You cry, I collapse in an instant (16) His soul has already withered to ashes(2/3)
Qin Zheng is slightly three years younger than Long Pei, but he is about the same height as Long Pei, and the two have such a good relationship...
Now we can only use Taoyuan Li Dai and let Qin Zheng be Long Pei, so that he can keep his position as the president of the Long family.
"Long Pei is dead, and your Aunt Fang and I can't have any more children. Country C can't be without a president, so... A Zheng, you have to help Long Pei continue to live in the future!"
"No...that's not possible!" Qin Zheng choked with sobs, almost out of breath.
He doesn’t want to continue living as Long Pei, he doesn’t want to be the president of country C...
These all belong to Long Pei's fate, not to Qin Zheng!
"You have no choice!" A hoarse and stern voice came from the door. Fang Jin had just had surgery two days ago and was still weak. Knowing that Long Pei died in the fire was even more painful.
But she can't fall yet, she has to be strong to survive!
"The moment my son chose to push you out and sacrifice himself, your life belonged to the Long family! You owe it to him, and you must continue to live well in this world on his behalf."
Qin Zheng's body was quite weak and he couldn't even speak. Although he was shouting and struggling in his heart, he didn't want such a fate, but he couldn't resist the arrangement of fate!
Long Pei died to save him. He owed it to the Long family. His life and his life belonged to the Long family...
Tears flowed down instinctively, almost soaking through the thick bandage.
Long Xiao didn't speak, just sighed deeply. If there was another way, he wouldn't let a child bear the huge suffering and responsibility.
After learning that Long Pei died, Fang Jin's heart seemed to turn into ashes. She hated Qin Zheng's existence. If she hadn't saved him, her son would not have died, but she hated the person who set the fire even more!
It's just that Long Xiao has always emphasized that the murderer has not been found, so she can only hate him and have no other choice.
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When Long Pei looked back at her, the tears in Gu Mingxi's eyes couldn't be restrained from falling out. Her slender fingers were trembling in the air, and she didn't dare to fall down. She choked and said, "Azheng, you must be in pain, right?"
"Don't cry, it's already hurting." Jian's eyebrows furrowed, and he gently wiped away the tears on his skin with his free fingers, feeling that her face was cold, "At least I can still stand in front of you alive."
Gu Mingxi's slightly cold fingers finally landed on his cheek where he couldn't see any signs of surgery, "You can't see it at all...how on earth did you survive this."
She could hardly imagine how much pain and torture a person would go through if he was replaced by another person.
"It took two years and I had no less than two hundred plastic surgeries, large and small. The amount of money I spent is incalculable, so I can't see it." Long Pei turned around, remembering the days abroad, and his chest felt violently.
The ups and downs seemed to be restraining something, "But it's all over..."
"sorry……"
"It doesn't matter……"
"I'm really sorry..."
Apart from these three words, she really didn't know what else she could say to make up for the mistakes she had made and save Qin Zheng's life.
"Really, it doesn't matter."
He stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on her cheeks, as if five simple words could easily erase all the pain and torture he had suffered back then, and erase the pain he had suppressed over the years.
Give up your own personality, give up your own life, give up your own dreams, and even your own appearance, completely become another person and live someone else's life...
How many times had he woke up from nightmares, recalling the fire that year, and had nightmares about his hatred for her in the middle of the night, but most of the time he was powerless.
After all these years, whenever he sees this face in the mirror, he still feels so strange. The skin is very smooth and white, with no trace of surgery at all, but the complexion is too fair. Many times, he feels that this face looks like a dead person.
In fact, this is really a dead person's face.
"Tell me, everything!" She wanted to know what happened after the fire and what she had done to him.
Long Pei held her hand and shook his head slightly.
Forget it, there were so many dark nights, countless hours of pain and suffering, even if she knew everything, nothing would be changed.
"Tell me!" A drop of blood oozed from her bitten lip, her eyes and expression full of pleading.
Long Pei held her hand tightly and remained silent for a long time, his dark eyes seeming to be trapped in those years that he could not look back on.
At that time, he suffered multiple burns on his body, which was very serious, and his face even needed a face transplant because the donor itself was a dead person.
The principle is to remove the donor's (dead person's) face and transplant it onto his severely damaged face.
In order to find this face that was about the same age and appearance as Long Pei, Long Xiao secretly spent countless amounts of money searching among the cold corpses. It could be said that he almost searched through medical schools and scientific research institutions in Europe and the United States.
Because the corpse has been soaked in formalin liquid for a long time, the original red blood vessels and the muscles and fat attached to the skin are all white, so the skin color after transplantation will inevitably be unnatural; the most troublesome thing is to find someone who is similar to Long Peiyi
A face with a very high degree of severity can only be used, which greatly increases the difficulty of finding a donor.
Not only is it troublesome to find a donor, the allograft face transplant surgery itself is very risky and difficult. Using someone else's face will definitely cause rejection, not to mention that Qin Zheng was so seriously injured and his body is weak. After the new face is installed,
It also needs to be exposed to the air, so the natural rejection of the human body will make face transplant recipients face unknown challenges throughout their lives after the surgery. The most challenging thing is that the combination of blood vessels and nerves that are accurate to microns will affect facial expressions. At the same time, surgery must be considered.
