Love is endless but not joyful: don’t hurt me, please

As if realizing that what he said didn't sound right, he cleared his throat: "Can I touch the child?"

Lan Mufei breathed a sigh of relief. She felt fetal movement. The doctor said that it might take a month for the outside world to feel it. She hesitated for a while and nodded slowly.

Louis Yingwu stood up and sat next to her. He raised his long arm and placed his fingers on her belly with some trembling. He could clearly feel her skin being hot through her clothes...

The doctor also told him that only the mother's body can feel fetal movement now, and it would take some time before he could feel obvious fetal movement.

But he didn't know why he thought he could feel the child really moving under his fingertips. The feeling was amazing. His frown slowly relaxed, and his thin lips raised a faint smile.

He has no feelings for the mother of his child. It is just a trace left by the spring breeze, but it represents the continuation of his life. Before he had a child, he did not feel that he had to have a child, nor did he think that the child was very good.

, but feeling the existence of his child at such a close distance subverted his previous feelings. He accepted and longed for this child to come into this world.

At that time, they still had no verbal communication and quietly enjoyed the touch and excitement their children brought to each other.

Let go of your resistance and rejection of each other, without love, but you can still compromise and respect each other for the sake of one life.

Louis Yingqi and Hang Hang went abroad to deal with the affairs of the subsidiary company. They were away for more than half a month and were very busy. Occasionally, they would worry about the well-being of their children and call the maid at the villa to report that everything was fine.

good.

Lan Mufei knew that he called because he wanted to know the current situation of the child. She had not spoken to him, but she knew that he cared deeply about the child and comforted herself. Even if he wanted to use this to marry his fiancée, it was his after all.

He should treat the child well and not let the child suffer in the future...

How could she have expected that things would suddenly turn around and the child would be gone? She didn't even have the chance to say goodbye to the child properly, and when she woke up, the child would be gone.

And she, like a piece of garbage abandoned by others, walks on the edge of life and death.

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When the car stopped, it was not where she lived or her company. Lan Mufei came to her senses and followed Hang Hang out of the car.

"What is this place?"

Hang Hang smiled: "Follow me."

Lan Mufei followed Hang Hang into the apartment. It had one bedroom and one living room. The space was not very large, but the decoration was very warm and all the furniture was available.

Hang Hang took the key, stood in the living room, and asked Lan Mufei: "What do you think of this house?"

"The environment and decoration are very good." Lan Mufei didn't know what Hang Hang meant, so she answered truthfully.

"Now that you are my agent, although you are not well-known in the industry, it is not good to live in a place like that." Hang Hang handed her the key, "This is the dormitory arranged for you by the company. You can move at any time."

Come in."

"A dormitory arranged by the company?" Lan Mufei didn't believe it. She had never heard her colleagues mention that there would be a dormitory before. Looking at such a beautiful house, it was false not to be moved, but she knew better that there was no such thing as pie in the sky.

good thing.

Looking at the key in Hang Hang's hand, he still had no intention of taking it.

Hang Hang smiled and said: "It is true that the company has no precedent of arranging dormitories for all employees, but there has never been any employee living in such a place! It's not that I look down on the place where you lived, but now you are no longer the Lan Mufei you were before.

When you enter a new life circle, you have to keep up with the new environment! What should you do if a friend from your circle wants to visit your home?"

Lan Mufei was silent. She understood what Hang Hang said and thought about it carefully, but she felt vaguely uneasy.

Hang Hang held her wrist and put the key in her palm: "Are you still afraid that I will harm you?"

Lan Mufei glanced at her and shook her head quickly: "That's not what I meant! It's just... If I move here, can my brother move in with me?"

If she was asked to leave Yun Gu alone and move to such a good place, she couldn't do it.

Hang Hang was startled and shook his head.

There was a trace of disappointment in Lan Mufei's eyes, she pursed her lips and smiled forcefully, and returned the key to Hang Hang.

"Thank you for your kindness, but I don't want to be separated from my brother. As for the rest, you don't have to worry too much. If you wait for another year, I will change my residence."

The premise is that she must be with Yun Gu.

Lan Mufei said that she had something to go back to the company, so Hang Hang didn't need to send her off and could just go about his business. She left the community alone and took a bus nearby.

Hang Hang turned his head and watched the thin back disappear from his eyes, and sighed helplessly.

He knew this was the result, but the count still didn't believe it...

………………Master, please recommend the dividing line for votes…………

Lan Mufei was at the company all day, and it was rare that she had time to go back early when she got off work. On the way to get off work, she bought Yun Gu's favorite dishes and planned to cook them for him in the evening.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw Yun Gu packing things, both hers and his.

"What are you doing?" Lan Mufei put down her things and walked to him to stop her. She glanced briefly and frowned tightly, "Hang Hang looked for you!"

It’s not a question, it’s a yes!

Yun Gu didn't speak, nodded, and planned to continue cleaning up.

Lan Mufei pulled him and refused to let him clean it up. "Stop cleaning it up. I won't move away, let alone leave you alone."

I was a little angry with Hang Hang. How could he find Yun Gu privately? I didn't know what he actually said to Yun Gu.

Yun Gu's dull eyes met hers. He couldn't say many words, so he stood up straight and started to sign.

