Old Movies of the Republic of China(56)

"Are you awake?" Yuanye sat by the kang and asked Fang Yun, who was turning over on the kang, "You drank so much last night, do you have a headache?"

"Put away your hypocrisy." Fang Yun stood up, combed his hair with his hands, and his voice was choked when he replied.

Yuanye smiled and said nothing. Last night was New Year's Eve. Fang Yun cooked two dishes and opened a bottle of wine. He and Ba Ba drank one glass at a time. Even though he was blind, he knew that Fang Yun was really serious.

She was drunk. She was drunk, cried and made noises, kept calling Lao Yuan, and said a lot of drunken words. "...You don't even remember?"

Fang Yun's eyes were deep, but he didn't respond. He folded the quilt under the kang, "Does it matter if you remember? It's just a bite from a dog..."

Duplicity. Yuan Ye smiled, no matter how ruthless he said it, but what was in his heart? He was still thinking about it and reminiscing about the days we had together. They all said that they spoke the truth after drinking, and the momentary indulgence made him see this all at once.

In a woman's heart. In a woman's eyes, everything is fake. No matter how well she pretends, she still relies on men in her heart. There is an old Chinese saying that it is easy to go from frugality to luxury, but it is difficult to go from luxury to frugality. In the past, she lived with her ex-husband.

She was rough and had no extravagant expectations for the relationship between men and women, so she didn't care, thinking that life should be like that. But since marrying herself, she has fulfilled all her previous fantasies and expectations for marriage, even if it is exposed now.

She knows that she has other goals, but emotionally, has she really abandoned and denied them all? Intellectually, she has to draw a clear line with herself and know that she is her enemy. But emotionally? Emotionally, she really has to draw a clear line.

Once she has cleared her boundaries, she will no longer hold herself in tears, shout out why she wants to fight, and consider her own taste when cooking. Thinking about it now, during this period, she said all the vicious words

I scolded me, but did I treat myself badly? No! My clothes are always clean, I wash my feet with water every night, my socks are never washed and dried by others, and I fold them according to my own habits and put them on my pillow.

On the other side, Stutter said he only bought half a catty of meat, but the dumplings in his bowl were all stuffed with meat. Stutter said the dumplings with minced pork and sauerkraut tasted delicious, which showed that the rice in his bowl was different from that in his bowl.

I still squeezed it out for myself to eat. My eyes were inconvenient, and I couldn't do anything in the toilet so neatly. But Fang Yun never scolded me for this, and turned around to clean up the mess for myself. I didn't think about it carefully before, but

She cried so hard last night that he came to his senses. After thinking about it carefully, he had a general idea in his mind. Fang Yunyuan didn't hate herself as much as she realized. She did hate herself.

He said it on his lips, but his heart didn't change at all.

He had been thinking about it all night last night, and now he was listening to Fang Yun walking back and forth in the house, packing things, and getting ready to cook. Thinking that he had not returned yet, he tried to say: "What happened last night, are you really

I don’t remember it at all. He hugged me in front of Shiba and said it would be great if we didn’t fight. If Shiba reported this, I’m afraid it would be bad for you.”

Fang Yun pursed his lips, as if hesitating. After a while, the sound of striking matches sounded again: "What did I say wrong? Wouldn't it be better not to fight? If not to fight...it's just drunken talk. Who takes drunken talk seriously?

?”

"You only tell the truth after drinking." Yuanye's expression was serious, "Fang Yun, no matter what others think, I think what you said is right anyway. It would be great if there was no war, everyone would be harmonious, and we would still be husband and wife.

But, who has the final say? I am a Japanese, so it must be me who has the final say. I have an old mother at home, and my original ideal was to become a doctor who can cure diseases and save people, or an executioner who kills people. If you don’t like fighting,

Do I hate fighting? Fang Yun, I am like you, and like most people, I hate war. However, no one gives me a chance to choose. You once hated your authorities, saying that their conscription was to recruit strong men. The villains of Japan.

Well, if there is no force, who would be willing to die? After I graduated from college, because I was very close to Yuan Ye and because I spoke fluent Chinese, I was forcibly taken to the secret service. No one gave me a chance to choose.

and power. I still have a mother and sister at home. My sister has also been drafted for various reasons. Now I don’t know which men are accompanying me to dedicate themselves to the empire. If I refuse, I and my

My family will be sent to a military court. I promised my mother to go back alive, no matter what happens. Fang Yun, I don’t want to betray anyone, but I can’t let down my mother... I want to live, no matter what it seems to you.

