Chapter 386
Zhao Fei looked at the bright moon hanging in the sky from afar. The bright moon was half-covered by thin clouds. There were few stars around him, but the night was as charming as a black gem.
Xu Jinyan used to like to look at the stars, but he actually knew that when she looked at the stars, her glass eyes would shiny, but he didn't want to watch with her. He was willing to spend a lot of time watching the dancers dancing, nor did he want to watch the stars with her last time.
He saw the pain and sadness in her eyes, but he didn't feel heartache or sad, and even felt a little happy with revenge.
What to take revenge? Revenge on her and tried every means to marry him, forcing him to marry a fool like her.
Zhao Fei thought about it carefully, why did he not like Xu Jinyan in his previous life?
It seems that it was just because she was ridiculed by the world for several years because of her infamous reputation. Even after she helped him so much later, he was unwilling to give her a little bit of tenderness, because she represented his humiliating past and his humble life that had to obey others.
Seeing Xu Jinyan reminds him of that humiliation.
So he deliberately ignored her, tortured her, and finally abandoned her, after all, just to break with his former self.
But to put it another way, is Xu Jinyan actually his life?
It's just that it's a life he has to abandon.
Zhao Fei's eyes showed a sad look. The life he had to abandon had really left him completely, but he didn't seem to be as relaxed as he imagined, whether in his previous life or in this life. After Xu Jinyan was thrown into the Heavenly Prison by him in the previous life, he had wanted to go to the Heavenly Prison to see her more than once, but every time he walked to the Heavenly Prison, he would stop. He did not have the courage to face him, nor did he have the courage to face the life he had abandoned.
If he had once in his previous life he mustered up the courage to go in and see her, wouldn't she have become that evil spirit? Zhao Fei didn't dare to recall the face of Xu Jinyan in the last time he had with him in his previous life. His skin was torn apart, his whole body was scarred, and his legs turned into a pile of rotten flesh. He sat there in a vague blood and was still pulled by an iron chain.
Although it was the life he abandoned, it was also his life after all, and he could not be shaken by it.
When he saw her in his previous life, it was when Xiao Hengzhao took her handbook and stepped on the Beiming. He was shocked and angry, and could not tell anything else to worry about her appearance. He just asked Xiao Hengzhao why he used her skills to break through Juyong Pass.
But time has changed to this life. When he thinks of Xu Jinyan again, his heart feels more painful and...regretful. If I am willing to watch the stars with you in this life, can you return to me again?
I will not leave you behind again, because you are my life, even if it is a humiliating life, and it is also a part of my inability to give up. Seeing Zhao Fei's loss of mind, Chunyu Bi clenched her hands and asked softly: "Your Highness, do you know anything?"
Seeing Zhao Fei like this, it must be that the things hidden in his spiritual consciousness were stimulated, but what exactly is it? Can the fate between Xu Jinyan and Xiao Hengzhao be cut off?
Chunyu Bi was very anxious, and Zhao Fei was all in his eyes. Zhao Fei chuckled and said to Chunyu Bi: "Princess Bisang doesn't need to worry. If it is as the princess's previous wish, it is just to let Xu Jinyan stay by my side, it is not difficult." "I will definitely keep Xu Jinyan by my side in this life. She can't go anywhere, she can only be mine."
Zhao Fei's eyes showed a terrifying light. He clenched his fists, but his gentle face was a determined smile.
Chapter completed!