seventh team.
The groom did not talk about his love history with the bride, which everyone felt a little regretful.
Of course they were happy to hear some reforms at the bottom and second level. As members of the investigation army, these were their greatest pursuits.
But in this situation, they wanted to hear the love history between the leader and the leader's wife. Since the leader did not mention it, it was obvious that the leader's wife's speech would mention these things in the future.
Everyone's eyes fell on Yan Jiu. Yan Jiu looked at the faces of countless people with joy, and a panic broke out in his heart.
She calmed down her breathing, but after a while, she couldn't say a word.
There was tears in her eyes, but because of fear and restraint, the tears never fell.
Some people who are close together can see it, but in the atmosphere of great joy, everyone thinks it is tears of joy.
At the lively and festive wedding scene, Yan Jiu suddenly felt the loneliness like a tide hitting him.
People thought that the most sweet scene in the wedding was coming, but at this time, Xie Xingzhi withdrew from the inspection team, as if he had suddenly received an arrangement.
Yan Jiu, who was about to publish a finalized "Happiness Declaration", suddenly had a scene from another place in his eyes, and a familiar voice emerged in his ears.
The sudden message completely disrupted Yan Jiu's original preparations.
The tears she tried her best to hold fell in an instant, and her whole body trembled due to pain, and her pale face seemed a little sick because of pain.
Then she began to cough violently, with a sarcastic sound, as if she was about to vomit something, but she couldn't vomit it out.
The father and son of the Yan family and the Qin family frowned when they watched this scene. The Qin family was a little displeased with the daughter of the Yan family, and the father and son of the Yan family were the same.
Mingche looked at Qin Zong on the stage with a questioning look. Qin Zong slowly shook his head. He was closest to him and thought Yan Jiu was uncomfortable, but when he was about to say something, Yan Jiu waved his hand again.
She felt the pain from the depths of her soul and was panting with difficulty. Finally, the pain seemed to fade away, and even the violent coughing gradually stopped.
Tears on her pale face disrupted her makeup, making her look pitiful.
But as if she finally adjusted her condition, she raised her head again and glanced at the entire wedding scene.
Mingche breathed a sigh of relief, and the father and son of the Yan family and the siblings of the Qin family were also relieved.
The wedding seemed to have returned to normal. Although everyone did not understand why the bride was abnormal just now, looking at Qin Tuan and Mingche's expressions, it seemed that this was not a big deal. The sweetest moment of the entire wedding finally arrived.
So at this moment... the light fell on the girl.
In everyone's eyes, she should be the protagonist of tonight, a happy woman. After all, Qin Zong is the leader of the investigation army and the descendant of the Qin family, the most powerful ruler in this tower world.
But she did not have a long skirt that was as elegant as a princess, and there was no joy on her face.
In her wedding dress, she looked like a blooming white flower, and the tears at the corners of her eyes did not damage her beauty and charm at the moment.
Yan Jiu seemed to have completely escaped from some kind of pain, or she was just trying her best to endure some kind of emotion.
She grabbed the microphone and began the most rebellious speech in her life:
"In the past, a woman told me that loneliness and frustration always come unexpectedly. Do you think that as long as you beg for humbly, someone will love you? Don't use your innocence to measure the malice of the world."
"I didn't understand these words at that time. I always thought that I might be able to do better, and my dad and brother would like me more, just like everyone I begged for. If no one likes me, maybe I just didn't do well enough."
The girl raised her head, and the tears on her face no longer had a sad or humble meaning, but were more like gems with light.
"But later I gradually understood that this world is people who cannot be recognized by him no matter how hard you work; there will be situations that will never be reconciled between people!"
"I kept wondering why I was the only one who could see and hear that woman's voice, why couldn't my brother?"
"Until one day... the woman told me that it was not that my brother couldn't see or hear, but that my brother didn't want to see or hear. It was like since I was a child, you didn't like me, not because I did something wrong, but that you... don't want to like me at all..."
