Dead in the past?

Everything yesterday is like death yesterday, and everything today is like birth today.

Everyone in the world knows that time goes by forever and the past is like smoke.

But how many people can really be so open-minded?

Han Feiyan thought she could do it, but when she watched Liu Yanbo appear at Gao Yuanqiu's wedding yesterday, she watched him walk up to the emcee's stage with a gentle wave from Yin Hanruo, and defeat the group of men in suits in the most powerful way.

hour.

She knew that she couldn't be that open-minded.

In Haishi, and even in this world, Han Feiyan believed that no one knew Liu Yanbo better than her, and no one had poured more affection into him than she did.

What you gave without reservation in the past has resulted in bitter consequences today.

Liu Yanbo, why do you do this to me?

Han Feiyan thought about it all night, but still couldn't figure it out.

She has always had feelings for him, and losing to reality doesn't mean she doesn't love him anymore.

Because there was still love, she was so excited that she couldn't control herself, so much so that she ignored the fact of the breakup.

Father, like son.

Fortunately, the owner of the milk tea shop heard a small part of Han Feiyan's words.

He is a wise man and can guess the current relationship between the man and woman from this part of his words.

He is still a kind-hearted man and cannot bear to see a pair of lovers who were once so close having such a quarrel and making a fool of themselves.

So, he used his favorite milk tea as a mediation method.

deceased in the past——

It's a good name.

Even if there were all kinds of right and wrong in the past, they are all gone.

You don’t have to let go, but you don’t have to be too persistent, right?

The owner of the milk tea shop put down the milk tea and left. Han Feiyan also calmed down and looked at Liu Yanbo blankly.

Liu Yanbo stirred the milk tea and took a sip.

Milk tea has the bitterness of coffee, but is more fragrant and smooth than milk. The taste is as memorable as its name.

Liu Yanbo put down the milk tea cup and said to Han Feiyan: "It tastes good, don't you try it?"

Han Feiyan took a deep look at Liu Yanbo, lowered her head to stir the milk tea, and said softly: "I have said so much, you must have heard it, right? I am looking for other men just for a better life and for money."

"You can call me a gold digger, and I won't refute you." Han Feiyan took a sip of milk tea and continued: "I will also call you selfish, because this is also true."

Is Liu Yanbo selfish?

He is really selfish. In order to live his own ordinary life, he ignores his lover's feelings. Isn't this selfish?

After Liu Yanbo broke up with Han Feiyan, he always considered the reasons for their breakup, but he really didn't think about it in this regard.

After Han Feiyan said this, Liu Yanbo realized that in the past three years, he had always regarded Han Feiyan as that innocent girl who had just graduated from college, instead of facing her growth.

In this colorful world, how many people can have a rock-like heart?

Love also needs to be given to each other, and the protection of material life is also one of the ways of expression.

We are all mortals, and platonic love is really not as practical as bread and milk.

"I'm sorry." Liu Yanbo lowered his head, feeling a bitter taste in his heart.

He realized his mistake, but it was too late.

Han Feiyan looked at Liu Yanbo, her excitement gradually calmed down, and said slowly: "I'm not saying this to ask you to apologize. In my heart, you are at fault, but I also know that I made a bigger mistake.

I don’t deserve your apology.”

Taking a long breath, Han Feiyan then asked: "I asked you out just to know one thing. Why did you do this for Yin Hanruo? Or have you never loved me?"

She is really jealous.

When Liu Yanbo and Yin Hanruo appeared at Gao Yuanqiu's wedding holding hands;

When Yin Hanruo waved his hand, Liu Yanbo could offend the two wealthy families in Haishi for her.

Han Feiyan's inner monologue at that moment was only - why?

She desperately wanted to know the answer.

If what happened later wasn't so sudden, she would have planned to find him and ask him on the spot.

The relationship between the two was not only Liu Yanbo's first love, but also her Han Feiyan's first love.

The reason for separation was enough, but she couldn't let it go.

Regardless of men or women, jealousy is always unreasonable and always runs counter to reality.

Can Liu Yanbo give Han Feiyan an answer that satisfies her?

After lowering his head and thinking for a while, Liu Yanbo lit a cigarette, looked out the window, and said, "Maybe it's because of that marriage certificate! It makes me feel like I finally have a family."

This was the most reasonable explanation he could think of.

For many years, Liu Yanbo has never experienced the feeling of home again. He really wants to have a home of his own.

Many people often say: In this era where marriage and divorce are as frequent as eating and sleeping, a marriage certificate is just a dispensable piece of paper.

This piece of paper may no longer be that important to many people, but it is very meaningful to Liu Yanbo, because no matter how many true or false elements it contains, at least in terms of situation, he finally has a family.

It inexplicably gave him a sense of stability mentally.

Yes.

He is insecure to a ridiculous degree.

Even if this marriage is just a transaction without any emotional basis, he will still be as desperate as a moth to a flame.

In fact, on the day Liu Yanbo broke up with Han Feiyan, he would not refuse any woman who came to him for any reason as long as she wanted to get a marriage certificate.

It's like a drowning swimmer who knows there's nothing he can do, but still wants to grab whatever he can, even if it's just duckweed.

Liu Yanbo chose Yin Hanruo not because of how beautiful she was, nor because of how good she was, but just because she appeared at the right time.

Han Feiyan stared at Liu Yanbo intently and asked, "Is that marriage certificate really that important to you?"

Liu Yanbo nodded and said, "It's really important. Otherwise, I wouldn't have mentioned marriage to you all the time after getting your parents' approval. You'd feel annoyed even mentioning it."

Han Feiyan asked in confusion: "Why?"

Back then, when the two had been dating for almost a year, Han Feiyan took Liu Yanbo back to her hometown.

During that period, Liu Yanbo gained recognition from the Han family, who also hoped that they would get married as soon as possible.

Later, after returning to Haishi, Liu Yanbo bought a diamond ring and proposed many times. Just ten days before the two broke up, he mentioned the matter of marriage once, but Han Feiyan still talked him out of it as usual.

To this day, Han Feiyan still cannot understand why Liu Yanbo was so eager to get a marriage certificate immediately.

It's not her fault actually.

Because her parents are still alive and have never lacked the warmth of home, she naturally cannot understand a prodigal's desire for home like an addict's desire for drugs.

Liu Yanbo held a cigarette in his mouth, swallowing clouds and puffing out mist like a drug addict, looking aimlessly out of the window and muttering: "Because I have been wandering for too long."

People all over the world say that prodigal sons are heartless and unjust, and even envy them for their unrestrained nature.

This is a misunderstanding.

The prodigal sons who truly wander around the world may be motivated by rebellion and novelty at the beginning, or they may be motivated by yearning in their hearts, and more likely they may be motivated by the helplessness of reality...

But no matter what the reasons are for wandering around the world, when they are passing through the border, when the prodigal sons are on the big bed in the hotel, on the bench in the park, or even in the haystack in the wild...

When they spend countless lonely nights in these places without warmth, the prodigal sons will no longer have in their hearts the lofty sentiments of having wine today and getting drunk the next, nor will there be such poetic and picturesque sentiments as the sunset and the heartbroken people at the end of the world.

...The only thing left in their hearts is one desire——
Chapter completed!