Chapter 357 Night Talk
When Liu Yanbo woke up, it was already the dead of night and early morning.
When he opened his eyes, they were dull as if recovering from a serious illness, but they were no longer as decadent and sad as when he first came back. Then he saw her, and saw Yin Hanruo, who was supporting his head with his hands beside the bed but already crumbling.
He looked at her——
Seeing her unpainted face covered with fatigue, and seeing her brows that could not relax even in her sleep, he suddenly felt at ease in his heart.
Liu Yanbo moved and cautiously tried to get up, but she still alarmed Yin Hanruo. At this time, her nerves seemed to be extremely sharp. She had already opened her eyes when the quilt was lifted, although she was still sleepy when she woke up.
She was dimly tired, but her eyes suddenly showed the joy and excitement of relief. She looked at him and asked gently: "You woke up, how do you feel now?"
Liu Yanbo sat up, leaned his back against the bed and said, "I feel pretty good, but I'm a little thirsty."
"Don't move, I'll pour it."
Yin Hanruo said and went to get a glass of boiled water and carefully put some sugar in it. Liu Yanbo suffered from hypoglycemia, which she had known for a long time.
The water was very hot and not suitable for consumption. In order to speed up the heat dissipation, Yin Hanruo switched the sugar water back and forth between two cups and blew on it with her mouth from time to time. Like all virtuous wives in this world, she was considerate and considerate.
Liu Yanbo watched quietly, smiling like sunshine.
Having someone to take care of you and stay with you when you are sick is probably one of the most beautiful aspects of marriage, right?
When the water temperature was moderate, Liu Yanbo stretched out his hands that had been wrapped into rice dumplings by bandages to take them, but Yin Hanruo decisively refused and said: "I told you not to move. The doctor said, what you need most now is
Rest more."
After drinking a whole glass of sugar water under Yin Hanruo's service, Liu Yanbo breathed a long sigh of relief, then licked his lips, which had been experiencing nectar for a long time, and said with a smile: "This is the best rest I've ever had."
He told the truth.
But Yin Hanruo didn't buy it. After putting the cup on the bedside table, he bluntly said: "You weren't resting before, you were in a coma."
Liu Yanbo smiled coquettishly and asked casually: "How long have I been in coma?"
Yin Hanruo glanced at his watch and answered truthfully: "Ten hours."
Hearing this, Liu Yanbo twisted his upper body left and right, moving his muscles and bones while saying: "It's been so long, no wonder I feel that all the bones in my body are soft and uncomfortable now."
After being together for so long, Yin Hanruo still had a certain understanding of Liu Yanbo. The thief said forcefully: "Don't find such lame excuses. Just lie down and have a good sleep."
"I can't sleep." Liu Yanbo could only say truthfully: "Besides, you look like you need a good sleep more than me now."
"You sleep on the bed, and I'll make the floor."
After saying that, Yin Hanruo got up and made the floor for herself. She really needed a good sleep now. In the past two days, she had not had any easier time than Liu Yanbo.
Liu Yanbo no longer insists on giving up the bed. Now he is no longer as stubborn as before and will no longer force what he thinks is good on others.
Ten hours——
Whether it is considered coma or rest, this is already a long period of time, enough for a physically and mentally exhausted person to regain his energy.
Liu Yanbo lay on the bed honestly again, but he was in great spirits now and couldn't fall asleep at all. He wanted to talk to Yin Hanruo more now, but he didn't know where to start, because he knew very well in his heart,
What she wants to hear now is probably what he doesn't want to mention.
"Liu Yanbo, how long has it been since you went back?" Yin Hanruo spread the quilt and asked gently.
go back?
Where to go back?
At this moment, Liu Yanbo certainly understood what Yin Hanruo was asking. He was silent for a while and whispered: "Fourteen years ago, from the moment I chose to escape, I never dared to go back."
"When you went to see a psychiatrist last time, you said you would be mentally prepared to receive treatment after Qingming Festival this year. Have you decided to go back before then?" Yin Hanruo asked again.
Liu Yanbo said softly, "Yeah", that was indeed his plan.
Yin Hanruo made the floor, but did not lie down in a hurry. Instead, he got up and walked to the bed again, sat on the edge of the bed and said, "Then I will go back with you."
As soon as she said these words, Liu Yanbo's face suddenly changed. His expression was filled with fear, and he said resolutely: "No!"
Why?
Yin Hanruo didn't ask, because she probably already guessed the reason——
He is afraid that his emotions will get out of control and hurt the people around him.
Yin Hanruo's heart was not shaken by this, and his attitude became even more unequivocal: "Liu Yanbo, you are not a good son, but I want to be a good daughter-in-law."
What kind of daughter-in-law is good?
In the eyes of parents, there is no need for you to be filial to them, as long as you can accompany their son to support each other for the rest of your life, this should be the best.
The so-called husband and wife——
Aren’t we supposed to stay together through thick and thin?
This is the truth, but Liu Yanbo still shook his head. Looking at Yin Hanruo, who had firm eyes and a serious look, he was extremely scared, because he had no confidence in himself at all on this matter——
Everything that happened on that New Year's Eve is the only flaw in Liu Yanbo's psychology now, and he cannot control himself.
Yin Hanruo certainly understands this. In fact, after learning about this incident from Bai Bin, in her opinion, Liu Yanbo has done a good enough job now. For anyone who has experienced such a change,
You may not be able to do better than him——
Understandably, she still hopes that he can do better, and she also needs him to do better.
"Liu Yanbo, do you have so little confidence in yourself?" Yin Hanruo took Liu Yanbo's bandaged hand and said tenderly but with determination: "Even if you have no confidence in yourself, you should
Have confidence in me and have confidence in us, because we are husband and wife."
"I said, you are no longer alone." Yin Hanruo continued: "So, if you want to adapt to the current life and get out of the haze of your past, you have to learn to get used to not being alone anymore.
Let others bear your joy, anger, sorrow and joy.”
"I couldn't control you in the past, but no matter what you are going to face now, I hope you can remember one thing, at least -"
"You still have me."
Yin Hanruo spoke very affectionately. She had never said such affectionate words to a man before. Even the hard-hearted Liu Yanbo couldn't help but soften after hearing this. He looked at her and said bitterly: "I'm just afraid...
"
"You're afraid that your emotions will get out of control. You're afraid that if you lose control of yourself, you'll hurt me. You're afraid that if you lose control of yourself, I'll be helpless, right?" Yin Hanruo said first, "Then do you know what I'm afraid of?"
Liu Yanbo shook his head.
There were some changes in Yin Hanruo's expression, including distress, self-blame, and a hint of sadness that could not be resolved. She whispered softly: "I'm afraid that every time you come back in despair, I don't know why.
.I'm afraid that I will have to learn about your joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys from other people. These things scare me a thousand times more than being powerless, because being powerless will push me to do better, but having no way of knowing will only
It makes me even more powerless.”
"Liu Yanbo, I am not as useless as you think, and I am no longer the little girl who dreamed of being a princess in fairy tales. You don't need to create a world with only sunshine and beauty for me. This
It’s not what I want now, do you understand?”
Liu Yanbo nodded, he really understood.
Yin Hanruo held his hand tighter and begged sincerely: "So, on the day you decide to go back, please be sure to take me with you, okay?"
ok?
Liu Yanbo wanted to say "no", but facing Yin Hanruo who was so sincere at this moment, he could not say this word no matter what.
After struggling in his heart for a long time, Liu Yanbo finally said with difficulty: "Okay."
He agreed very reluctantly, and anyone could hear it.
But what Liu Yanbo didn’t know was——
Chapter completed!