Yan Zhisui and Yan Heyu looked at Yan Jiu in shock. Yan Jiu's words were not the bride's speech at the wedding. This was completely different from what they discussed.
Yan Jiu wiped away her tears and looked at her brother with an expression she had never done before.
Obviously, this bride, which is not known to many people, is dull and humble in her life just now and even in her previous life.
But at this moment, the girl's eyes were filled with a hint of anger and contempt. It was just because of her inertia about Yan Jiu's views, or because of her words that were too strange, the father and son of the Yan family were stunned and did not stop them immediately.
It was like having to break completely with your past, the girl's tone became calmer:
"But even in this situation... I can still accept it."
"It's just to live with the eyes of being treated like a monster, it's just to slowly adapt to a person or gradually understand that those cruel words are not assumptions, but a true portrayal of life, but just... loneliness."
"It's okay. Anyway, I hope everyone will be happy when they see me from the beginning, because I can't be happy or happy... I've been thinking, what kind of experience is this?"
"Joy, satisfaction, happiness, no matter how I feel these beautiful things, no matter how natural I smile, I can never understand them..."
"I have thought more than once whether I pursue peace or joy? Perhaps because I have never felt joy, I may not know the feeling of being deprived of this emotion."
"It is precisely because of this that no matter how you treat me, I still think that as long as everyone is happy, just be happy for others."
"Because these are things I have never had before. If you can see them in your face, even when you bully me, I might be closer to that emotion and try to understand what it feels like."
Yan Jiu shook her head with a self-deprecating feeling, as if she was mocking the innocent girl. Tears fell down, and tears and self-deprecating expressions fermented a heartbreaking sadness at the wedding.
She didn't expect that the most natural smile in life came from her ridicule of her past.
The girl's temperament has changed a bit.
The father and son of the Yan family were shocked, and the topic seemed to be turning in a bad direction. So at this time, the wedding host was hinted and prepared to carry out the wedding to the next project.
But just as he was about to speak, Qin Zong interrupted him and said:
"Let her finish!"
Yan Jiu looked at Qin Zong gratefully, and she gently wiped away her tears, and the smile at the corner of her mouth became more and more natural:
"I am willing to live like this for the rest of my life. Monsters should stay in the place where they belong. I can spend my days peacefully in the madhouse. Even if one day I will face death alone in the future, I will not resent this world."
"Even after I came to the madhouse, I realized that this is really the place I should stay. I began to be grateful for this kind of life because... no one regards me as a monster. No one will deliberately exclude me because I can't laugh."
"It's really ironic. It's obvious that people can like it easily, and it's obvious that someone tells me that the first thing a person feels in his life is family affection, which seems to be a kind of love without reason, but I have to find these things that you were born with in this place."
Tears were getting more and more intense, Yan Jiu raised his head and said with a sob:
"That's why I cherish it very much, because it's not easy to have someone who likes me and treats me well. I'm different from you. You can have it for granted. I have to be humble and hard-working to get it."
"For them, I am willing to give in. As long as I can always do this, even if I have to stand in such a place and tell everyone that I want to marry someone I don't like!"
The last sentence was like crying with grief, which made everyone's face look shocked.
Liu Chengzi burst into tears. She didn't know what happened to Yan Jiu, but at this time, she really wanted to rush up and hug the girl.
She had never seen Yan Jiu like this, a girl who always obeyed life, was like a beast forced into a desperate situation.
Yan Jiu gritted her teeth and paused for a long time. Angry sparks appeared in her eyes, and her voice became louder and louder:
"But why even such a life is taken away? What did those patients in the asylum do wrong? What did my uncle do wrong? What did Bai Wu do wrong?"
"Why did my life finally improve a little? Why did you suddenly destroy my life even though you had already driven me out of that manor? If you think I am not worthy of being your daughter, I can do not have such an identity!"
"They are all friends that I finally had...! I am the one who can't feel happy... But why are you who always want to destroy others' happiness?"
To be continued...