"That day was my first time to come to the Jiang family. After meeting all my uncles, I sneaked out to play alone, played a clever mind, avoided those who had been following me, and then accidentally came to the riverside. Children like to play. I saw you by the water piao. You may not believe it. I still think you fell down accidentally." Feng Xuanyi walked side by side with Jiang Yufei at some point, with nostalgia on his face.

"Yes, one is six years old and the other is four years old. I can't even imagine how you would have so much strength to drag me up," Jiang Yufei smiled on her face and looked at Feng Xuanyi, who was also smiling embarrassedly.

"Hehe, actually I don't know, but when you woke up, you suddenly hugged my neck and cried, and your nose wiped me all over." Feng Xuanyi's eyes seemed to have the scene of the past when he was by the stream.

"So, in order to get revenge on me, you are married to me?" Jiang Yufei said suddenly.

"No, what do children know? At that time, my family brought me here to marry two families. There are so many girls standing in the same row. There are several of them who are sixteen or seventeen years old. They also look at me as a six-year-old doll. You said you are disgusting. I only know you, so I chose you," Feng Xuanyi smiled and looked a little embarrassed.

"We are called childhood sweethearts, and we are young." Feng Xuanyi added.

Jiang Yufei wiped her tears and continued to walk forward: "In the family, especially the large family, it seems to be the darkest under the light of the Holy Spirit. All kinds of intrigues, and even the open guns are easy to avoid hidden arrows and difficult to prevent them. These are all kinds of children who are in it.

Thank you too, so, I was focused on being trained by my family, living in the best house, eating the best meals, practicing the best martial arts, and using the best Yuanshi. Everyone showed the happiest smile on their faces when they saw me. Do you know that I only hid in the corner and watched them express to those who needed to flatter me. I never expected it, but because of you, I have it."

"Even that almost strange face smiled, her daughter was long and short, and she often appeared in front of me. It seemed that in just one day, I became a tall princess. For a moment, I wondered if I really died after jumping into the river and then reincarnated."

"Yu Fei..."

Jiang Yufei stopped and looked at Feng Xuanyi who wanted to speak but stopped: "But I am the only one who knows what is hidden behind those hypocritical faces. The entire Jiang family has no longer anyone I miss. The so-called family affection has been buried in the soil with the death of my mother.

I practiced desperately and tortured myself desperately. I was afraid that this was just a short time, a dream. I wish I could use all my time in the day and dare not waste it at all, until I found out that this was true. They wanted to use me as a bond with the Feng family.

So, the demons in my heart began to spread. I beat all the people in the Jiang family who had bullied me and looked down on me. They dared not speak out. No one in the family blamed them. There were even adults who came forward to blame them and encouraged me to fight well. It was ridiculous. It was obviously my fault, but I was unreasonable. At that moment, I even hoped that someone would come forward to blame me, punish me, and let me know that I was still part of them, not a beautifully packaged gift to be given."

"I got the nickname of a tiger, and it became more arrogant and domineering, but no one knew how uncomfortable I felt in my heart behind the rampantness. I kept telling myself that this is not the real me, but another voice told me that if you are strong, others will be weak, afraid of you and dare not bully you. If you are weak, others will overwhelm you and bully you again.

So, in front of others, I always look like a proud and complacent playboy, like a man but not a man, like a woman but not a woman. You made me successful, but also hurt me. I also know in my heart that everything I have now depends on you. This makes me feel very inferior, but it is a fact that can never be changed."

I was in a state of disagreement with all the people in the family, and I also knew how they cursed me and cursed me in the most vicious language behind them. However, when I walked up to them, I greeted me with a smile on my face. The entire Jiang family was lying to me, and even I was lying to myself. I would rather be a dream full of lies everywhere.

Sometimes, I want to escape from this family and escape from my inferiority complex towards you. I admit that I am willful and even want to die outside. However, why do you have to be so kind to me and compromise with me? It should be that I am smiling and please you. It is that I am afraid of losing all this. Tell me, why?"

Feng Xuanyi looked at Jiang Yufei excited and felt extremely sad at this moment: "Maybe it was when you were a child that time, you hugged me and cried, maybe it was me at the Jiang family, and you were going to be my future wife, your cute and cute look. At that time, I knew that I wanted to protect you from being bullied, not being sad, and happy. In fact, I have been enjoying myself for so many years, so just think I am masochist."

After Feng Xuanyi finished speaking, Jiang Yufei burst into tears and laughed, but soon her mouth pouted again.

"Thank you, Brother Xuan Yi, I thought I could continue to be so willful, but over the years, I have never thought of harming someone. Even those in that tribe who once bullied me or even hid in secret, I know, but I have not exposed them.

However, Su Yan was killed by me. I never thought of harming him. In Pingyang City, I was rude. You and him were both following me, taking care of me, and letting me make a fool of myself, especially watching him make all kinds of things, it felt so novel.

At that time, I was wondering what kind of person he was. Until that drunken time, Brother Xuan Yi, you might not believe it. When I woke up, I saw you hugging me, I was not angry, not at all, and there was even a hint of sweetness.

But I am used to being willful and always have to post a message. Even if I watch him call me a tigress in the message, at least, at this moment, I feel real and equal.

Even when I met Su Yan at the Shangguan family in Zhongzhou, although I was whispering on the surface, I was very happy at that moment. He was already another friend I really longed for besides Jing'er's cousin, Shangguan and you.

Brother Xuan Yi, I have too few friends. I can believe it. You are the only three of you who can believe it. I just want to play with him. I never thought about harming him. Seeing the secret realm collapsed and watching him get poisoned by me, I regretted that I was hurting him, it was because of me, Brother Xuan Yi, I dreamed of him several times at night and ran to me with blood on my face. I really didn't mean it, I didn't mean it." Jiang Yufei said at the end, crying in a daze. Feng Xuanyi hugged her and leaned against her chest, with red eyes.

"I know, I know."

Not far behind him, Gu Jing watched the two of them suddenly hugged each other, her eyes widened, and even the petals that had just been picked at the corner of her mouth fell down in shock.
Chapter completed!