"Sister, your current job is different from before. You can't continue to live in such an environment. It's not good for your work. People will look down on you if they find out!"

Lan Mufei was deeply moved by Yun Gu's concern for her, so she would not move. "A Gu, we have lived together for seven years, and have we not been looked down upon many times? I don't care!"

"It's different! In the past, you were forced by the environment, but now you can have a better living environment, why should you give up because of me? Sister, I don't want to be a stumbling block for you!"

"You are my relative, not a stumbling block!" Lan Mufei corrected him righteously.

If the impoverished Yun Gu had not saved her, in order to give her medicine and food to eat, she would have been beaten countless times, leaving wounds of various sizes on her body; now even though she has a decent job and a good job

Living environment, she can't forget who gave her new life in the first place!

She will not abandon Yun Gu, just like Yun Gu never gave up on her!

Yun Gu's face was solemn, he was silent for a long time, and his movements were slow: "Sister, I have grown up now, and it is very inconvenient for me to continue to live in the same room with you. I am a man after all, and I...will also have very bad times. ;You don’t want that to happen again.”

Lan Mufei was startled, then her cheeks became hot, and she bit her red lips, not knowing how to answer.

What Yun Gu said happened when Yun Gu was eighteen years old.

It's hot in the middle of summer, and everything feels like being put in a steamer, so dull that it's almost suffocating. There's no air conditioning or electric fan, and when you wake up from a hot sleep, you feel like you've just been fished out of a water tank, covered in sweat.

Lan Mufei was sleeping in a tank top and shorts. She was vaguely aware of the wetness and itching on her chest. She thought it was sweat from the heat, but didn't pay attention until a hot hand fell on her chest...

I woke up suddenly and screamed in fear...

When I turned on the light, I saw Yun Gu's upper body was naked, and his lower body was only stretched out by his underpants. His cheeks were red and uncomfortable. He was staring at her with burning eyes and breathing heavily.

Eighteen-year-old Yun Gu had never taken a physiology class and didn't understand the relationship between men and women. He just followed his body's instinctive tendency and wanted to touch her body and nibble on her white and tender skin.

He had demonstrated this kind of thing in his mind many times, and was suppressed by himself every time, but this time he just couldn't help it and longed for more.

Yun Gu didn't understand, but Lan Mufei did, because someone had done this to her before, causing her so much pain that she will never forget it.

Seeing Yun Gu approaching, she trembled with fear, pushed his chest with both hands, and kept shaking her head, "No... Yun Gu, you can't do this to me! We are siblings, we are relatives... You You can't do this to your sister!"

Yun Gu was so tortured by desire that he couldn't hear what she said. His eyes saw her chest heaving due to fear, which became even hotter and hotter. He couldn't bear the torture of physical desire, especially the pain of swelling in the lower (half) body.

He leaned forward and wanted to kiss her neck. Lan Mufei couldn't resist him and couldn't push him away. Shame and fear came to her heart. Her pupils were filled with mist. What he was pressing against her leg made her too scared. .

"Yun so you can't... you can't hurt me like this... we are siblings... don't hurt me... please..."

He kept saying one sentence intermittently for a long time, and his voice was trembling beyond words.

Tears flooded his pale cheeks, and his eyes gradually became desperate.

When Yun Gu heard her sobs, he stopped suddenly and looked at her blankly, not knowing what to do.

He didn't mean to bully her or cry, it was just because it was too uncomfortable and he couldn't control it.

Lan Mufei didn't know that Yun Gu didn't do it on purpose. He was just young and didn't understand anything, and no one taught him this.

I felt very ashamed, but I still had to tell Yun Gu that what he was doing was wrong, and asked him to take a cold shower to calm down. He told him that he could only do such things with girls he liked. She was his sister and they couldn't do this. things.

Yun Gu seemed to understand, but he only knew that such a thing would make her sad and shed tears, so he would never do it again.

In the past few years, he would still have love affairs, but he would hold it back every time and take a cold shower if he couldn't help it.

Life can't always go on like this. He is getting older and older. He is an adult man, and his desire for unopened sexual desires will become stronger and stronger. When a man and a woman live together under the same roof, there will always be times when they explode!

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Lan Mufei listened to his words with a calm expression, but there was guilt in her eyes. She knew that Yun Gu had lived a very hard life in the past few years, and she felt uncomfortable every time. If the two of them were frequently embarrassed because of such things, the situation would become more and more embarrassing.

She knew it was good for Yun Gu to live separately, but she couldn't rest assured...

Yun Gu knew that she was worried about him and didn't want to leave him. He pursed his lips and said, "Brother Hang Hang said that he had a vacant room at his house and invited me to live there. I have already agreed."

Lan Mufei was stunned. She never thought that Hang Hang would make such an arrangement. Wouldn't it cause trouble for Yun Gu to live in Hang Hang's home?

"I'm sorry, I made the decision myself without consulting you." Yun Gu apologized, but his attitude was very firm. He must move in with Hang Hang.

Lan Mufei took a deep breath, sighed, and shook her head gently: "It's my fault that I never considered your feelings! You are already an adult and can make decisions and plans for your own life!"

Yun Gu lowered his eyes and did not speak for a long time.
To be continued...