Chapter 558 The rest of my life is limited, but I can't let go
Jiang Ye put all his hopes on the doctor.
However, the doctor once told Su Yunjin that his current medical level was helpless against Jiang Ye's illness.
Su Yunjin bit her lip and looked at Jiang Ye, tears wet her eyes again.
Jiang Ye vaguely guessed that the matter was more serious than he had imagined, but looking at Su Yunjin's tears, he had no time to think deeply, and he rushed to coax Su Yunjin: "Do you have anything else to tell me?"
It would be fine if he didn't ask, but Su Yunjin burst into tears when asked.
That year, Su Yunjin was less than 25 years old, but she had already experienced separation from life and death, and knew that the pain of losing a loved one was no less than that of a skin-deep pain.
She didn't mind taking on pain and hardships, but she couldn't lose Jiang Ye.
Su Yunjin choked and couldn't say a complete sentence, so Jiang Ye had to take her to find his attending physician.
Su Yunjin stood beside Jiang Ye and watched Jiang Ye calmly understand his condition with the attending physician.
Finally, the attending physician told Jiang Ye: "With the current medical level, you still cannot know the cause and cure of your disease. Therefore, we recommend that you be hospitalized for custody so that we can rescue you at any time."
Su Yunjin held Jiang Ye's hand and silently told Jiang Ye that she was by her side at any time.
However, when Jiang Ye heard such bad news, he did not react fiercely. He seemed to have just trembled for a moment, and his expression quickly returned to normal, and then he slowly clenched Su Yunjin's hand.
"Doctor." Jiang Ye asked calmly, "When will my illness worsen? Do I need to be hospitalized now?"
The doctor looked at Jiang Ye with admiration: "You have a good ability to adjust your mentality. If you maintain such an optimistic attitude, you can go back and live a normal life as usual. But you have to come back regularly for examinations. Once you find any abnormalities, you must be hospitalized for custody immediately."
Jiang Ye asked for a doctor's business card, and while taking it, he thanked him politely.
"You're welcome." The doctor smiled and looked at Su Yunjin, "But your girlfriend was frightened, but you were very calm. She told you about your condition, which was the right choice."
Jiang Ye kept clenching Su Yunjin's hand: "Doctor, don't bother you anymore, let's go first."
After leaving the doctor's office, Jiang Ye handed the wallet to Su Yunjin.
Before Su Yunjin could react, she said, "Ah?"
"You were just crying and haven't paid the hospitalization fee yet?" Jiang Ye touched Su Yunjin's head, "Go now."
Only then did Su Yunjin remember what she said just now was that there were too many people queuing up to pay the fee, but it was just an excuse. She hadn't even gone to the payment office on the first floor.
Because she wanted Jiang Ye to be hospitalized for observation.
Su Yunjin pinched her wallet and didn't take a long time to take a step. Jiang Ye looked embarrassed and asked softly: "What's wrong?"
"The doctor said, you'd better be hospitalized for observation." Su Yunjin pursed her lips and grabbed Jiang Ye's sleeve, "Don't be discharged from the hospital, I'll go back to help you get what you want."
"Follower." Jiang Ye touched Su Yunjin's head helplessly, "The doctor said that my illness will not deteriorate so quickly to the point where I need surveillance. During this period, I can still live like a normal person and come back regularly for examinations."
"But I'm very worried." Su Yunjin looked at Jiang Ye with tears in her eyes, "Jiang Ye, I'm afraid..."
Jiang Ye hugged Su Yunjin in his arms with one hand: "Don't be afraid. Yunjin, I'm already sick, we can't drive it away with bare hands, but we can fight against it. Don't worry, I will try my best to defeat it. We agreed to go to Las Vegas to get married after graduation, and I still can't bear to leave you."
Su Yunjin stepped into Jiang Ye's chest and choked and said, "Then promise you that you will come to the hospital immediately if you feel uncomfortable. Also, take good care of yourself when I am not by your side."
Jiang Ye nodded and hugged Su Yunjin with all his strength at this desperate moment.
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On the afternoon of the discharge from the hospital, Jiang Ye returned to work.
Su Yunjin originally disagreed, but he always had a way to convince Su Yunjin. In the end, Su Yunjin had to let him go to the company obediently.
The next day, Su Yunjin returned to school to apply for temporary retiring.
After the procedures were completed, Su Yunjin told Jiang Ye about the retiring of school.
Jiang Ye couldn't understand and frowned slightly: "Yunjin, why are you off school?"
"I want to take care of you." Su Yunjin said lightly, "Oh, there is one more thing - do you remember the company I worked on during the holidays? Now I am their official employee, but I have changed to the marketing department!"
Jiang Ye frowned even deeper: "What position?"
"Sales." Su Yunjin continued to say lightly, "Although the basic salary is not high, as long as you do your job well, the commission will be considerable."
Jiang Ye suddenly hugged Su Yunjin into his arms: "Yunjin, it's just for me, you don't need to do this."
He knew why Su Yunjin was off school. They don’t have much savings at the moment, and his future medical expenses are a considerable amount. Su Yunjin gave up her major to challenge sales, all of which are preparing for their future.
