Chapter 1434:
Sitting here, he will be the only one who feels uncomfortable.
It's not that she doesn't know her influence on him. If it weren't for a special situation, she wouldn't flirt with him at this time.
At this time, Jin Mobei could no longer say that he was not making trouble. He could only purse his thin lips and sulked...
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"My 'leg' is useless."
Jin Mobei sat on the bed, his voice was very low, and his words were filled with weakness and sadness.
Bai Chuchen was opening the window to let the air circulate. Hearing this, he stopped what he was doing and turned around slowly.
She stood by the window and looked at the man sitting on the bed.
This was the first time he mentioned this fact since the incident happened, a fact he knew deep in his heart.
Because I know there is no hope, I am willing to let go.
When he woke up and lost feeling in his legs, his first thought was whether it was temporary or permanent.
If it was only temporary, he would stand up again as quickly as possible for Bai Chuchen and his children.
But……
The answer the doctor gave him was that there was no hope...
He is also a doctor himself. Although he is not an expert in this field, the person he is talking to is an expert in this field.
He told him with certainty that there was no hope.
These four words "no hope" were a death sentence for him.
It's not that he can't accept that he can never walk again, that he will give up on himself and torture himself in such pain, it's just because if he can't stand up again and can't be relied upon by Bai Chuchen and the baby, his existence will only be a burden.
The source of his mental breakdown was that he could no longer take care of Bai Chuchen and make up for her...
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If there was hope, he would not be willing to let go of Bai Chuchen.
"It's not temporary, it will be like this forever."
When Jin Mobei noticed her eyes turning to him, he slowly raised his head and looked at Bai Chuchen.
There was sadness and pain that could not be hidden in the bottomless eyes.
He opened the quilt, pinched his legs heavily with both hands, looked at Bai Chuchen, and said softly: "I won't feel anything, let alone stand up."
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He couldn't bear to be cruel to Bai Chuchen because he loved her deeply.
He couldn't bear to hurt her even a little bit because he loved her deeply.
Therefore, he could only use some methods without pain and itch, hoping that Bai Chuchen could be like an ordinary woman and slam the door angrily when encountering these things. Even if It doesn't matter if you hate him...
However, the woman he loves has seen him too clearly and she has eaten her to death.
His self-righteousness was an insult to her, and she could always see through him, making everything he did seem so boring and childish.
After trying it twice, Jin Mobei knew in his heart that if he couldn't be cruel enough to really hurt her, then there was no way she would leave him.
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How could he be willing to really hurt her?
How could he allow himself to have anything with another woman after falling in love with Bai Chuchen?
Just now, when Bai Chuchen said to call her back, he didn't want to stop him for a second. He asked her to call him back and did it in front of her. This was a complete clear line.
Just after this idea flashed through my mind, it was completely rejected.
He can't do it.
so……
He really doesn't make trouble anymore.
"so what?"
Bai Chuchen didn't come close, he just looked at Jin Mobei and asked calmly...
She had been waiting for so long just to wait for him to say that his "leg" was useless!
She just wanted to wait for him to say it and let him face the fact that he couldn't walk with both legs!
Chapter completed!