She knew very well that if she was the one to arrange these things, every time she arranged them, it would be a kind of torture for herself, a torture in her heart.

It cannot be denied that Jin Mobei loves this child. Without love, he would not have done these things.

It would be just like what he said in front of him before, simply saying that he had thrown away everything...

What he did for the baby, what he did today, all showed his attitude that he and Chu Xingguang had drawn a clear line, and he sincerely wanted to start over with her!

However, he didn't know that some injuries had already been caused. The truth was no longer important to her. Her heart was already hurt...

When you can still feel the wound bleeding, and when you can still clearly feel the pain, it is easier said than starting over...

I can't deny what he said, it doesn't mean that I don't love him if I don't love him...

but……

The love in my heart has been exhausted little by little.

Even though there is still a trace of love that I don't want to admit, I don't want to admit it.

She no longer allowed herself to get sucked into a whirlpool with no way out for the sake of a little love and attachment in her heart.

This little love is not enough to make her let go and pretend that nothing happened before.

Some things just happen when they happen.

Some things don't just mean you can let them go, they are engraved in your heart every bit.

Looking at him, she would think of all the things that happened in the past.

Looking at him, she could think of images she didn't want to think about.

The heartache is hard to heal and has become a dead knot.

She didn't intend to untie this knot, she just wanted to remember this lesson.

This painful and bloody lesson reminded her again and again not to make the same mistake again.

The past had cut into her heart again and again, until the loss of her child left her heart full of holes.

Instead of just saying "I'm sorry" or "I forgive you", everything that happened between them can be forgotten and treated as if it never happened...

They really can't go back.

…

This kind of marriage, this kind of torture, is not only torturing Jin Mobei, but also torturing himself.

Bai Chuchen knew deep down that she was deliberately torturing Jin Mobei and making him suffer.

She admitted that when she saw this, she could feel that Jin Mobei also cared about the lost baby.

…

When Jin Mobei heard this, he couldn't help but tighten his arms tighter.

Can't go back...

These are such cruel words...

He really didn't understand why they couldn't go back!

He has made sure that he really loves her, and he is also sure that she still has him in her heart.

Since they love each other, why can't they go back?

As long as she takes a step back, gives him a chance, and tries to forgive him, they will probably be very happy together.

"Why do you say you can't go back..."

With his forehead resting on her shoulder, Jin Mobei smelled the sweet fragrance on her body, gently rubbed the side of her neck, spoke softly, and whispered softly...

"What Chu Xingguang said when you went to find me is not true. I didn't give the buttons on the shirt to Chu Xingguang. I was really socializing that night, and I only helped her when I saw she was in danger.

later……"

Jin Mobei paused...

"It's my fault for Chu Xingguang. I didn't clarify my feelings. I was blinded by my own self-confidence, which gave her the opportunity to get in between the two of us... It's all my fault. I didn't realize that I had long ago

Fall in love with you..."
Chapter completed!