Chapter 1314 The sky will never be bright(1/2)
This night was so dreamy that Xu Youning slept with great peace of mind.
But Mu Sijue never slept all night.
He looked at Xu Youning in his arms for a moment, and when he came to his senses, it was already four o'clock in the morning.
In the past few hours, his head seemed to be blank and he seemed to have thought a lot.
The only thing I know is that what is waiting for him after going back is the biggest challenge in this life.
From this point of view, he should cherish these three days.
At this time, what Mu Sijue didn't know was that fate was so stingy that he didn't even give him three days.
Mu Sijue didn't know why, but he just felt irritable, so he let go of Xu Youning gently, walked outside the tent, and lit a cigarette.
Mina was on duty in the middle of the night and noticed the movements on Mu Sijue at the first time. She picked up the intercom and asked, "Brother Qi, what's wrong? Do you need help?"
"It's okay." Mu Sijue lowered his head slightly and bit the cigarette butt, "I'll smoke a cigarette."
"Oh. OK."
Mina didn't dare to disturb Mu Sijue, and she stopped talking, and the walkie-talkie was quiet.
After Mu Sijue smoked, he blew the wind for a while, and when he lost his smell on his body, he returned to the tent.
Xu Youning still maintained the position she had just now and was sleeping soundly.
In fact, Xu Youning is a very vigilant person.
If it were the past, Mu Sijue would have woken up after entering and exiting like this.
But now, she was obviously not aware of it in her sleep.
Mu Sijue only wanted to believe it because after returning to him, Xu Youning could feel at ease.
He was unwilling to admit that the condition had affected Xu Youning's perception and reaction more seriously.
"Um……"
Xu Youning, who was sleeping, suddenly moved and groped around with one hand for a few times. It looked like he was looking for Mu Sijue.
Mu Sijue was afraid that Xu Youning would wake up from fear, so he lay down and carried her into his arms. Xu Youning did not move obediently.
He looked at Xu Youning in his arms, his lips raised slightly unconsciously, then closed his eyes, and soon fell asleep.
Two hours later, dawn quietly arrived.
Perhaps because the environment was too unfamiliar, Xu Youning did not sleep until midnight as before, and his consciousness recovered early.
She heard the crisp sound of birds and the whistling sound of the wind, which mixed together, like the music played by nature, which was extremely wonderful.
Xu Youning opened his eyes hazyly, and there was still darkness around him.
She simply thought it was not dawn, so she changed her sleeping position, groped and hugged Mu Sijue, and closed her eyes to sleep.
She forgot that the lights in the tent were actually on.
Even if it is not dawn and she can't see the sun, she should be able to see the light.
Mu Sijue was easy to wake up, and after Xu Youning's fuss, he opened his eyes.
The air in the mountains is very good, and the air in the morning is especially good.
In the morning, the moist air is like being washed by mountain spring water, and every thread is refreshing.
Mu Sijue looked at the time and found it was getting late and they had to rush to the next place.
Xu Youning had woken up just now, and lay down again, obviously trying to stay in bed.
Mu Sijue pinched Xu Youning's face and ordered: "Get up."
"It's not dawn yet." Xu Youning opened Mu Sijue's hand and buried his face in the pillow, "Don't make trouble."
Mu Sijue was as if he had been hit hard, his hands froze in the air, and he was stunned for a moment.
The sky is already bright, and you can vaguely see the thin morning light on the hills in the distance. This world has ushered in a new day.
However, Xu Youning actually said in a daze that it was not dawn.
Has her world been trapped in darkness?
Mu Sijue was as if he was caught off guard, and his heart was in a state of great pain, and even his breathing was painful.
He lay down and gently hugged Xu Youning without saying anything.
If she still wants to sleep, let her sleep.
No matter what Xu Youning's world becomes, no matter what this world becomes, he will always be by Xu Youning's side.
Xu Youning really wanted to sleep. After feeling Mu Sijue lying down, he vaguely noticed something was wrong.
Mu Sijue... is too silent.
Didn’t he order her to get up just now? Why is he silent now?
Xu Youning sat up and opened his eyes. There was still darkness around him.
He pulled Lamusijue in a daze: "Why is it so dark? It's time now, should we turn on a light?"
"No." Mu Sijue sat up and faced Xu Youning, saying, "This is pretty good."
"But this is too..."
Xu Youning wanted to say, but this is too dark, right?!
However, after only half of the words, she suddenly realized that something was wrong.
It’s not that she has experienced the night.
The darkness in front of her was too dark and thorough, it was the kind of real way to reach out and see her fingers, just as if the world had become a purgatory, and there would never be a trace of light again.
On average, no matter how dark it is, you can always see something clearly.
But now, she can't see anything.
Xu Youning had a vague premonition.
Moreover, this premonition is likely to have become a reality.
In an instant, Xu Youning felt like she was thrown into an extremely cold place, and a chill spread from the soles of her feet to the palm of her palm.
It's not dark.
But her world has been trapped in darkness forever.
Finally, she couldn't see anything...
Mu Sijue looked at Xu Youning's dim eyes, and it was not difficult to guess that Xu Youning knew that he had lost his eyesight.
Song Jiqing and Ye Luo just told him that it was soon.
He just didn't expect it to be so soon.
Mu Sijue hugged Xu Youning into his arms and gently stroked the back of her head: "Don't be afraid, I'm here."
Xu Youning tried hard to adjust his emotions, trying to squeeze out a smile to calm Mu Sijue down, but in the end he couldn't control himself and squeezed out tears.
Her hands clenched into fists and she cried silently.
"Don't cry. Youning, don't cry." Mu Sijue hugged Xu Youning even harder, as if he wanted to give her a harbor to rely on, "You still have me, I'm by your side."
"Mu Sijue..." Xu Youning asked with a sob, "What should I do if I can't see it again?"
"No, definitely not." Mu Sijue promised confidently, "On the day the child was born, henry and Ji Qing will help you with surgery, you will get better and your vision will recover. Don't think about it, you will definitely be able to see it again after a while."
Xu Youning nodded and tried hard to force tears back.
In fact, even if Mu Sijue was by her side, even if Mu Sijue said he would accompany her, she was still confused.
In the past period of time, although her body has become increasingly weak, she still has the basic ability to take care of herself.
But now she is blind, she is equivalent to being disabled.
If she wants to live without any accident, she needs someone to take care of her.
She wants to change her lifestyle and habits for more than 20 years to get used to a lifestyle without colors and without light.
Maybe she was too cowardly, she thought... this was really a terrible thing.
The only thing that is thankful is that in front of Mu Sijue, she does not have to hide her fear.
Xu Youning hugged Mu Sijue, his voice trembled slightly: "Mu Sijue, I'm very scared..."
When she learned about her condition, she was afraid that she would not be cured or that she would not be able to save her child. Therefore, she was more afraid of the future.
And now, it is a deep anxiety and uneasiness, like a person suddenly lost his way in the forest.
This feeling is not better than fear.
"Don't be afraid." Mu Sijue stroked Xu Youning's back and tried his best to give her the greatest comfort, "No matter what I have, I will accompany you and let's face it together."
"..." Xu Youning nodded in a daze, and finally recovered his emotions and asked, "When is it now?"
"It's just dawn." Mu Sijue looked at his watch, "It's half past six."
To be continued...