Chapter 118 The Past That Can't Look Back
"Sister Zhou Qing, I'm sorry, it's my fault. Don't be angry, okay? You two have made it like this, making it look like I've been a bad guy."
Zhang Yayuan has been with Zhou Qing these days. Zhou Qing stopped cooking and took her to the canteen every day. Zhang Yayuan originally came to the canteen every day to eat. But it would be very painful to have to eat with someone who is dark and unspeakable every day.
If this happens in one or two days, it would be fine, but now it is the fifth day. Fang Chang tried to buy flowers to please Zhou Qing under the persuasion of Zhang Yayuan, but was rejected by Zhou Qing.
The funniest thing is that Fang Chang left the idiot after being rejected and said that he would wait for Zhou Qing to disappear. This statement is really annoying to laugh at her. You are waiting, and she is waiting again. Then do you still want this relationship!! You don’t know how hard and tiring this middleman is, right?
What’s even more funny is that after Fang Chang ate twice in the canteen, Hanwei asked the servants to bring him an extra meal, and he was taken away.
What does this person think!!! Well, Hanwei is all top chefs at home, and the food is delicious. You often do not get used to being spoiled and not being used to eating at the canteen. It is understandable, but it is understandable!
You refused me at least once or twice, pretending to be very reluctant! You were taken away by Han Wei's meal. What do you think your girlfriend will think!!!
"It's all his fault. He doesn't care about me at all. The thing he likes me is that I know how to cook. Now that someone else cooks for him, I'll have nothing to do with me."
Zhou Qing sneered.
Oh, this is an emotional crisis - why did I encounter such a thing!!
Zhang Yayuan bit his finger, glanced at Zhou Qing, and lowered his head again, "Aren't boys all like this? No, don't get me wrong. I didn't say that he was seduced by Sister Hanwei, Fang Changzai is not that kind of person, and Sister Hanwei is not that kind of person, although they are quite a match."
"Um?"
"Ahem!!!"
Zhang Yayuan's back was cold because Zhou Qing saw it. Damn, why did she talk so much?
"I said that you and Fang Changzai are so compatible, no one can break up. I think people are still very accurate. Although Fang Changzai's temperament has changed a lot, his essence will not change. He is still the Fang Changzai who fascinated thousands of girls at the time, the dedicated and unswerving Fang Changzai."
Zhou Qing sneered: "Zhenyi? If Zhongyi, how could he be separated from his previous one?"
I'm stepping on the thunder again! Why am I so mean!!
Zhang Yayuan slapped her mouth a few times, "Who can tell the love clearly? When you love it, you will be inexplicably confused when you break up."
"Let's go to death? Haha... Why didn't he love me? It's been almost two months now, so we just held hands and hugged less than five times."
"First kiss?" Zhang Yayuan tentatively said.
"It's still here." Zhou Qing gritted her teeth.
Oh, this is too unresponsible! What is this Fang Chang in love for? Just to eat and drink for free? I am a woman, and I am angry!!!
Besides, most boys should be exposed to things with color at this age. Anyone who is as innocent as her knows those things. Will Fang Changzai not know? Or he knows, but he is not interested. What is this wrong? Even if you want to play with Zhou Qing's relationship, at least you will do something before you can talk about it. Ah~~~ I don't understand!!! Who are these people!!!
"Okay, I think about it, let me sort it out."
Zhang Yayuan took a deep breath and tried to sort out his thoughts. "First of all, Fang Chang concealed the fact that he had a girlfriend before, so you got angry. This is the origin of everything."
Zhou Qing said coldly: "He doesn't love me."
"Okay, assuming, I assume he doesn't love you. Then why should he be with you and take you to meet your parents?" Zhang Yayuan asked back.
Zhou Qing murmured, "It's good to lie to me."
Zhang Yayuan rolled her eyes and said, "What are you lying to you? You don't lie to you, you don't lie to you, you don't lie to you, you really lie to you to be his cook?"
"Back to the topic, why did Fang Chang hide that person, and how did they break up? I guess... Maybe something happened when they separated, which made Fang Chang look back and didn't even want to think about it. Then it would be understandable to hide it. Otherwise, he would not need to lie to you. He would definitely not say it because he didn't want to say it, for some reason."
"Think about it carefully. You said he doesn't love you, but if he doesn't love you, why should he help you everywhere? If it weren't for him, Sister Zhou Qing, you wouldn't get a ranking, right? If it weren't for him, Sister Zhou Qing wouldn't be able to get into the elite squad, right? Isn't the deputy squad just want to keep you by your side? Don't you just want to make you better? To be honest, I really envious of Sister Zhou Qing, being able to enter the elite squad is equivalent to taking a big step towards success. After all, as long as the deputy squad leads the team personally, as long as you work hard enough, the above average evaluation is at least, right?"
