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Chapter 923 The source of pain(2/3)

Yes, yes, I said that my parents treated me like a son and that I often went shirtless to play basketball with my dad.

Then there are things like fishing and so on, but the character is very difficult, and the appearance is very unpleasant, isn't it?

But actually, my mother now sends me WeChat messages telling her son when he will come home.

Then when did he say it?

Slowly, I feel that I haven't changed into what he looks like now. The little boy is still in my heart. I just make peace with it.

The little boy's personality is quite tough. If Huo Zhuoshan was an only child, what would happen to Huo Zhuoshan's relationship with his parents? In fact, it would be fine.

My impression of childhood is, well, in various ways, my mother was actually Xiaoqing, and I sat behind the Jintang, because I didn’t really have that kind of thing when I was a child, and the Jintang was next to me.

The situation is right.

Because my mother, Zhu Tou San, has been a kindergarten teacher since she was a child?

Yes, uh, when I was very young, I thought that I didn’t want to go. My mother was amazing, and other children in Jintang could be in Jintang, so I chose to watch it step by step.

Why did I think so at the time? I had this idea told to me, but I felt it was too long and difficult to deal with this kind of relationship, and then he talked to me about his mother.

I guess it's the kind of thing where I repay myself. I was very happy after the exam. I went back to play with a friend. It was so relaxing. After telling me that I did poorly in the exam, I went home and asked for it.

But in fact, this method is a formless and formless form of pressure versus guessing.

If you have something you want to express, then listen to what others say and give him his voice, because he has been educated since he was a child, he has to be sensible, and he has to make adults happy. When he was contracted, he wanted to perform, what did he talk about?

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I have to perform, so I often work in City A. I am from Sichuan, and I came to City A in high school.

But because I fell in love with the scope of my life early, I started to fight with my mother, and both of us were tired of each other. Then we thought that the first company in the country to give birth to me would be Datong Middle School.

If it were him, I would leave Najintang, and then I would not take the exam in the middle. If I didn't pass it when I went back, I would want to blackmail him.

My mother flew me back in half a month. It was sunny every day and she watched me while I studied. Then one day, I really felt like I had had enough.

Because my boyfriend at the time was not up to par with Jintang, and he really wanted to get away from it all, and then I started to compare myself to the high school entrance examination.

The first time he started, yes, the first time he completely left home, what about him? When did he leave his parents for the first time?

I really don’t agree with me doing this because the companies I want to take the exam for are all in cities.

Then, I stayed in Beipiao for about three months, so there was a small hotel in a small alley next to the university.

Then, ah, there is a room as big as Jintang, and a room as big as this roof.

But there are no windows. The windows are fake. I live there alone and sleep with the TV on at night.

Then you can turn off the lights. I don’t know how I spent those days alone, and it was extremely difficult.

Because daddy, he gave me money secretly. He had to pay for classes, and they were very expensive. So I just ran away and went to a dream city. Do you regret anything?

Have you ever wavered? Is it not true at all? I don’t regret it now, but I regret it now. Sometimes I will continue to fight with wounds all over my body even if I know it.

How much did he pay for the first time?

Because I understand what kind of book is written, because I am in City A. Although I went to the city, I didn’t feel that it was my first time running away.

Because actually when I was in college, I really hated having dormitory relationships with other people, and the intimate relationship was unified.

right?

Do I think that thing is a bit stressful for me?

right.

Then I moved out as soon as I got to college, and my parents didn't know about it.

I sat in a booth-like place next to Najintang Company. The first time I saw that happy person, I felt comfortable.

Anyway, everything is correct. To me, that is my first time, which means that I am completely free from many things, or my salvation lies in the same thing.

You have to tell him about this bathroom. He must go to the bathroom in high school. If he goes to the bathroom, does he want to go to the bathroom?

If he doesn't want to, then he should go with me. Okay, others asked me what he wanted to know about walking back, but this is like this, so is he a celibate?

I think it means that he will, uh, I am a person who, for example, if there is someone around me, I will go there and I will choose to take into account the feelings of Jintang.

Alas.

I would put myself a little less lightly. Sometimes I feel that the relationship between Jintang and the family is sometimes clouded.

I just need to socialize. I feel like everyone around me has this kind of energy, so I feel like I need to study alone.

But I don’t know why, but I felt so distressed when I listened to Na Jintang’s talk. Instead, I felt that it took me 10 years of detours to find this truth.