"What does it mean to be just for you?" Su Yunjin complained dissatisfiedly, "In this world, I have only you. For you, everything is worth it."
"But I..."
Before Jiang Ye finished speaking, Su Yunjin directly interrupted him: "You have been working hard for our future. Now, it's time for me to give some things for our future. Jiang Ye, don't stop me. Compared with my studies, I want you to live a good life."
"I'm sorry." Jiang Ye's voice showed guilt, "Yun Jin, I'm sorry."
"You are not sorry for me. As long as you don't leave me, I'm willing to do anything." Su Yunjin raised her head and looked at Jiang Ye with tears in her eyes. "For the sake of not giving up, Jiang Ye, you must hold on. You must not leave me."
"I promise you." Jiang Ye kissed Su Yunjin's hair, "For you, I will never give up on myself easily."
Su Yunjin nodded, tears burst out from her eyes again, but she no longer had the previous despair.
She worked hard with Jiang Ye, and their lives have improved a lot.
If they work harder, the disease will probably not be able to take Jiang Ye away from her.
In this way, Su Yunjin and Jiang Ye worked hard to survive.
In the first period, Jiang Ye had basically no abnormalities. He was the same as before, with outstanding achievements in work and arranged his spare time in an orderly manner in life. In addition, Su Yunjin's careful care, he forced him to go to bed early and get up early every day, maintain a certain amount of exercise, and he looked full of energy every day.
After Su Yunjin adapted to the job of the marketing department, she quickly signed her first order, and she was very likely to be a rising star in the department.
What is rare is that Su Yunjin was not proud of it. She remembered that Jiang Ye said that when she first entered the workplace, she was very weak compared to experienced seniors. She should maintain a modest and learning attitude. But you should also remember that modesty is not a humble voice without a bottom line, giving people the feeling that you are a soft persimmon and can pinch it at will. The basic aura still needs to be.
Following Jiang Ye's workplace experience, Su Yunjin was in the marketing department and she took one order after another, and the department manager praised her very much.
Jiang Ye's health did not show any abnormalities in a short period of time, so he did not tell his colleagues about his illness and worked hard as before. The manager told him that the deputy general manager of the department would be transferred to work abroad in three months, and he hoped that he could compete for the position of deputy manager.
Everything went smoothly, and the numbers on the account balance continued to grow. Su Yunjin finally gained a sense of security in despair. For a while, she even temporarily forgot Jiang Ye's illness.
Until one morning in June, Jiang Ye did not wake up after the alarm clock rang.
At that time, Su Yunjin was making breakfast in the kitchen. Listening to the continuous alarm rings, she turned off the fire in confusion and returned to the room. She found that Jiang Ye had no reaction to the alarm ring.
Suddenly, panic was like an infinitely spreading vine, instantly crawling Su Yunjin's whole body, tightly entangling her, her head turned blank, and she even forgot how to breathe.
Su Yunjin didn't know how she rushed to the bed, so she called Jiang Ye's name frantically and patted Jiang Ye's face hard. I don't know how long it took, but Jiang Ye finally slowly opened his eyes.
In the hazy state, Jiang Ye saw Su Yunjin's tears and smiled and touched her face: "Silly, I'm fine."
Su Yunjin looked at Jiang Ye who had finally woken up, and cried out like a disaster after the disaster, hugged Jiang Ye with all her strength, allowing tears to flow down.
Jiang Ye realized that Su Yunjin was really scared, and his heart was cut off in an instant and hugged Su Yunjin: "Silly, I'm fine, I'm just overslept, don't cry."
Su Yunjin choked and said intermittently: "Jiang Ye, I'm afraid..."
She couldn't express the fear that was close to despair just now.
If Jiang Ye had not woken up, she would not know whether she would choose to end her life and leave the world with Jiang Ye at this moment.
She couldn't lose Jiang Ye, nor could she live in a world without Jiang Ye.
Jiang Ye's chest was soon wet with Su Yunjin's tears. For the first time, he felt that tears could also be like a ball of fire, burning from his heart, burning through his skin and muscles, making his heart hurt violently.
For the first time in his life, Jiang Ye felt powerless.
Living in an orphanage, he experienced a different life from others since childhood, and grew up listening to various criticisms, he could overcome these.
However, he could not fight his illness.
He may leave Su Yunjin at any time, and the promise he made to Su Yunjin may never have another chance to realize it.
However, even so, he still couldn't let Su Yunjin go. Although he knew that this behavior was selfish, he was reluctant to say that he had broken up.
The rest of his life is limited, and he wants to be with Su Yunjini every minute he can freely control.
"Yunjin, I'm sorry." Jiang Ye patted Su Yunjin's back, "I'm scared you, I'm sorry."
Su Yunjin cried so much that she couldn't speak. She sobbed for a while before asking intermittently: "You, have you really just overslept?"
"...Yes." Jiang Ye hesitated for a moment before saying, "I was too tired from work yesterday."
After being together for so long, Su Yunjin knows Jiang Ye very well. The short hesitation of less than two seconds is enough to show that Jiang Ye is not as simple as oversleeping.
Chapter completed!