No matter how cowardly I am, no matter what, I don’t want to think about anything and just want to live. If you say that I do it for you, you will not believe it. I am willing to confess, partly because of you, and partly because of you, of course.

A large part of it is because I still have family members to worry about. I don’t want to convince you to trust me, nor do I want to convince your organization to trust me. I’m just saying this today to make you feel better. Your man is not a bad person. You

I know how you treated me during this period, so I feel more and more guilty. Fang Yun, can I do something for you? Anything! As long as it can make you feel better."

"No need..." Fang Yun's voice was low but full of determination, "Just stay alive." After saying that, as if he was afraid that he would misunderstand, he added: "If you don't torture you enough by living, I will be angry in my heart.

It can’t be eliminated. It would be too easy for you to die.”

"Why do you have to be so tough?" Yuanye glanced outside, "No one is watching us now, so you don't have to be so tense."

Fang Yun stood up and chopped cabbage on the chopping board, "Are you really willing to do anything for me?"

Yuanye nodded: "Of course!" You don't need to ask to know that she wants to ask herself to continue explaining the problem. Her mission is to lurk, and as long as she stays, her mission will be considered a success. If she feels it is necessary, she is not really

You can't give them some specious information.

The cold light in Fang Yun's eyes leaked: "I won't ask you to do anything, you can decide how to do it yourself."

Yuanye looked calm on his face, but he was hesitant in his heart. This was the hardest question to answer because he didn't have any requirements. "Isn't there an anti-war alliance? Do you think it's okay for me to join?"

"Anti-war?" Fang Yun put down the knife in his hand and thought about what he meant. According to Liao Kai, there is a communication network behind the wilderness. This network cannot be dug out, it is a secret hidden in Yan'an.

.He said nothing about these things, but brought up the matter of joining the anti-war alliance. What did he want to do? Is it really just to lurk and gain a certain degree of freedom. But no matter why, he did not want to be locked up like this.

It's true that I'm eager to get out.

What made him so anxious?

Fang Yun was a little undecided. But it didn't matter. The more anxious he was, the less anxious he was. Before, he didn't show the slightest intention to go out, but after he was drunk and vomited his "true feelings" last night, he stuttered and didn't propose it.

Why? Because he didn't dare to act rashly before he was unsure of his attitude. He dared to mention it now because he was convinced that she was emotionally inclined to him. She picked up the knife again and continued to cut vegetables:

"You can't see, so what can you do even if you participate? Just stay there. I think it's good for you to stay..." Her voice was low, "If you just stay at home like this, I can still

Pretend that you are Lao Yuan, and I still have a complete family. Even if you are lying to yourself, I feel better. That's it. I didn't expect you to be alive. I won't force anything else.

"

The sound of chopping vegetables was very loud, but it did not prevent Yuan Ye from hearing these words clearly. He opened his mouth and unconsciously touched the crutch in his hand, and his movements became more and more frequent. Fang Yun's work did not stop.

But his eyes looked at him from time to time. This action meant that he was anxious.

"Do you really want me to stay in the house?" Yuanye sighed, "I heard that there is going to be a large-scale production, and you will be busy again. How can you, a woman, open up wasteland and cultivate land? In fact, I will go to the yard to help you.

Weave straw sandals and mats, I can still help you with these tasks. Don't make me think I'm a loser, okay? Fang Yun!"

Fang Yun was sure at this moment that the other party just wanted to go out and had no specific destination. But why? She couldn't figure it out.

Before she could answer, the door rang, followed closely by the sound of Stuttering's footsteps. Fang Yun asked Stuttering to come in, "You help light the fire. I have to go to the hospital and the school. On the first day of the new year, young children have their first time."

After leaving home, my thoughts must be wandering, so I have to go and have a look. Xiaolin has a child and her brother there, so I guess she will be too busy."

He stammered a "hello" and said nothing. He never said a word to Yuan Ye.

When Fang Yun went out, he poured a glass of water and placed it within reach of Yuan Ye. Then, without saying a word, he turned around and went out.

As soon as Stutter left, Fang Yun came over, and Lin Yutong knew that something was wrong.

Fang Yun did not avoid Fourth Master, but instead said something, telling everything that happened from last night to today, "... He has always been able to endure his temper. At the beginning, he instigated me to fight with the organization and comrades.

