466 This time, she will never be forgiven
From the police station office to the parking lot outside, it takes five minutes.
In just five minutes, Xu Youning had already sorted out the whole story clearly.
It turned out that Kang Ruicheng and Mu Sijue both had their own plans, and these two people played their own way and used her to the extreme.
She thought she was hiding the truth, but she was actually the one who was extremely stupid.
In the last minute, Xu Youning made a decision that affected her life.
The policeman who sent Xu Youning out looked at her sympathetically: "Xiao Xu, after the person left, he was buried in peace. Go to the funeral home and get your grandmother's funeral done early."
"Officer Chen, I was the one who was not good at the moment, I apologize to you." Xu Youning bowed to the police officer, "Also, thank you for handling my grandmother's case, thank you for your hard work."
Officer Chen sighed: "I heard that your grandmother is your only relative. I can understand your mood and feel sad."
Xu Youning nodded gratefully and got in the car and left.
Officer Chen looked at her car driving further and further away, and while sympathizing, he was also confused.
When this girl threatened him to see the evidence and the autopsy report, she looked extremely cold and could kill people at any time. But why did she suddenly calm down after crushing the bottle?
Also, when he said that when they had found out the truth, the girl who claimed to be looking for the truth was obviously not interested in the truth they found.
And from what she meant, it seemed that only she could find out the true truth.
Could it be that what they found was not the facts?
...
Half an hour later, Xu Youning's car was parked in front of the funeral home.
This place seems to be inherently filled with sadness.
Xu Youning walked into the funeral home with heavy steps as if she was filled with lead. Under the leadership of the staff, she saw her grandmother in a dim room.
Grandma was lying on the cold surgical bed, her eyes closed tightly, just like she accidentally fell asleep.
By the way - Xu Youning thought paranoidly - grandma must have just fallen asleep!
Her eyes were hot and she rushed over frantically, holding her hands on her grandmother, but suddenly she felt that her grandmother's body had become stiff and her heart no longer beating.
Xu Youning was stunned as if she was woken up from a dream.
Grandma has no body temperature anymore. She has really left this world and can never wake up again.
"grandmother……"
Xu Youning choked up miserably, and tears rustled down her eyes.
Her plan is not like this, not like this.
According to her plan, after she comes back from the island, she will first send her grandmother away and then find a way to escape from Mu Sijue.
As long as you leave City G and leave this Mu Sijue's territory, even if Mu Sijue, who is in a good position to chase her, with her ability and the protection of Kangrui City, Mu Sijue will not be so easy to succeed.
As long as she is careful, she can provide care for her grandmother and see her off.
Xu Youning still remembers that when she first followed Kang Ruicheng, she was sent to a deserted island for training.
In the most painful training, they stayed asleep for three days and two nights, and ate wild vegetables and insects in the wild, and their physiological and mental tolerance had reached their limits.
That time, most of the people chose to quit.
And she persisted by relying on her belief that she could only protect her grandmother in the future.
Later on the mission, she almost died several times. If she hadn't thought that her grandmother was still waiting for her to come home, she wouldn't have gritted her teeth until the last moment and fled back from the gates of hell.
After overturning the verdict for her parents, she still worked so hard, all for her grandmother.
However, her efforts eventually became a futile futility.
Grandma still died because of her.
Xu Youning bent down and buried her face in her grandmother's chest like she did when she was a child. Her warm tears fell on her grandmother's body, but she could not warm her body.
She hugged her grandmother numb and desperately, murmured: "Grandma, I'm sorry..."
When she was a child, she made a mistake. As long as she apologized, her grandmother would pat her head and forgive her helplessly and pity her.
This time, my grandmother probably wouldn't forgive her again.
Grandma would never pat her head and say "silly girl", never make delicious food for her again, and never look at her lovingly with pity.
In this life, as long as she lives, she will always be a sinner who will not be forgiven.
"Youning," Aunt Sun walked in and helped Xu Youning up, "The deceased was buried in peace, so let's get your grandmother's funeral."
After the funeral is done, it means... she will never see her grandmother again?
Xu Youning looked at Aunt Sun with tears in her eyes and shook her head helplessly: "Aunt Sun, don't. Give me another day, let me accompany my grandma for another day..."
"Youning, don't do this." Aunt Sun held Xu Youning's hand tightly, "Don't forget that you have a lot of things to do next. Listen to Aunt Sun, handle your grandmother's funeral as soon as possible, let her go safely, and you can do what you should do with peace of mind."
Xu Youning looked at Aunt Sun with a slight understanding - Yes, she still has a lot of things...
At this moment, someone came in and pushed out grandma's body.
Xu Youning suddenly realized what would happen next, she really would lose her grandmother forever. From then on, even if she was just a grandmother without body temperature, she couldn't touch and see her.
Xu Youning seemed to have been fisted, his head was swollen, and his heart was tingling and his heart was tingling.
"grandmother!"
