The heart is flustered, it is love hurt (3) First love, first kiss and menarche(2/2)
No wonder Ayuan felt no stranger to her when she first arrived at Qin's house, and felt a sense of intimacy with her.
"I'm sorry!" Gu Mingxi pursed her lips and bit her lower lip involuntarily with her white teeth, "I really didn't know that you knew me so early."
"It has nothing to do with you, I just don't understand who I lost to." Destiny, or that person?
Xiao Han's lowered eyelids could not hide the despair in his eyes, "I once really thought that no matter what method I use, I must get you back!"
So when Long Pei tested him and Gu Mingxi, he took advantage of the situation and let Long Pei scheme. After getting drunk in the bar, he deliberately shouted "Xi Xi" into his mobile phone.
Deliberately appearing by her side, time and time again, he wanted to tell her how dangerous Long Pei was, and tell her that he was A Yuan and that he came back for her.
Subconsciously, he hoped that Mingxi would discover his identity and then return to him at all costs.
Unexpectedly, he failed in the end, losing to that person, losing to Mingxi, and losing to fate.
"I'm sorry." Gu Mingxi said this word for the third time today, because besides being sorry, she didn't know what else to say to Qin Yuan. The deal was done, with or without A Zheng, there was no possibility for her and Qin Yuan.
She stood up and looked at the tip of his nose, "Take care of yourself from now on."
Regardless of her identity or A Zheng, she will not be allowed to see Qin Yuan in private in the future.
Turning around to leave, Xiao Han suddenly raised his head and stared directly at her thin back, asking her seriously, "Do you like me because I am the only one who treats you well in this family, or because I look like him?
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Qin Zheng and Qin Yuan have similar facial features and similar temperaments, gentle and elegant, just like little princes.
Gu Mingxi's steps paused, and his spine stiffened significantly. He did not look back, staring at the bright floor, and murmured on his lips, "I don't know."
Then, he walked out of the hall without hesitation.
Outside the window of the room where she used to live, there was a big old tree with lush branches. Every summer, she could hear the cicadas cicadas that had been playing all day long, so noisy that she couldn't sleep.
Qin Yuan would secretly climb a tree in the middle of the night after everyone was asleep, and chat with her lying at the window to relieve her boredom. Sometimes they would chat until she fell asleep, and sometimes they would chat until dawn...
There were sadness and tears in the days in the Qin family, but because of Qin Yuan's company, those things seemed insignificant.
Sometimes when she looked at Qin Yuan, she would occasionally wander, feeling as if she was talking to Qin Zheng.
The first time she had her period, Qin Yuan secretly ran out to buy sanitary napkins for her in the middle of the night. Although it was dark outside, she still saw A Yuan's flushed face.
The first kiss was also at the window. She was lying on the window and he was sitting on a branch. The kiss came so naturally, as tenderly as water, which made her heartbeat speed up, her face turn red, and she felt dizzy...
If what happened later had not happened, she would definitely have married Qin Yuan, but after what happened later, she knew that people's hearts are very small, and once they pretend to be someone's name, they can no longer pretend to be someone else.
During those two years in E country, she occasionally recalled these past events, and she couldn't help but wonder if she fell in love with Long Pei so easily because she didn't love Qin Yuan enough...
Later, when she found out that Long Pei was A Zheng, she seemed to suddenly understand.
Many things are already destined.
She fell in love with Long Pei not because she didn't love Qin Yuan enough, but because she had been looking for the shadow of Qin Zheng in Qin Yuan; she fell in love with Long Pei because he was Qin Zheng from beginning to end...
He is the most special person who has been hidden in her heart since she was a child.
Some words are hurtful when spoken, so it is better to remain silent.
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When Gu Mingxi returned to the Presidential Palace, Long Pei had already returned and was talking on the phone. He caught her voice from the corner of his eye and said something concisely before closing the call.
"Back." He said.
"Yeah." She nodded.
Gu Mingxi changed her shoes, walked to him and sat down, without covering up, "I'm going to see Xiao Han."
I know. Long Pei looked at her and said nothing for a while.
Gu Mingxi also knew that he knew, but he still thought it would be better to take the initiative to speak out. But with his attitude, he didn't know how to continue talking for a while.
If you say it too bluntly, if he doesn't care, it will appear that you are being sentimental; but if you don't explain it, you are afraid that he will misunderstand.
"I'm going to change clothes first."
Long Pei simply said "Yes" and said nothing more.
Gu Mingxi didn't hesitate anymore, stood up and walked towards the stairs. His hand fell on the handrail, and he walked very slowly. The corner of his eye swept over his figure from time to time, and there was ambiguity and entanglement in his watery eyes.
There seems to be nothing wrong between the two of them.
It's because she's too worried, or she's too sensitive.
Long Pei knew he wouldn't let her go to Qin's house, but she wouldn't listen.
After all, she came from the Qin family, and Qin Yuan was someone she once liked.
She still cares about the Qin family and Qin Yuan, he knows.
It's impossible to say that he doesn't have a grudge in his heart; just based on his relationship with Qin Yuan, he already cares about her very much.
If she hadn't pleaded for Qin Yuan in the letter before leaving, Ye Qing might not be the only one in jail now.
He has restrained his emotions and tried his best to take care of her emotions and feelings. But how much can she understand these things?
He hoped this was their last meeting.
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After Bai Yan finished dealing with the matters left by Long Pei, he saw that it was getting dark outside the window and it was time to go back.
The car stopped at the door, and as soon as it was locked, I turned around and saw a tall black figure standing under the street light, with wisps of white smoke floating upward.
"What are you doing standing here?" Bai Yan walked over and asked curiously.
Nan Si looked tired and helpless, and took a long drag on his cigarette, puffing out white smoke like clouds and mist.
"Can you let me come in and sit for a while?"
There was also a faint sense of exhaustion in his voice.
Bai Yan knew it was inappropriate, and it was obvious that he looked tired, so he nodded with distress, turned around and walked towards the door.
Nan Si followed him without saying a word.
Bai Yan opened the door and asked him to come in and sit down. He closed the door and went to the kitchen to pour him a glass of water and put it in front of him.
I sat down opposite him and was silent for a long time. Seeing that he didn't speak and just kept smoking, I couldn't help but ask: "Did you have a fight with Rongrong?"
Nan Si raised his eyes and glanced at him, but still said nothing.
Bai Yan didn't know what to say. If it were someone else, he would still be able to say a few words of comfort, but if it was Nan Si, he didn't know what to say at all.
His usual wisdom and eloquence were completely lost at this moment.
"I'm wondering... was my original decision wrong?"
After a long time, he muttered these words, which tore a big hole in Bai Yan's heart.
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When Abei said that he didn't know Mingxi well enough, he meant that he didn't expect that Mingxi's face was even thinner than he thought! ^_^
The finished work of "Yaoyao Escape":
Brave series: "The President's Rich Ex-Wife", "Sleeping with Cops and Robbers: My Wife Does All Evil", "Contract Lover: Women Can Only Love Me"
Chapter completed!