"Every time mom is looking for you, dad is also looking for you, and so is your grandma."

"But no matter how many people are sent, it's like a stone sinking into the sea. There is no news. You just suddenly disappeared from our world."

"We searched like this for a year. Your grandma didn't let us give up the search, but she did let us have another baby. At that time, because I couldn't find you, I was in a very bad state."

"I have nightmares every night. I can't sleep peacefully. I always hear your cry. I always dream about you having a bad life outside and crying for your mother."

"Always telling me over and over again, Mom, don't give up on me, don't forget yourself. Always asking me, why haven't I found you or taken you home..."

"Mom knows that many families will have another child as sustenance after losing a child. But at that time, my mother only had you in her heart, and she didn't want to have another child."

"Mom couldn't understand your grandma at the time. When your grandma asked me and your father to have another child, I thought she wanted me to give birth to one to replace you."

"I'm afraid. I'm afraid that once I give birth to other children, your father, your grandmother, and everyone in the Ou family will forget your existence, and finally give up looking for you or stop looking for you. Mom can't accept it."

"I resist. If you ask me to get pregnant, I will get angry with your father. It's not that your father didn't love you at the beginning, nor did he give up on looking for you. He never gave up."

"It's just that as a child of the Ou family, he has his own pressure, especially since he is also the head of the Ou family. He tried hard to weigh between me and your grandma, and persuaded me."

"I hit a dead end at that time. No matter how much he promised me, I didn't want to believe it from the bottom of my heart. I thought that as long as there was another child, you would definitely be given up."

"In the end, your father had no choice. She didn't want to see me becoming more and more extreme, so he could only try to find ways to distract me by giving birth to a child. I knew your father's thoughts and didn't make trouble with your father. I just kept to myself.

Taking birth control pills secretly."

"This matter was not kept secret for long. Your grandma found out about it, Da Lei. Your father was also shocked, but your father did not blame me, but chose to protect me and took it upon himself."

"But your grandma is a smart person. She can tell from your father's subtle expression that he is protecting me."

"And I am also in a demonic state, and I have exploded. I firmly stated that if I can't find you, I will never have any other children."

"This incident made your grandma very angry. She forced your dad to divorce me and remarry. Your dad and grandma had a big quarrel and insisted that they would never divorce me in this life."

"Your father stood firmly on my side and disobeyed your grandma. He made it clear that as long as I don't want to give birth, he will never force me again in this life."

"Because I am not in good health, and my health is even worse after taking birth control pills. Your father feels very sorry for me."

"But your grandma's position is actually not wrong. Your grandma originally accepted me and loved you very much. The piece of jade you are wearing was your grandma's special effort to find it and give it to you."

"Now that I think about it, my mother didn't know what was wrong with her, but she just fell into a strange circle and was immersed in the pain of losing you."

"Get up, it's actually mom who's made the most mistakes..."

"It was your mother who put your father in a dilemma. It was your mother who made your father have to choose between your mother and your wife."

"It is also the mother who is trying to find Yu Na. To listen to others, a paternity test is the most heartbreaking thing for the child."

"Deep in my heart, my mother feels that she owes you so much. She just wants to give you everything she can. How can I bear to break your heart if I find you back."

"Your grandma wanted to do a paternity test, but I threatened to die and refused to allow it. Your father once again complied with me and disobeyed your grandma."

"Afterwards, after she was lost and found again, my mother doted on Yu very much. She treated her like fragile glass. She was always concerned about her and guarded against her. She was guarded against everyone, even your grandma."

"My mother gave all the love she could and tried her best to make up for it, so she really did a lot of unreasonable things."

…

"Baby, don't cry."

Seeing Lu Xiyan with tears streaming down her face, Qin Yanyu patted her back distressedly.

She didn't want to tell her daughter this.

I don't want her to know how she and A-Qing lived over the years when they lost her.

Seconds are like years...

But her mother's previous attitude towards her and A-Qing has stuck in her daughter's heart and formed a knot.

She must untie it.

She also has her own selfish motives. In the Ou family, with her mother supporting her daughter, the only person who might make her feel wronged no longer exists.

She is also relieved.

…

6 Xiyan hugged Qin Yanyu tightly.

In addition to being distressed, I am still distressed.

Lu Tingchuan gently wiped the tears on her face...

The tears on her face gradually stopped. She couldn't let the man who loved her deeply feel distressed.

…

Seeing that Lu Xiyan's mood had calmed down, Qin Yanyu asked her to sit down, gently caressed her face, and said gently, "Mom is telling you this because she wants to tell you..."

"Over the years, the way I have handled every major event has made your grandma increasingly disappointed in me."

"Because I am disappointed, I am becoming more and more unhappy... In the final analysis, all of this is caused by myself."

"Your grandma hates me so much, is unwilling to set foot in Dongge, and always wants your father to divorce me. Most of it is because of my own reasons. No wonder your grandma, eh?"

6 Xiyan choked and nodded slightly...

"Mother……"

Lu Xiyan held Qin Yanyu, who was caressing her face, tightly. She also held Ou Qing's hand with her other hand, "Dad... from now on, Lao Lu and I will definitely treat you very, very, very well."

."

"good."

Qin Yanyu and Ou Qing touched her head at the same time...

When some words arrive, they know that their daughter is very smart and will understand them.

They don't have to force their daughter to do something, her daughter will figure it out and analyze what's right and wrong.

**********

When Cheng Wanjun woke up, the housekeeper immediately helped her up.

Looking around at the furnishings in the room, they were exactly the same as when she lived there many years ago.

The room is spotless, I haven't forgotten to clean it for years.

I feel it in my heart.

"Knock knock."

There was a knock on the door. Cheng Wanjun recovered her thoughts, signaled the housekeeper to help her sit up, and went to open the door.

I thought it was Ou Qing or Qin Yanyu, but when the door opened, it was Lu Xiyan standing at the door.

When Cheng Wanjun saw that the person was Lu Xiyan, her expression changed obviously, and she looked at her from a distance.

Because she knew the reason, it was not surprising that Lu Xiyan would face Cheng Wanjun's eyes like this again.

Under her earnest eyes, she walked slowly over.

"a1ice..."

Cheng Wanjun couldn't bear to look away from her face, which was exactly the same as that of her mother-in-law who died young.

Every time she saw this face, she couldn't take her eyes away, and she wanted to do whatever she could to do something.

Even though I knew it wasn't true, I still couldn't help it.

For many years I only relied on one painting, and now, it comes alive before my eyes.

This may be because her mother-in-law knew that she missed her, so she passed it on to her granddaughter.

In Cheng Wanjun's opinion, with a face like her mother-in-law, she is naturally a very good person.

Facing Cheng Wanjun's cautious look with hope and fear of disappointment, Lu Xiyan took the initiative to reach out and hold her hand, squatted in front of her, pressed her face against her legs, and watched her sweetly shout

He said, "Grandma."

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