I am afraid of too many things, I am afraid that you and me will have to meet you for a long time, one day.

I am afraid that you will take away Su Zhi's status and force me to distinguish who he loves in my heart, and have to make another choice, but I cannot leave him alone.

I am afraid that if I marry my son-in-law soon, if I cannot cut off my relationship with you, I will eventually put me in a whirlpool of chaos.

I'm afraid... I'm afraid we can only love each other, but we have no future...

I was so scared that I didn't dare to think about it, let alone admit it.

Su Zhi understood what she was thinking and sighed slightly: "If you say something about love me, it works better than any medicine, do you know?"

Youmeng raised his eyes with tears, and the past scenes emerged one after another.

In the Eagle Music House, he took advantage of the darkness to treat her feet and kissed her forcibly.

I forced her into the alley late at night and felt intimate.

In the Pure Land, he protects her from the rain of arrows.

In Fenghua Tower, they were naked and shared a pillow, and he gave her a black cat.

She pillowed Sing Chew, and they looked at each other through the veil, and she threw him for the first time.

In the vibrating moon village, under the roses, he put on her coat.

On Laojun Mountain and on the Bihu Bridge, they kissed each other in the heavy rain.

Later, they lingered in the Red Lotus Water Pavilion for a night.

Although I don’t have much interaction with him, every time I meet, I feel very profound, as if his appearance is destined to be integrated into my destiny.

They are each other's moths and each other's fires. Once they meet, they will burn out all their passions throughout their lives.

She couldn't help but feel in love for a moment, so she rushed over and hugged him tightly.

"Please... get better..." She sobbed on his shoulders, and hugged him intermittently, as if she forgot that he was a devil, "You must be better... Even if you still have to pester me in the future, you still have to do all kinds of bad things to me... Whether it is domineering to me or indifferent to me, I just hope you will be better..."

Su Zhi felt lost, his palm gently covered her waist and back, his eyes becoming softer, and his love was as deep as the sea.

Looking back on my bloody years, I turned into a demon who eats people and does not spit bones, and walked through countless Shura fields. He was covered with the breath of death. A man who was so close to death and hell met a bright and lively woman like her. There were countless people in the world who wanted him to die, but she was desperate and begging him to live.

This woman is willing to go into the darkness, giving him hope for life, and making him so obsessed with it.

Under the cold mask, a real smile appeared on his lips, so relieved and moved.

After she said these words, he felt that living was such a wonderful thing.

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In the afternoon, Youmeng personally fed Yeyuan medicine.

The doctor in Zhuang asked: "The cold poison in the young master's body has stabilized and will not recur for the time being. However, these days, the young master should not be too busy or tired."

Youmeng scooped a spoonful of soup and fed it into Ye Yuan's mouth. He opened his mouth calmly, his face full of acquiescent expressions.

Seeing the bottom of the bowl, Youmeng put the bowl on the wooden table and turned around and asked, "Doctor, is there any way to make him get better soon?" She was afraid that she would not have enough time to take care of him.

The doctor stroked his beard and said with a smile: "Take the dew on the rose flowers during the sap, which can enhance the effect of the medicine and achieve twice the result with half the effort."

Youmeng lowered her eyes and pondered, thinking that many roses were cultivated in the courtyard outside.

Su Zhi noticed her thoughts and ordered the doctor: "Okay, you go down."

The two of them were left alone, Su Zhi slid his fingertips across her cheeks and looked at her calmly: "Aren't you trying to go home?"

She glanced at him with a grudge: "How can I go back like this?"

He said, "You stay and take care of me, don't feel guilty because I'm angry."

"I know what I'm doing, just take care of your injuries." She wiped his face lightly with silk, "Go to sleep."

He closed his eyes obediently, and his face under the mask seemed peaceful and peaceful, and he was indifferent to the world.

"Do you think I don't understand you?" Youmeng looked at him and murmured, "You will feel at ease only if I am by your side."

Otherwise, he would always worry about her situation and worry about her. If he couldn't get a rest, he would hurt his mind and the poison would still recur.

She thought Ye Yuan was asleep, so she couldn't hear her words. In fact, she was still awake. He could hear every word she said clearly and felt deeply comforted.
Chapter completed!