After seeing that the relationship between the two had no effect, he didn’t mention it at all. Later, in the name of his relationship with me, he told me that it was extremely difficult to gain the trust of the organization when he was with me. Connecting these two words, it is easy to say

People understood that he was just worried about me, but was trying to sow discord. Seeing that I didn't express my opinion, his attitude changed again and he started working hard for my good. Before, I always heard what he said in one ear and out of the other.

I didn't pay much attention to it. I said some words last night while I was drunk. Coupled with the care I have given to his life during these days, he probably already felt that I had no lingering feelings for him. So, I obviously felt it today.

, he was a little anxious and eager to get out of the house, and even said that he could help in the yard. What do you think this means? "

Why can it be done in the yard? The requirements are really so low.

The fourth master stood up, handed Chang Sheng to Aunt Cui, and left Qian Ni to watch. He pulled Lin Yutong, and Fang Yun said: "Sister Fang, why don't you come with us and go out for a walk."

Fang Yun didn't understand what Fourth Master was talking about, but Lin Yutong had some guesses: "Let's go to the mountain ridge and see where we can clearly see the small courtyard where you are."

I see!

Fang Yun nodded: "Let's go! We'll go right away."

They walked up the narrow path. When they reached the mountain ridge, they kept looking at the foot of the mountain. The three of them stopped until they found a place where they could clearly see the situation in Fang Yun's small courtyard. Lin Yutong's eyes looked around.

She glanced, and then stopped suddenly when she was more than ten meters away, "What is that?" She stretched out her hand, and the fourth master walked over. A piece of broom grass that had become withered grass was more than one meter high, squatting here.

It can definitely be hidden. There are footprints on the ground around it, and the size is about forty-two and forty-three. There are two cigarette butts on the ground, and there are a few piles of sheep dung balls next to them. The freshness of these sheep dung balls is the most important thing.

The ones that were fresh were either those left yesterday or the time before. The rest was hard to say. They were all frozen and hard and looked like they had been a few days old. In other words, someone was staring at the yard where Fang Yun lived.

Watching every move there. And this man, pretending to herd sheep, still spends a lot of time observing here every day. Yuanye wants to leave the house because he knows that there is someone here waiting for him to deliver the message. He cannot collect intelligence, so deliver it

It can only be his current situation, and he wants to convey his plans. But why is he so anxious?

Lin Yutong looked at Fourth Master: "Is it possible?"

Fourth Master nodded: "You will know if you try it tonight."

So Lin Yutong accompanied Fang Yun home, and the fourth master went to find Liao Kai.

As soon as eight o'clock in the evening, the Fourth Master motioned to Lin Yutong to put on the earmuffs for the child. Lin Yutong neatly packed the child away and listened to what was going on outside.

In the opposite yard, Stutter was lighting a bonfire in the yard, burning sweet potatoes and potatoes to eat. Fang Yun came out of the house and followed Stutter to sit by the fire. When the potatoes were roasted, Fang Yun took one and peeled it.

The skin was brought inside, "Here! Eat it! You'll choke to death." He said, but his hands kept stuffing the potatoes in, and then poured a bowl of water and put it on the table aside.

The sound of water was clearly audible, and the corners of Yuan Ye's mouth curled up, "You are reluctant to starve me and thirsty, so why are you so mean in your mouth."

"Who can't bear to leave you?" Fang Yun's words were as cold as ice, "I wish I could eat your flesh and drink your blood."

But Yuanye smiled: "Where can there be hatred without love? The deeper the hatred, the deeper the love." He grabbed Fang Yun's arm and said, "Fang Yun, ask me to go out for some fresh air. It's night now, it's okay.

"As long as you go out, there will be two for every one. This is a good opportunity to open a gap. "It's been a long time since I smelled the free air outside."

"Humph!" Fang Yun pushed him away, and when he saw that he was about to fall, he held him up again, "You're okay... You're not dead but you're alive just to trouble me."

Yuanye smiled. She was clearly afraid that she would fall and wanted to ask, "Are you okay?" but she changed her words with a vicious look. If she was really gentle and careless towards him and didn't care about anything, he would never believe her.

. But now, anyone who listens to it will feel that Fang Yun wishes she could die early, but what she says and what she does are completely different. This is Fang Yun! Intellectually she hates herself, but emotionally

But she couldn't help but reveal feelings that she probably didn't even know about. His tone became gentler and gentler, with a bit of pleading: "Yunyun, please."

This voice and these words always remind people of the time when the two of them were happy, and he said: So, please, give it to me.

Fang Yun clenched his hands into fists, closed his eyes tightly, and then said: "If you want to leave, just leave. Go out for some fresh air. You'll be cold to death."
To be continued...