Everyone will think of other levels when they stay in one level. What’s worse is that everyone who stays in the level wants to go and do what they are willing to do, but what can they do?

They are just repeating what they have done again and again, they are just experiencing their past hardships and dangers they have experienced again and again.

Who can say that what they have now is not what they once longed for, who can say that what they have now is not what they want, who can say that everything they have now is a blank?

Xin'er cannot force others to understand her, nor can she force herself to understand others because she knows that she can't do it.

With such a short distance between life and death, who can understand whether they are suffering in life or crying in reality! Everyone has reasons for her to live, everyone has ways of dealing with things, and everyone has rules for her to speak, but everyone wants to do different things and experiences.

"You don't understand the meaning of survival at all, you don't understand the meaning of freedom at all. You don't even know what you want, and what you do is for others' good, but it's actually for your own good!"

She said she didn't understand the meaning of survival, but did she understand it? She knew what survival is for? Does she know what survival is for? Does she know what survival is considered freedom?

In fact, no one understands the meaning of survival, because even oneself cannot truly understand what life is and what existence is. Is it considered survival to say that living like a walking corpse? Is it considered the best not to get what one wants?

No one can find their way forward, and no one knows what they are doing, because they have no choice.

"There is never a boundary between life and death, but you are never willing to do it. You always feel that you are right, you always feel that you are the smartest, you really feel that you are the most powerful, but what are you?"

There is no boundary between life and death. Is this really the case? They know that they have actually survived life and death, but they are just unwilling to admit it.

There is no reason for life and death, just like they don’t know what the meaning of living is. They come to this deserted island, come to these places, and face those trees and stones, but they actually don’t know what they are doing.

If life and death are actually boundaries, if life and death can change, if they can choose survival and freedom, they are actually unwilling to live like they are now.

Isn’t it great to be able to live freely? Isn’t everyone wanting to be able to do it well?

"You are simply paying for yourself with the lives of others. You just think you should have all this. You just think you should do the best thing and be the best you."

They are all accusing Xin'er now, thinking that Xinyang is joking about other people's lives, and thinking that Xin'er is paying for her freedom with other people's lives.

But is this really the case? Is Xin'er using whose life is used as a joke? Or is she just using her own life to fight against others?

Life and death are not what Xin'er thinks at all. She knows that she never has all her abilities because her abilities are all given to her by others.

"But you have never done it right from beginning to end, and you have never thought about others from beginning to end. All the things you have done from beginning to end are just for yourself."

Perhaps, no one can understand what kind of people can get what they want and what kind of people they want. What they want and do now is actually a wrongful act because they don’t have what they want to do.

Doing it right, but who has really done it right? Can they now know whether they are doing it right or wrong? In fact, no one knows how to distinguish between right and wrong.

How difficult is it to do the right thing? Can anyone help her do the right thing? Could someone say that what she did is not right? Can anyone explain whether it is right or wrong?

They all come to blame themselves now, and they feel that they are not for their own good, but in fact, only they know whether they have done something wrong.

I didn't really want to be anyone's angel, I didn't want to give for anyone, but I didn't want to harm anyone.

"You think you are doing good for others, you think you are doing freedom for others? You think you are doing good things and helping them get the pride she wants, but is that true?"

Maybe they feel that their words are a bit sharp, maybe they think they really shouldn't talk to Xin'er like this. But they just can't calm themselves down, and they can't let themselves say what they want to say.

Everyone knows that life is the most precious, everyone knows that what they can get is the best, and everyone knows that they should leave the best things to themselves. But who can understand the boundaries between life and death, and who can understand what is the most precious?

They have been together for so long, and they have long understood what kind of bond they have with each other. They have had so many life-and-death friendships with each other and so many bloody relatives. They have already understood that they are their partners for convenience, and they are the ones who can best share their lives.

"Have you ever asked about their choice? Have you ever asked what we want? You never thought that you felt that your martial arts were above us, and that your abilities were above us, so you could decide our lives without restraint?"

Maybe one day Xin'er will understand what they said and know that in fact, what they did is for Xin'er's good, right?

Xin'er also hopes that they can understand themselves and know that what they say and do is for themselves. They did not force them to do anything, and did not let them make any choices.

Now all of them feel that they are right and everyone feels that they are doing good for each other. But in fact, each of them has their own mood and their own things to do.

What kind of thing can make Xin'er even moved? In fact, no one knows that Xin'er just wants to think about them from beginning to end.

"Do you still think you have come up with a solution? We must be grateful to you. Do you think you think all this is right? We must do what you think."

(End of this chapter)
Chapter completed!