This is the state he wants to be in. This is how he ranks it. I think it’s the degree of independence.

This makes me feel like a pig. I am the kind of person who is very comfortable with medium and long distances. If I have to say that I am the kind of person who leaves a place.

Yes, that's me. I was almost a sophomore in college. At that time, I often traveled alone without knowing anything about it.

Now Jintang may not know everything. He knows that I have already told you everything, that is, when he saw those very wide scenes.

He would feel very insignificant. I really felt that at that time, but it was not very deep, because he had not really stepped into the society.

The closest thing to that essential question is that I dared to go out after I went to a wider place.

I will discover many perspectives of people around me, which I could not understand or really understand before.

The thoughts I was thinking when I was standing there in Jintang have been changed. I said that in fact, a lot of life has rules, so everyone will always have a different rhythm. In fact, it is better than he imagined.

I also went to the United States to study as a graduate student after graduating from college. I felt very special at that time because I finally integrated into City A.

Then I remember when the plane took off.

I thought I was good, but the way I felt during the fight was that I actually thought that the outside world was not good at first, but later I found out wow.

All is well.

He had his Jintang and his imagination, but later the world was not as beautiful as I imagined.

In fact, in this world, there may be many things that are simply and directly beyond his control.

Especially in the profession of Jintang, many people belong to this chosen place?

So, in the process of waiting for opportunities when there are no opportunities, you can enrich yourself and eliminate your helplessness.

Then I had to fight against my own loneliness. When I was in high school and in college, the most famous Zodiac sign at that time was Leo. He was full of passion and said that he just had to persevere.

The children I knew at that time would like my Jintang, and Jintang insisted on making me famous.

It would give him the right to realize his dream, so he kept running forward. Gradually in the past few years, people became immersed in it and changed it.

Well, he can accept disappointment, but he must insist on being kind. I think growing up is a.

The Huo Zhuoshan Society is like this. What is particularly special is that I don't know the word "salvation" for myself. That is, I am aware of it first, and then improve it.

Some people may think that the exit is to find some good things, but I think my exit is to find some bad things.

His outlet is to fight fire with fire, that is, to fight fire with fire. It is really to fight fire with fire. In fact, pain is for change. Then when I was in college.

Because I have some problems with my own personality, I think he has some problems. He cannot interact with people who are very close to him. This kind of interaction, or some alienation from others, means that he is closed off.

So I wanted to open myself up, and I felt that there was something wrong with me at that time, that is, I felt that if I went to work like this in the future, there would be problems in everything.

So for example, when I was in high school, I remember that I didn’t have a graduation photo in high school, and after I started working, there were very few photos taken with me.

As far as my Weibo is concerned, my photos are all of myself, and I can’t accept being with others.

Then I thought that the first way I could change myself was to take pictures and let others take them. Then I would allow others to see them, and then allow myself to see myself.

Such a way to deal with it.

When he opened himself up and met me at that time, he realized that I would hate seeing my own things.

Then after going through this process, I met many photographers at that time, and then after I got to know each other, some directors asked me if I loved him and wanted to save the world and film. I felt that the process must be very painful.

But I think that after trying it, it may affect a person's mood and risk. Another thing is that I think that thing can bring me a counter-belief.

There was nothing I had ever experienced before, and then I was brought to the city, and then I started to be an artist. It was my fate that was thousands of miles away. Did he think it was great?

It must be uncomfortable for him, because I would feel that the thing is not suitable for me or that I have no emotions.

But later on, when I slowly started acting, I found that this is what I love.

The director even then had even a little pet.

Jintang would tell me that I wanted to be a director in the future, and Jintang would tell me his understanding of this scene. At that time, I felt that these things all collided in thinking.

So interesting.

So I like acting very much. I think the one given to me is really different. He is like a bunch.

Oh, it’s really a song that makes me unhappy.

I am accustomed to carrying a notebook and writing down whatever I want to write in it anytime and anywhere.

Later, I had a memo and wrote it on the memo. In fact, it was very common to record this kind of feeling.

But more of the point is to write songs when you are sad, if you always rely on emotion, including pain, to create songs.

I think this matter is difficult to talk about. I only think of this because it is the most difficult. The current stage of Na Jintang is to feel Na Jintang, and then what he will do more in the future is to repeatedly and continuously understand Na Jintang.
To be continued...
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