Chapter 275: Give up on me?
Su Jiangyuan suddenly realized, "That's it."
She suddenly raised her head, as if she suddenly remembered something, "So, we actually met a long time ago, right? The reason why you came back and insisted on marrying me was not because you wanted to take revenge on Grandpa, but because of me?"
"yes."
"Then you liked me a long time ago? So when you returned to China, you were so determined to ask me, right?"
"......right."
Su Jiangyuan lowered her head and closed her eyes, trying very seriously and hard to recall something. After a while, she gave up dejectedly, "But I can't remember anything," she looked at Wen Chengyu with some frustration.
"Then tell me, what happened to me back then?" So much so that after he returned to China, although his grandfather married her to him, he always guarded him like a wolf everywhere, and even refused to let him go abroad.
Wen Chengyu pursed his lips tightly, and his eyebrows, which were always gentle when facing Su Jiangyuan, seemed to be obscure in his silence. After a while, he finally spoke casually.
"After my mother died, I always hated the woman my father was away. Later, I accidentally learned that although the old man sent the woman outside, he left her child to be raised in the Wei family. Over the years, the old man and my father have never denied that you are not the child of that woman, so I naturally transferred all my resentment to you."
"Later, the old man fell ill and the doctor issued a notice of critical illness. The old man felt that he had little time and wanted to see me, but I never replied. Later, Lao Wei asked someone to bring me a message saying that you left a letter alone and came to find me abroad. Although I moved and changed my job, because I was studying, you still found me a week later."
Su Jiangyuan was completely stunned, wide-eyed and opened her mouth wide. It took a long time to come back to her senses. To be honest, if these words were not said by Wen Chengyu himself, she would not believe them if she changed her mind.
She couldn't believe that now she, who is so timid and afraid of things, could do such a brave and bold thing.
Just thinking about it is incredible.
Su Jiangyuan lowered his head with his fingers and calculated, "I am 22 years old this year. In a few months, I will soon be 23 years old. But after hearing what you said, it was a lot of years ago that I was looking for you at that time. How old was I at that time?"
"Five years ago, I was under eighteen."
"..." Su Jiangyuan didn't say anything for a long time.
The more he said, Wen Chengyu's face became ugly, and his tense brows had never been stretched.
He was silent for a while, touched his hand into his pocket, and took out the lighter and cigarette. He took out one and threw the cigarette box on the coffee table. When the lighter was handed to his lips, he looked up at Su Jiangyuan, twisted his eyebrows, and then threw the cigarette and lighter on the coffee table together.
Su Jiangyuan glanced at him, opened her mouth, and finally pursed her lips and said nothing.
"Susu, I love you."
He suddenly looked up and said something to her. Su Jiangyuan was caught off guard and was confessed like this. His face immediately became hot. Before he could speak, the man continued, "But the fact that I love you is not something that is now. It was when you found me that year."
Falling in love with someone should have been the most beautiful and warmest thing in the world. However, Wen Chengyu's face appeared an unprecedented depressed expression, which made Su Jiangyuan feel so depressed.
The things that happened in the past are vivid in my mind. Wen Chengyu believes that Su Jiangyuan, who is under the age of 18, is kind, beautiful and clean like an angel. Her giving and giving to him in those days once helped him get out of all the slums and difficulties.
It was reasonable for him to fall in love with her.
But he gave up on her because he hated her. This was the biggest reason why Wen Chengyu's heart was like a knife when he was dreaming of him every midnight.
Those pasts are too heavy and painful, and Wen Chengyu can't say it after all.
"I hurt you. Later, a kind Chinese student sent you back to Xincheng. After the old man found out, he cut off all his relationship with me in a letter." He bypassed the most difficult past, and as he spoke, he suddenly carried Su Jiangyuan into his arms, and his two slender arms around her back, pressing her hard on his chest.
The force is so strong that it seems to be about to rub it into your own body.
Su Jiangyuan looked frightened.
"Su Su, I'm sorry," he lowered his head and buried it in her neck. Because of the emotional fluctuations, even his chest was fluctuating violently. "I treat you as the child of that woman, and I hurt you from the beginning and hate you. Sorry, you are not the child of that woman, you are not."
She was not, but she had inexplicably taken so much. That year, she went to a foreign land, but was hurt by him so much that she almost died in the end. Wen Chengyu always felt like a knife whenever he thought of this.
These days when he knew the truth, he did not have the joy or gratitude of others. Every time he dreamed of midnight, he was awakened by the pain like a heart-loving person.
