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Chapter 30 Masks

Fang Chang went up to the combat self-study classroom and practiced hard. In fact, he could win this time. If he used the beast transformation, his hands and feet would grow sharp claws. In the beast transformation, his movement speed would be faster and more agile. The attack of the sharp claws could easily tear the Qingniu's body apart. However, Fang Chang did not want to use the power of the Eight-Chang Decision and no longer planned to use it.

I practiced until noon and my spiritual power was consumed, so I just took a break.

Fang Chang took the lunch box and ran to the rooftop. There were few people on the rooftop, which was the best place for him to eat now. If he was in the flower bed, as long as he was caught, those people would inevitably chatter around him. At that time, he could not escape even if he wanted to eat.

After getting on the rooftop, I found that Zhou Qing was not here. Maybe yesterday's incident affected her. The girl was thin-skinned and didn't want others to find out that she had eaten bread at noon. Fang Chang felt that she had done something bad by accident, and that people might not come up again in the future. Where should such a little girl hide in to eat?

Fang Changzai was a little annoyed, but just thinking about it, he immediately put it behind his mind. His moral values ​​were really not high. Although Zhou Qing was a bit beautiful, if she was another boy, she would think about how to compensate her. After all, she was a beauty, but Fang Changzai was not another boy. He was Fang Changzai, and Fang Changzai was the one who was lonely.

"Hey, can you sit next to you?"

"Uh..." Fang Chang looked up and suddenly saw Zhou Qing appearing in front of him. He couldn't help but look at her in confusion. This was different from what he imagined.

Before Fang Chang could answer, Zhou Qing sat straight next to him and took out his sandwich openly.

"I didn't want to be discovered by anyone, I felt too embarrassed."

Fang Chang moved his position, and he was not used to being too close to girls. However, after feeling the heat emitted by Zhou Qing, Fang Chang moved to the side again and moved directly away from three decimeters.

Zhou Qing didn't care and said while eating: "I grew up in a single-parent family. My mother worked hard to raise me alone. I know it's not easy for my mother. I dare not ask for more... I have been ridiculed and ridiculed. You know, it's really not easy for poor families. Everyone says that studying hard can change their destiny in the future. But when I really practiced, I realized how far the gap between myself and others was. Even one credit and one credit were so difficult for me. Cultivation... It's so tiring~~ It's so difficult~~ I even thought about committing suicide the day before yesterday, so that I would not have to worry and I could be free."

"Why do you have to be looked down upon when you are poor? Why do you have to be ridiculed when you are weak? Why does this world be so unfair to a girl like me? I have thought about it many times, and I have even thought about betraying myself to get money and resources to satisfy my vanity, so that others can no longer laugh at me."

"Yesterday, I stood in that position."

Zhou Qing pointed to the opposite side of the balcony, her eyes were slightly red, and continued, "I was facing the most important choice in my life yesterday. When I was in junior high school, an old man proposed to take care of me. As long as I was willing to follow him, he could provide me with my high school cultivation resources and give me five spirit gathering pills or equivalent items every month. Five spirit gathering pills~~~ It will cost at least 150,000 yuan, and 150,000 yuan a month, and all I need to pay is... myself."

"I was struggling, thinking about it over and over again, to be honest, it was really tempting, especially for people like me. But at that time you came in from the door, ignored me at all, and just sat in this place to take care of your own meals. My subconscious reaction was that I didn't want you to see me eating bread. Later, I thought about it carefully and realized why I cared, because I still have dignity and don't want to be looked down upon. So I didn't want to be seen by you or discovered by you. If I surrender, I would even betray my dignity and I would really have nothing."

Zhou Qing looked at Fang Changzai, and his eyes made Fang Changzai at a loss. He didn't know what to say, so he subconsciously extended his bento to her.

However, what Fang Changzai was thinking in his heart was "Don't touch my bento, I'm just polite!!!"

Zhou Qing was also stunned. Fang Chang found an opportunity and said quickly: "It doesn't matter if you don't want to eat, then I'll continue......"

Unexpectedly, Zhou Qing laughed and grabbed it with her hands without even washing her hands. Fang Changzai's heart was broken, and the villain in her heart was shouting, "Your sister!! I laughed at me!!! My honey ham sausage, thick lion's head!!!"

"It's delicious, did you make it yourself?" Zhou Qing didn't forget to suck her fingers after eating. Zhou Qing smiled very charmingly, and her finger-sucking appearance added a lot of points to her charm.

Fang Chang was looking at the ruined lunch box and wanted to chop off his hand that he had just reached out for death, but he forced a smile on his face and replied: "My mother did it, just like you."

"You are such a good person."

“I don’t want to be a good person…”

"ah?"

Fang Chang pointed to the sky while talking, saying, "You see, it is a high-altitude super shuttle! The speed of the super shuttle can reach 700 kilometers per hour, and it can also rise to a height of 10,000 meters. You can see white clouds lingering around you, which is simply awesome!"

Zhou Qing smiled faintly and said, "I really want to be able to take the Super Shuttle one day."

"Fang Changzai, I really admire you. Everyone in the class is talking about you behind your back, and as long as you nod, you can become the most eye-catching person in the class. But you don't care, you don't care about other people's opinions at all, be yourself, and not be influenced by others. It would be great if I could be like you."

Fang Changzai was stunned for a moment and sighed, "It's not that I don't care. How can people not care about others' views at all in life? Personal value is not defined by themselves, but is determined by ordinary people in the world. Other people's views on themselves are your image in this world. No matter whether you are really that kind of person or not, your ideas really don't matter. It's just that my image in the eyes of others will not harm myself, so I do this. I will choose which one of the images are more beneficial to me. People are hypocritical, and when facing different groups, they have to wear different masks."

"So what if I admit it in this matter? What's the benefit for me? Will other students give me credit after I admit it? It's better to have less things than more. Now what I need is not attention, but peace. For peace, I don't mind being a cold-faced god, not being unkind, even if I'm disgusted, it's better to be a bad person."

Zhou Qing looked at Fang Changzai and couldn't speak for a long time.

"You're such a weird guy."
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