"I cannot increase my cultivation through practice, nor can I practice exercises and secret techniques. My appearance not only does not help him at all, but also requires him to spend a lot of cultivation every day to pass on my skills to continue my life.-.79xs.-

I am really useless. No wonder even the heavens can't afford to look down on me. I have to lower the thunder punishment to destroy me. Things like me that are useless may not exist between heaven and earth.

Since then, the senior management of the Netherworld Sect no longer makes things difficult for him.

After all, he has the strong cultivation level of the Nascent Soul Stage, and the sect "Sect" does not want to offend a Supreme Elder too much for a fact, so he acknowledged my existence, and the matter gradually subsided.

In fact, at the beginning, I didn’t understand anything, but there was memory. He talked to me every day and smiled at me, but his smile was still so beautiful. Whenever I saw his smile, all my worries would disappear.

As the days passed, I knew more and more, and my mind was like a piece of white paper, and my day and night were filled with handwriting.

I gradually began to understand that the Nascent Soul monks of the Netherworld Sect didn't like me. Their eyes looked at me as if they were looking at an alien, full of contempt and disgust. Only the eyes of the ancestor and that "female" were full of complexity.

I began to understand them. Their rejection of me may not be because I had destroyed their beliefs, consumed a lot of resources from the sect, and even attracted thunder and punishment...

Because these can fade with the passage of time.

Their rejection of me is because of their disapproval of me, this disapproval is not the dislike of a person. Because the emotion of "hate" is also relative to the same life.

And in their eyes, I am like a beast, and being disliked by them, it is a kind of disapproval in my own bones.

Just like a human being who treats a piglet, you can give alms, play with it, and even build a beautiful shack for it. But you can never treat it as a "becoming" human.

Besides, I am simply an incomplete existence, so I am not even as good as those beasts.

What the most unbearable to the top leaders of the Netherworld Sect is that he... actually felt inappropriate towards me, a thing that was worse than beasts...

Later, something very strange came into my mind, perhaps the feelings that people mentioned.

After I had this kind of thing, I realized that although he was always by my side, talking to me, smiling at me, there was always a hint of hesitation and heartache in his heart. Although this emotion was hidden very deeply by him, I could feel it.

This is my innate ability, and I can feel the joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness of anyone.

I asked him why there was sorrow. He shook his head, didn't say it, and then "touched" my face and told me many stories.

It took a long time before I gradually realized that it was his always wish to create a perfect ghost, and my imperfection made him hesitate. He wanted to ruin me and start over, but he couldn't bear it.

I didn't want to make him sad, so I told him to destroy me, even beg him to create a perfect existence in his mind after destroying me.

That day, he did not smile anymore. This was the first time since he was born that he saw him silent towards me.

I was very nervous at the time, not sure if I was saying something wrong. I was very scared, afraid that he would get angry, afraid that he would ignore me from now on.

It took a long time before he smiled again, touched my silk and said to me: "Silly, don't think about it indiscriminately. In my heart, you are perfect."

...

After a few years like this, it was the happiest and worry-free day since I was born.

But ten years later, I felt like I had a serious illness. My body shape began to become unstable, and my ghost energy disappeared little by little, and my whole body was shrinking with the visible degree of "meat" eyes.

I asked him if I was going to die. I was really afraid at that time. What I was afraid of was not death or disappearing between the world, but that I could no longer stay by his side.

If I am gone, will he be lonely, will he be lonely, and will he be unhappy? What he said is that the happiest day in his life is the time with me. As long as I am with him, he will be the happiest man in this world...

He came to me, stroked my silk, and said softly: "You are not allowed to talk nonsense, how could I let you die? If you die, who will accompany me..."

Not long after, he left. Since then, I haven't seen him for several days. I thought he gave up on me. I felt very uncomfortable at that time. I had no heart, but my heart hurts really, very painful...

But I thought again and again, it would be fine, and I would no longer be his bond, and he would be able to concentrate on creating the perfect ghost he had always dreamed of. As long as he could get what he wanted, I would have no regrets.

So, I lay on the bed and stared out the window every day, thinking about everything I had born after I was born, and the crazy things he did for me before I was born...

It was not until this time that I realized that in my short life, nothing was left except him.

