Every memory has an entrance14(2/2)
There was no way to let go of the relationship for so many years and let it go immediately, so she fled abroad and relied on time to mend the scars in her heart! She had never imagined that she could go back to the past with Lu Chuan, not even once!
She lived her life more clearly than anyone else, and she lived more cleanly than anyone else. But she never thought that Lu Chuan would hold on to the past and be unable to let go, let alone that he could do this.
It would be a lie to say that she doesn't have any feelings in her heart. She is also a person with feelings. What's more, Lu Chuan, who grew up together, still has family affection even if there is no love. But no matter how painful she feels in her heart, no matter how reluctant she is to let go, she can't show it.
She couldn't give Lu Chuan the slightest hope that they could go back to the past.
"I know." Lu Chuan pulled his pale lips forcefully, stared at her reluctantly, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "I knew I couldn't hide it from you forever, and I also knew you couldn't forgive me."
It's just that over the years, I have become accustomed to holding a dream in my heart, thinking that as long as Banxia doesn't know about it for a day, they will still have a chance to start over!
"I am now Yue Qi's wife." She lowered her head, twirling the wedding ring on her ring finger, with a slight smile on her eyebrows: "We are very good now, and I cherish our days now. I also hope you can stand up
Get up and start a new life instead of living in meaningless memories."
It doesn't matter whether that person is Lu Zijin or not, she still hopes that Lu Chuan can be happy!
Maybe this is a relative.
No matter how unpleasant the memories were, how fierce the arguments were, or how deeply he was hurt, I still hope he can be happy in the end!
Lu Chuan didn't speak and slowly closed his eyes. It's easy to say. He has been in love for so many years, how could he just let it go?
Seeing that he was silent, Lu Banxia stood up and said calmly: "I'll go back if you're fine. I hope this won't happen again. If it does, I won't come again. If you don't cherish your own life, others will cherish it.
What’s the use of caring!”
"Ban Xia..." He suddenly opened his eyes and looked at her, and said with great piety, "I have never loved Lu Zijin, not from the beginning to the end."
The only person he loves is Lu Banxia!
Lu Banxia raised the corner of her mouth: "It's all over..."
It doesn't matter whether you love it or not!
The wounds that were once so deep will not disappear just because you never loved me. It will be like it never happened!
Lu Chuan watched her turn and leave, his heart bleeding. There was no reason to keep her this time.
As she said, now she is happy and has someone to take care of her. She is very happy and should cherish it. There is no reason or need to pay attention to this person who makes her memory full of tears.
Many things were wrong, one step was wrong, and the next step was wrong. When he wanted to correct or make up for it, he found it was too late.
Lu Banxia was waiting for the elevator, and what happened to be Lu Zijin who came out of the elevator was Lu Zijin, who had come to the hospital to see Lu Chuan, with a thermos bucket in his hand. Seeing her, Lu Zijin was also stunned.
Her eyes fell sharply on half of Lu Banxia's face, and she couldn't help but smile. She heard Yao Yu say that Lu Banxia had been slapped twice by Lu Heng! Although Lu Banxia was covered with thick foundation, if she looked carefully,
You can still see it.
It was a pity that she didn't see Lu Heng slap Lu Banxia twice in the face with her own eyes, but hearing it made her feel heartfelt and happy!
"I'm glad to see that he's not dead!" Lu Zijin said in a strange tone, sneering: "As long as he is alive for one day, you can continue to torture him!"
Lu Banxia glanced at her, looking at her like she was looking at a madman. He walked into the elevator without paying any attention to Lu Zijin who came out! He reached out and pressed the close button...
Lu Zijin didn't expect that she could turn a blind eye to his ridicule. The two silver doors were slowly closing, and Lu Banxia lowered his eyes.
Just when the door was about to close completely, Lu Zijin suddenly reached out and held it down, and the door opened again...
Lu Banxia glanced at him, a trace of surprise flashed across his eyes...
"Lu Banxia!" Lu Zijin stared at her with his sinister eyes and sneered at the corner of his mouth: "You don't have to always pretend to be a victim and don't care! The more you act like this, the more hypocritical you are.
! Disgusting! You obviously hate me for ruining the relationship between you and Lu Chuan, why are you pretending to forgive me! You don’t like Lu Chuan at all. If you really like him, why don’t you dare to argue with me! Lu Banxia, I look down on you! Secretary
So what if you are tall? You are not even as good as a young lady!"
I have been holding these words in my heart for a long time, and today I spit them out all at once, like a snake in my heart, coiled in my heart, spitting out its red and dangerous core, and now I can finally hurt others at will!
"I've seen shameless people, but I've never seen anyone as shameless as you." After a long silence, Lu Banxia's clear voice escaped from her thin lips, and there was a steely tenacity in his eyes when he looked at her, "You said
You're right, I don't like Lu Chuan that much! Otherwise, what can you use to argue with me? Huh?"
Lu Zijin didn't expect that she would really say such words. He was so distracted that he didn't notice that Lu Banxia had already opened her hand that was pressing on the elevator door.
"Lu Zijin, remember, you didn't fight for Lu Chuan, but I didn't want him! Do you understand?"
As soon as she finished speaking, she pressed the close button, and the two doors slowly closed again. Lu Zijin's face was extremely embarrassed and pale! Lu Banxia's words made it clear that Lu Chuan was not hers.
, but Lu Banxia shouldn’t throw it away, she just picked it up, that’s all!
As the elevator descended, Lu Zijin stood there, her body as stiff as a stone, and she slammed the thermos bucket in her hand against the wall. The silver-white door reflected her ferocious facial features.
"Lu Banxia, you are cruel enough!"
Do you think I would care about something you don’t want?
Let me tell you, I don’t care!
The hands hanging by his sides slowly tightened into fists, and the long nails were dug deeply into the palms.
Lu Chuan was standing precariously at the door, leaning against the white and cold wall. The needle hole in his hand that he had forcibly pulled out was still bleeding, and drops fell on the ground.
He heard the conversation between Lu Banxia and Lu Zijin.
That's fine too.
Banxia, you must continue to be so cruel. In this way, no one can hurt you!
I once owed you, and I hope you have received it from him.
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Chapter completed!