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The love is beyond words (Qin Nansi)(2/2)

A little boy with a thick neck and eyes red after being given a few difficult words by a customer.

Those clear black and white eyes without a trace of dust gradually turned brown after experiencing too many wars and killings, and they no longer looked like that person.

Before the news was finished that day, the wind chimes at the door rang, and a beautiful figure walked in. Her eyes wandered between Xin Chang's figure and the video. Sitting on the high chair, she pursed her lips and said, "He will never look at you secretly again.

The little boy is blushing."

Qin Nansi gave her a cup of hot chocolate and said solemnly: "He was just confused for a moment."

Because Rong Chen likes men, and because their story is too twists and turns, it is not surprising that Rong Yu was temporarily confused.

Chu Bingyan drank the hot chocolate, narrowed her eyes slightly, and said with a faint smile: "Why do you like your face so much?"

"I heard that his life has not been going well since his marriage, and he plans to divorce." Qin Nansi's voice was calm and emotionless, and the face of the woman sitting opposite him had darkened.

Chu Bingyan has always been like this for so many years. No matter who mentions that person, she feels like she is facing a powerful enemy, and her whole body is as tight as a hedgehog!

Your Excellency and your wife have been very busy in the past few years, and everyone has their own life. Qin Nansi just guards this shop and lives with Xi Feng. It can't be said to be a good or a bad life. He rarely gets together with his former subordinates occasionally.

Open your mouth.

Chu Bingyan would come and sit there when he had nothing to do. When he was in a good mood, he would take the initiative to chat with him. When he was in a bad mood, he would find a secluded corner and drink cup after cup of hot chocolate.

She and Xi Feng got along very well, and Xi Feng longed for her to come every day. Qin Nansi somewhat understood Xi Feng's little thoughts. No child would not long for mother's love. He could give Xi Feng a lot of love and care, but

I can’t give maternal love alone, and I can’t let others give me maternal love to Xi Feng.

If he makes a mistake once, he will never make it a second time.

The two of them were so quiet, neither one said anything. The dust in the air was noisy, and the light of the setting sun outside the glass window was faint, gradually fading, and almost being covered by neon lights.

Qin Xifeng came down from upstairs after finishing his homework. When he saw the slender figure sitting in front of the bar, he immediately smiled: "Aunt Bing!"

Chu Bingyan turned her head and saw him, and immediately stood up with a faint smile on her face: "Xiao Feng, come here..."

Qin Xifeng ran up to her with bright eyes: "Aunt Bing, are you here to see me and dad?"

"Yes." Chu Bingyan nodded and handed him the bag placed aside: "Try on the clothes I bought for you to see if they fit you."

"Thank you Aunt Bing." Qin Xifeng smiled and looked up at Qin Nansi at the bar: "Dad, Aunt Bing is very good to us, right?"

Qin Nansi glanced at Chu Bingyan and said nothing, just nodded!

Qin Xifeng held the bag, but seeing that his reaction was still very cold, he continued to ask unwillingly: "Dad, don't you think Aunt Bing is very suitable to be a mother?"

As soon as these words came out, Qin Nansi's face quickly darkened, and he coldly squeezed out two words: "Xi Feng!" The warning was self-evident!

In the past, as long as Qin Nansi gave him a cold look, Qin Xifeng would immediately shrink his head and close his eyes, daring not to speak. But today he didn't know what was wrong, and he felt a sigh of relief in his heart. He felt that Aunt Bing was very good. If the three of them became a family,

How good it would be.

No one will laugh at themselves for not having a mother anymore.

"I like Aunt Bing, I want Aunt Bing to be my mother!"

"Qin Xifeng, shut up! Go upstairs, now!" Qin Nansi put down the cup in his hand, and with a little more strength, his voice kept echoing in the huge space.

Qin Xifeng's eyes turned red when he was scolded by him: "Aunt Bing is so good to us, why don't you let her be my mother! I hate you, I hate you!"

After saying that, he ran upstairs.

Qin Nansi's face was livid, his eyes turned helplessly from Xi Feng's figure to Chu Bingyan, and he apologized slightly: "I'm sorry, the kid is not sensible."

"It doesn't matter!" Chu Bingyan was stunned for a moment, came to his senses, and said calmly: "Don't you think Xi Feng really needs a mother?"