The final appearance will be the fusion of the two people's appearances, which will also be a huge test and unpredictable torture for the face-changer's heart.
Fang Jin's attitude at that time was very firm, one life was worth another, Qin Zheng had to live in Long Pei's place, and he had to change his face.
At that time, Qin Zheng had been sent to an old castle in France for a year. He was completely unaware of all the preparations before the operation. During that time, he was isolated from the outside world.
Fang Jin did not give him any way to communicate with the outside world, so no one knew where the Crown Prince was recuperating with Mrs. Jin at that time.
There are dedicated people taking care of his daily life every day, including 20 medical staff and 15 bodyguards around him. He is never away from anyone 24 hours a day.
In name, I was taking care of him, but in reality, I was afraid that he would not be able to bear the psychological pressure and commit suicide, or that he would escape.
There were no mirrors in the castle, and even the windows were covered with special reflective paper. But Qin Zheng still had eyes and hands, and he could reach out and touch his own face. It was so horrifying and terrifying. At that time, he really
I want to die all the time.
Finally, Long Xiao found a face that could be called a perfect one. He found it in France, and his nationality was also Country C. He was shot and died while doing gang transactions, and everything that followed went much smoother.
Because the limit of ischemia time within the flap is only three and a half hours, the whole series of the deceased's face, from peeling off to suturing to Qin Zheng's face, must be completed within three and a half hours, otherwise the operation will fail.
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Race against time, extremely nervous.
The entire operation is performed under a twenty-fold microscope, because the suturing of the old and new faces involves rich subcutaneous tissue, including blood vessels, facial muscles, bones, cartilage, etc. Slight differences will affect the facial expression after the operation.
The operation was a success. Qin Zheng felt no pain after anesthesia. However, within one year after the operation, Qin Zheng was faced with a stiff human skin mask.
Because he has to wait for the nerves in the facial muscles to slowly recover and regenerate.
On weekdays, he still has to endure tremendous pain and a series of rejection reactions.
Acute rejection can be controlled by drugs, but chronic rejection cannot be controlled by drugs. Once the situation is serious enough to get out of control, surgery can only be performed privately on the patient's other skin and filled with conventional surgery.
After a year of recovery and recuperation, Qin Zheng's facial skin is no different from that of a normal person, but his body temperature is different from that of ordinary people and is always cold.
In the following years, he was unable to leave medicine and took countless medicines. Taking medicine for a long time made his sense of taste deteriorate and he ate very little. He ate and took medicine just to survive.
But no one knows that for him, living like this is actually more painful than death.
After that, he still couldn't return home. Because he was already Long Pei, he had to learn everything Long Pei knew and get used to Long Pei's habits. He received training in a castle in France, and his mind and body were subjected to extreme conditions for a long time.
A big test.
Such a long time, so much pain and suffering, only he himself knows, or even he may find it incredible that he, who yearns for death so much, actually survived and survived!
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Gu Mingxi's fingers fell on his cold skin and rubbed it carefully, inch by inch, extremely carefully.
She finally understood why Fang Jin hated herself so much that he wanted to remove her uterus, why he knew her preferences so well, and how pale and empty his heart was.
In the past, Qin Zheng's biggest wish was to grow up to be a painter and wander around; if Long Pei really needed him, he would stay in country C and be Long Pei's most trusted person!
But now that Qin Zheng has become Long Pei, he has given up his ideals and his own life, and has become someone who is not himself at all...
Thinking about it, tears blurred my eyes.
Long Pei sighed secretly and wiped away the tears on her cheeks again, "I don't want to see you cry. Everything is over."
Everything will be fine.
Gu Mingxi couldn't help but shake his head. His throat felt like it was being pricked by needles and he couldn't say a word.
Everything will never pass or get better. How should she face Long Pei in the future, and how should she face her own heart...
Long Pei lowered his head and gently kissed away the salty tears. He really didn't want to see her shed tears for him again, and his heart felt like it was being pulled into a ball.
After he returned to China, he saw Gu Mingxi living with Qin Yuan in the Qin family as if nothing had happened, living so peacefully. He really hated her, and what he hated most was that she had fallen in love with Qin Yuan.
How many times did he have his car parked opposite her school, and he could see her walking out of the school through the glass. When her eyes saw Qin Yuan who came to pick her up, they were so dazzling and sweet...
In comparison, his soul is so cold and empty, it has long since withered into ashes.
She never knew that the man who promised to marry her as a bride when she was young would change his face and look at her secretly from a corner she didn't know.
There is as much jealousy as there is anger, and...heartache.
Her eyelashes wet with tears trembled violently, her misty eyes stared at him closely, and her bloodshot lips finally couldn't help but meet his cold lips.
She closed her eyes and kissed his lips desperately and happily, tears rolling down her face.
She repeated "Ah Zheng" thousands of times in her heart, and every time she repeated it, it felt like a wound was cut in her heart, and she deserved all of this.
To be continued...