Zhou Qing became much more angry, but suddenly became anxious again, "You mean I am not worthy of him?"
"Huh?? No! Of course not!!"
Zhang Yayuan coughed twice and quickly changed the topic, "There is no doubt that he loves you, but something must have happened to him, which caused him not to say that he would rather deceive you, and would rather risk breaking up than hide things. Now, if Sister Zhou Qing wants to be a good girlfriend, she should respect his wishes and give him some space."
Zhou Qing thought for a long time, then suddenly looked up and said, "Do you know who that woman is?"
Zhang Yayuan thought for a while and said, "Of course, she was also my classmate at that time, and she was also the beauty of our class. She was sunny and bright, and she had a smile on her face. She was a perfect girl who could not be disgusted with her life."
"Her name."
"Zhang Shushan."
......
"Zhang Shushan..."
"What a familiar name. It's been three years. If you don't say it, I really have to forget it. Come in, what's the name?"
A girl of the same age with a erythema on her face invited Zhou Qing into the house.
"My name is Zhou Qing, Yayuan should have mentioned me to you, right?"
"Well, I know. You can call me Xiao An, I am a primary school classmate in Yayuan."
Xiao An asked Zhou Qing to sit opposite him.
"I heard you want to inquire about Shanshan."
Xiao An had a trace of recollection on his face, and a deep sadness was hidden in his eyes.
"How is Changzao now?"
"Do you know that you are always there?" Zhou Qing said in surprise.
Xiao An nodded, "Yayuan is actually not very familiar with me, we just have a contact information. Since we graduated from elementary school, this is the first time she has come to contact me on her own initiative. She mentioned a long-lost name to me, which reminded me of the things that happened at that time... Alas... Shanshan, often stayed, Doden right couple."
"Shanshan is my best friend. She joined our class in the third grade. Shanshan is beautiful, dressed up properly, and has a good temperament. In everyone's eyes, she is an absolute goddess. It's hard to imagine why a little girl has that charm. It's a charm that makes people jealous and want to take care of."
Xiao An pursed her lips and showed a trace of recollection. "At that time, Shanshan and I were the same deskmates, so I could become her friends. She would tell me everything, so happy and unhappy, but this little girl was too terrible, and she would make some ridiculous things from time to time. Because there were many boys who like her, there were too many people in her own class and in the next class. This girl would occasionally make pranks and play with these people who pursue her, so that they could get out of trouble. But even so, there were still many crazy bees and butterflies."
"At that time, Shanshan thought of an idea, and turned the finger to a person who could withstand the crazy bees and waves butterflies."
Xiao An smiled, "You guessed it right, that person is Chang Zai. Chang Zai is a sensible figure in our school. He is not very handsome, but he has a good temperament, a good personality, and is smart. He has a small group around him, and this team has become a force that swept our primary school. Solve the bullying incidents in the school, beat senior students in the upper grades, and take the students of our school to beat junior high school students. According to Chang Zai, he wants to be the school's order and give everyone a healthy and fair learning environment."
"Shanshan claimed to be her boyfriend, and then many dramatic things happened. They went around and fell together...a pair made of heaven and earth."
After saying this, Xiao An was in a long period of silence. He illuminated a cigarette in his hand and swung the cigarettes in his mouth one by one.
"I witnessed their stories, and I thought I could continue to witness them. When I grew up, I became Shanshan's bridesmaid and accompanied her..."
This time, Xiao An was silent for a longer time, and his eyes gradually became wet.
Finally, the hoarse sound was like a devil poking out his sharp claws and making a hoarse sound in his throat.
Dada... Dada...
It is the sound of the clock, the sound of water drops, or the sound of heartbeat. The devil is clenching his heart, blowing cold and wet gas in his ears, and the sound of demise lingers in his ears.
"She died and committed suicide."
The rain moistens everything silently, but at this moment the rain is not moist, it is cold, the bone-black cold.
"Sister Changzai, do you know this?"
"Do you... still know... I've been avoiding this situation, I've always thought I could protect him and stop him from seeing the people involved, but I'm afraid...How did you know that?"
“…”
Zhou Qing's nails were slashing her knees back and forth, and gradually her knees were cut with blood. She didn't come back to her senses until she got bleeding.
"Chang Zai, he... Before we confirmed the relationship, he said that he felt sorry for someone with me, as if someone was waiting for him."
A crystal tears flashed across Fang Changle's eyes, gradually blurring his vision.
"Later, he told me... he had nightmares all the time. In the dream, there was a little girl wearing pink clothes and couldn't see clearly. She said over and over again... Brother, brother. He was afraid that you would worry, so he never dared to tell you, the little girl in the dream..."
"Yes." Fang Changle bit his lip and bit his fingers with big mouthfuls, but he still couldn't help but choke.
Chapter completed!