Over the years, his Susu was not the child, but for no reason he had suffered so much rolling eyes and the warmth of the world for that child. He felt heartbroken even after thinking about it. This was another reason why he decided to take action against Ruan Hua and his daughter later.
Su Jiangyuan was so scared that he couldn't move by the sudden emotion that came. After a while, he reached out to hug him with a stiffness, "A Yu..." but he didn't know what to say.
Her mood is also very complicated.
I knew the truth for a moment, but to be honest, she really didn't know how to react.
but.
Is the girl that Wen Chengyu has always been hiding in his heart?
But the man hugged her tighter and couldn't break free no matter how she pushed her. The man's hoarse voice was slightly choked, "In the old street, the man who tried to treat you badly. I sold you to him back then, so he recognized you at the first sight of you."
In order to say or not, Wen Chengyu hesitated for many nights.
Fate gave him the opportunity to return to her, love her well, and make up for it with all his strength.
But after all, he made an unforgivable mistake at that time. Instead of waiting for her to recall it, he would rather tell her and give her the right to make the final choice.
The body that was hugged by her suddenly froze.
"You sold me to someone else?" She asked hard almost from her teeth.
Su Jiangyuan really couldn't imagine it.
The father's cheating, the deliberate destruction of the third party, and the later death of the mother, and the grandfather led her into the door as the third party's daughter, which caused him how dark and even indelible the harm caused to Wen Chengyu. She could almost imagine that in those years, he always used her as the target of hatred and lived a difficult life for the purpose of survival.
After a while, he didn't hear the man's answer. Su Jiangyuan moved his body in the man's arms with great difficulty, "Can you let me go first?"
He didn't move at all, but his voice sounded something was wrong.
"Sorry, Susu, I'm sorry..." Wen Chengyu, who had always been high, suddenly lost control of his emotions and said sorry several times in a row.
Su Jiangyuan opened her mouth, but was shocked to speak a little.
Suddenly, Su Jiangyuan felt a sudden coldness on her neck. A stream of cold liquid hit her shoulders and flowed into her clothes along her smooth skin.
He... cried?
"A Yu..."
The great panic suddenly grabbed Su Jiangyuan's heart tightly. The man's hot tears seemed to fall on her heart, and it burned her hard. Su Jiangyuan's face changed, and he pushed the man away with force.
Wen Chengyu was stunned by surprise.
He raised his head with a slightly red eyes, looked at Su Jiangyuan, who looked panicked and incredible in front of him, and smiled bitterly, subconsciously thinking that she was frightened by the absurd and unforgivable truths he had in the past because she suddenly learned the truth, and was also angry.
He lowered his head dejectedly, his voice full of self-deprecating, "Yes, if you have been done that, no one will choose to forgive me if you are."
Su Jiangyuan blinked and looked down at Wen Chengyu. After a while, she spoke slowly and asked him softly, as if she was confirming.
"In those years, you always hated me because I was the daughter of a mistress?"
Wen Chengyu Rumo looked at her with his eyes, not understanding what she meant.
Su Jiangyuan narrowed his eyes, "You answer me."
He closed his eyes and vomited a heavy breath between his lips, "Yes, the old man brought you home back then and told everyone that you are Su Jiangyuan. Since then, I have always hated you."
"Why did you fall in love with me when you were abroad?" she asked again.
Wen Chengyu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly laughed softly for a while, mocking her face, "I never can control myself in love, right?"
Su Jiangyuan nodded in agreement, "That's right."
After thinking about it, he suddenly asked, "Since you hate me so much, now you suddenly come back to find me and force me to marry you. You know that I am the daughter of a mistress, don't you hate me if you marry me?"
"Since you left that year, these hatreds disappeared." What remains is endless regret and longing for a woman, and love.
Su Jiangyuan opened her mouth, but suddenly became silent.
After a while, just as Wen Chengyu was tortured by this long silence, she suddenly asked again.
"Are you afraid that I hate you?"
Wen Chengyu was stunned again.
Throughout the whole night, when he decided to tell her about the past, her reaction was particularly different, and it seemed that he was surprised at all times.
With eyes facing each other, Wen Chengyu frowned and looked at Su Jiangyuan with a burning look, "You hate me as a reaction. But Su Su, I said, no matter what happens, no matter what kind of feelings you are for me now. Even if you hate me, I will not let go."
Su Jiangyuan's eyebrows were twisted together.
"What would you do if you did it again?"
He looked at her and suddenly laughed.
"I am here, you are there. I am dead, you are."
Chapter completed!