Xu Youning screamed at the top of her lungs, as if it was a sound from the deepest part of her chest, but her grandmother did not respond to her.
Xu Youning chased out like a wild beast that suddenly lost control, pushed the person pushing his grandmother away, and used his best to hold his grandmother's frozen body: "Grandma, I was wrong, would you come back? I beg you, don't leave..."
She begged: "Grandma, don't leave me."
"grandmother……"
Aunt Sun chased after her, feeling distressed but helpless, and put her hands on Xu Youning as if comforting: "Your grandma will be uneasy when you know you are like this. Her biggest wish before leaving is that you can live a good life."
"Aunt Sun," Xu Youning burst into tears, "I killed my grandmother. I didn't even see my grandmother for the last time. She won't forgive me, this time she will never forgive me..."
"Did you forget what I told you?" Aunt Sun forced Xu Youning to look her in the eyes, "Your grandma said she didn't blame you. She believed that you had her own reasons for doing things. Youning, if you really want to blame yourself, the best way to atone for your sins is to live well - this is what your grandma hopes, do you understand?"
"..." Xu Youning's head was sore, her eyes were blurred, and she seemed to understand it.
"Youning, let your grandma go." Aunt Sun advised earnestly, "You are still young and your days are still long in the future. Your grandma will leave one day, and no one can accompany anyone for the rest of her life."
"Aunt Sun..."
Xu Youning cried like the first time she left her parents' children, and her forehead was numb. The numbness continued to spread to her face, and she couldn't even breathe.
When she lost her parents, she was still young. When she heard the adults say that her parents would never come back, she only knew that she was sad, and she was almost suffocating.
Now, that suffocation turned into deep despair.
Grandma was her only relative and the only reason for her to live, but she killed her grandma.
If she hadn't avenged her grandmother, she wouldn't know how to survive in this world alone.
Aunt Sun slowly pulled Xu Youning's hand back and wiped away the tears from her face: "Youning, this is the time when you should be strong. Stop crying. For the last time, your grandmother must hope to see you happy."
Xu Youning closed his eyes, and finally nodded, wiped away his tears and watched his grandmother be pushed away.
Goodbye - She silently told her grandmother in her heart that she would find the one who killed her grandmother and let him go to the eighteen levels of hell. Grandma would not be alone in another world for too long. If she avenges, she could go to find her grandmother without any worries.
She and her family might be able to reunite in another world.
"Miss Xu, I feel sorry for you." I don't know how long it took, but the staff handed over a wooden box to Xu Youning.
Xu Youning borrowed the wooden box with his hands trembling, and his heart felt a needle-like pain.
She held the box into her arms, holding it so tightly, close to the position of her heart: "Grandma, let's go home."
After returning home, Xu Youning began to pack up his grandmother's belongings.
After leaving this house today, she didn't know if she could come back, so everything had to be handled properly.
The things my grandmother used during her lifetime were still stained with the breath of her body. Xu Youning still couldn't hold back her tears when she cleaned up. Finally, she tidied it up and her eyes were red as if it was filled with blood.
After dealing with grandma's belongings, Xu Youning brought a few fake identity passports and grandma's ashes and prepared to leave.
"Youning," Aunt Sun appeared at the door of her house, "Are you leaving like that?"
"No, I have to go to another place." Xu Youning wiped his tears and said, "Aunt Sun, go with me, just treat it as the last journey to send my grandma."
Xu Youning and Aunt Sun sent their grandmother to a temple on the top of the mountain.
This is my favorite place to come when my grandmother was alive. She liked the tranquility here. Maybe the old man had a premonition that he had been staying in this world for a long time. He also told Xu Youning some time ago that if she left one day, she would send her here.
After the resettlement was completed, Xu Youning burned incense to his grandmother and left enough money before leaving the temple with Aunt Sun.
"Aunt Sun, thank you for taking care of my grandmother during this period." Xu Youning put a check in Aunt Sun's hands, "There is only so much I can do."
Aunt Sun looked at the numbers on the check and hurriedly stuffed the check back: "You don't pay me your salary normally, I can't ask for your money anymore. Besides, there are so many places you need to use money in the future!"
"Aunt Sun, please take it." Xu Youning forced a smile, "I'm not short of money. Such a big thing happened yesterday. You didn't leave, and you came back to tell me the matter. I'm very grateful. If you don't accept it, I will be sorry."
Aunt Sun was embarrassed and put the check in her wallet: "I won't spend this money for the time being. If you need money in the future, just come back and get it to me."
return?
Xu Youning thought, she probably would never come back.
"Aunt Sun, I won't send you down the mountain." Xu Youning wiped his tears, "Take care, goodbye."
After saying that, she walked straight to the parking lot without looking back, and even though her eyes were confused, she didn't dare to stop.
"Youning," Aunt Sun's voice turned into a crying voice, "Be careful! If you have a solution, call me and let me know where you are?"
Chapter completed!