Qin Nansi was startled, with disbelief in his eyes. Chu Bingyan chuckled: "I mean I can accept him as my godson. You also know that I can't be with anyone in this life!"

"Thank you!" Gratitude flowed from his deep eyes.

Chu Bingyan just smiled indifferently: "You're welcome, I just want someone to die with! Go up and see him quickly! The child needs to be coaxed!"

***

Nan Si opened the door silently, and Qin Xifeng was lying on the bed crying. Next to him were the clothes Chu Bingyan bought for him.

He walked over, took the paper from the bedside table to him, and said seriously: "Xi Feng, what you said today is very rude."

Qin Xifeng held the paper and snorted, looking at him with red eyes, feeling aggrieved: "But I want Aunt Bing to be my mother!"

"This is not possible!"

"Why?" Tears welled up in my eyes again!

Qin Nansi looked at him with serious eyes. He placed his big palm on his head and rubbed it gently: "Because Dad and Aunt Bing both love the same person deeply and cannot be together."

"It's mom?" Qin Xifeng didn't think so. Sure enough, he saw Qin Nansi shaking his head, "Then who is the person dad loves deeply?"

Qin Nansi was silent, he didn't know how to talk to his young son.

Qin Xifeng thought of something and said in a hoarse voice: "Is it that Uncle Yan?"

"Why do you ask that?" Qin Nansi was surprised that his son would mention Bai Ziyan.

Qin Xifeng touched the birth card hanging around his neck, sniffed and said: "Feeling!" He remembered his father crying in front of Uncle Yan's tombstone, and remembered that the way his father looked at Uncle Yan was like the way Brother Rong looked at his father. Brother Rong said

, that’s because he likes and loves his dad!

He doesn't quite understand what "love" is, but he understands the feeling of liking her. Just like he likes sister A Qing very much, he misses her when he doesn't see her, and smiles when he sees her.

"Will you hate Dad?" This sentence felt like a thorn in my throat, and I couldn't speak. It took me a long time to speak with great difficulty.

Qin Xifeng thought for a while and shook his head. Although he didn't know why his father liked a man, it didn't matter. It was as if he also liked brother Long Lifei.

"Dad, if you love someone deeply, you can't help but like others?" He tilted his head and looked at him with bright eyes, full of curiosity.

"Yes." Qin Nansi nodded, thinking of that face, his heart felt soft, and even the light in his eyes softened: "Because I like someone so much, I can't give my heart to another person, even a little bit.

Can't do it."

Qin Xifeng seemed to understand, nodded, and put his arms around his neck, relying on him very much.

Qin Nansi wiped away the tears on his cheeks with his strong fingers and said solemnly: "Boys should be strong and don't cry."

"Dad, I was wrong! I will never say that again!"

Qin Nansi hugged the child tightly in his arms and said in a deep voice: "Xifeng, be good..."

"Dad, is Aunt Bing angry?" Qin Xifeng asked very carefully, knowing that what he just said was very rude.

"No." Qin Nansi said with a faint smile, "Aunt Bing wants me to tell you that she wants to recognize you as her godson, so that she will be your mother!"

"Really?" The sadness on Qin Xifeng's face immediately disappeared: "Great! I'm going to change into the clothes Aunt Bing bought for me. Can we have dinner together tonight?"

"Okay!" He replied with a smile, "But you should change your name to mother!"

"Well!" Qin Xifeng jumped out of bed holding the bag and walked to the bathroom. When he was at the door, he suddenly stopped and turned around and called: "Dad!"

Qin Nansi glanced at him before he finished speaking.

"Dad, I love you!"

There was a spring breeze passing through his quiet eyes, and Qin Nansi raised a warm smile at the corner of his mouth: "I love you too!"

Qin Xifeng carried his clothes into the bathroom to change with a happy face.

Qin Nansi looked at the smile on his face at the moment when the door was closed. He couldn't help but touch the wedding ring around his neck with his fingers. The slightly cool touch seemed to warm him instantly, as if his heart was connected.

Bai Yan, although you are not with me at the moment, and although I did not go to find you immediately, I know that you will not blame me, and you will not leave me.

You know, I miss you.

A life full of nothingness.

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Chapter completed!
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