I felt my body weak day by day and it was constantly dissipating. At that time, I was already as big as a baby, and I saw that it would disappear forever in a few days.

Just when I was only the size of a fist, I was sleepy and wanted to close my eyes, and just fell asleep, he suddenly appeared...

In fact, at that time, my consciousness was no longer clear. I only remember that he was covered in wounds, his elegant robe was covered with blood, and even his breath was probably not much better than me.

Despite this, he still smiled at me, and in his smile, he was as gentle as ever, and he was doting...

At that moment, I shed the first tears after my birth.

He looked at me quietly, a little stunned, as if it was incredible.

After being stunned for a long time, he suddenly laughed to the sky and laughed, and he actually cried. He said, "You are not like a ghost, but rather like a person, a sentimental little ‘female’, and the most perfect ‘female’ imprinted in my life."

He wiped my tears, he said that he was very happy and lucky to make a ghost cry for him, and he was content. He also said that he would no longer have the idea of ​​creating ghosts, because he had created the most perfect existence.

Oh my God, what he said was true, I could feel it. I didn’t expect that such a useless thing or even incomplete existence of me would become perfect in his mind!

Later, he took out a treasure and used various means to integrate the treasure with me. Since then, I gradually recovered, even better than before, and no longer needed him to pass on me every day to prosper my life.

He quietly told me that as long as I am in a place with a strong atmosphere of "yin" ghosts, I can live forever.

I was very happy when I heard this, so that I could be with him forever.

One day, it was very noisy outside, and many people came, including the sect leader, elders, people from the law enforcement hall, the Supreme Elder, and the Supreme Priest, and even the ancestors came. They were all angry and even had a ferocious look on their faces.

It was only then that I realized that in order to save me, he actually broke through many magic arrays and restrictions in the forbidden area of ​​the sect, and stole the first treasure of the Netherworld Sect, a... Huangtian-shaped treasure.

The superiors and subordinates of the Netherworld Sect could no longer tolerate his mischief. In fact, what they could not tolerate the most was me. In their eyes, I was undoubtedly a disaster. Not only did I destroy one of their Supreme Elders, but I also brought endless disasters to the Netherworld Sect.

At that time, the ancestor said with heartache and disappointment: "Although you have made a huge mistake, you have been thinking about the hundreds of years of relationship between you and me. If you destroy her with your own hands and return the treasure, I will not blame you."

And with my order, no one will dare to mention the stolen treasures of this sect. This time, don't let me down again."

At that time, he knelt in front of the ancestor, his face full of bitterness, but he shook his head firmly.

He once told me that the ancestor had been kind to him in his early years and was even more of a life-saving feeling. Although they belonged to the same generation in their cultivation, they were actually like father and son.

The ancestor was so angry that his head was instantly "flowered" white, spewing blood, and was extremely disappointed. He ordered other Supreme Elders to force him to take him down and capture me alive, letting him watch me being executed, and wanting to use this to make him awake.

Later, he showed all his magical powers and pulled me out of the Netherworld Sect. In that battle, countless "sects" died in his hands. The "female" Supreme Elder who admired him was also seriously injured by his attack.

Everyone's faces were filled with endless anger and tremendous hatred. Everyone thought he was repaid with grudges and was crazy. Only I could feel how sad he was under his seemingly cold-blooded and ruthless appearance...

Finally we escaped from the Netherworld Sect, headed eastward, and came to Dongshi Mountain. Although he was seriously injured and even had a physical incompleteness, he still said to me with a smile:

‘It seems we will be separated for a while. The 'yin' ghost here is rich in breath, which is very suitable for your body. Moreover, this is also a place for trials for the Netherworld Sect. They would never have thought that I would leave you here.

Hidden, don't let them show up, just wait for me here and wait for me to come back to find you.

If I have never come back, if one day you can become a true ghost, then you can leave here, but remember, don’t resent the Netherworld Sect, nor do you resent the people and affairs of Netherworld Sect, because...that is my home...'

He still smiled at me, but this time, there was a little reluctance in his smile besides gentleness and doting.

In this way, he left Dongshishan and walked for two hundred years.

Now, he is back, but he has left forever...";
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