Chapter 947 What is her relationship with Li Youlin?(1/2)
After several nights, she finally felt sleepy, but she woke up from various nightmares, waking up, repeatedly, and then she would have a split headache and a trance.
Sometimes, she will wake up from a nightmare and will not be able to get out of the trance for a long time, and then she will start to be unable to tell the difference and begin to doubt whether it is a nightmare or an hallucination.
Ji Weiran began to become exhausted, and coupled with lack of sleep, she became very mentally poor and her face was never as ugly as before. She even got distracted several times during the commercial shooting.
This situation will never happen to her.
Yang Lan also noticed something was wrong with her and asked her privately if she had a bad rest or if she was under too much pressure.
Ji Weiran couldn't say anything about the nightmare, and in the end she just said she didn't have a good rest. In addition, she forced herself to devote herself to it and no longer get distracted.
She vaguely felt that the roles in the previous movie had a great influence, and she still couldn't get out. That day she was going to see a psychologist, but she didn't expect to meet Aunt Qiao and Gu Yan. So after learning about such a big impact, she forgot about that matter.
After thinking about her own situation, Ji Weiran decided to ask for a psychologist as soon as possible after she got back from work. She didn't want to delay any further.
A week later, the work was completely over.
Ji Weiran and his group returned to Qingcheng.
Unfortunately, the psychologist was on a business trip with an important matter at the moment, and the time she was on the business trip conflicted with the time she wanted to make an appointment, so Ji Weiran had to make another appointment.
The next day was the time when Jiang Yuchen's new movie started. She had to join the group early in the morning, so she did not have dinner with Yang Lan and Xiao Tang, and wanted to go back and rest early.
When the car entered Tingxi Apartment, for some reason, Ji Weiran felt a brief trance and felt even more indescribable. This emotion continued until the elevator reached the floor, and when he saw the sound of the door opening, he reached the peak of sourness and discomfort.
The sound... came from the apartment opposite her.
That was Li Youlin's house.
When this thought arose, Ji Weiran's breathing stagnated, his body suddenly became stiff, and even his nerves became tense.
She forgot to move, and just stared at the door for a moment.
One second, two seconds...
"Mr. Ji...Teacher Ji?!"
Unfamiliar voice, unfamiliar young face.
Ji Weiran was even more in a trance, and almost at the same time, a sour and bloating feeling filled her chest, making her so stuffy that she was almost unable to breathe.
who is she?
For a moment, she was full of this thought, and then, she couldn't control her random thoughts, and the person in front of her came out of Li Youlin's house...
What is their relationship?
Is it his new girlfriend?
still……
"Teacher Ji, you...hello!"
The crisp sound comes from far to near, and if you listen carefully, you can still hear the slight tremor in it.
But Ji Weiran didn't hear it at all. She just... looked at the little girl in front of her without blinking.
"Teacher Ji, are you okay?"
The sound came again.
Ji Weiran finally realized her incompetence.
"Sorry, it's okay, thank you." Her heart pounded. She was a little incoherent and nervous, but more of it was afraid, fearing the relationship between the person in front of her and Li Youlin, "You...you..."
"I've just moved here for two days!" The little girl was very thoughtful and blinked playfully, and explained with a smile, "I didn't expect to see you, Teacher Ji today. What a coincidence! I became a neighbor with Teacher Ji! Teacher Ji, please take care of me in the future! Ah, by the way, Teacher Ji, I am also your fan, I... I'm going to tell you, I entered the entertainment industry because you are my idol..."
What else she said later? Ji Weiran seemed to be unable to hear it anymore. The only thing that was clear and echoed in her mind was her sentence-
"I've just moved here for two days."
She lives here, so...
Where is Li Youlin?
The chest suddenly felt uncomfortable, and his breathing seemed to be getting worse and worse. In the end, Ji Weiran no longer cared about losing her composure and almost fled back to her home.
"Click."
The door is closed.
She heard her crazy heartbeat, and under the turmoil, there was dull pain.
With his back against the door panel, Ji Weiran fell into a state of loss and did not move for a long time.
That night, she had insomnia again and had nightmares again.
"ah!"
Ji Weiran woke up from the nightmare again.
She gasped with a big mouthful of breath, and cold sweat was spreading on her forehead. She unconsciously grabbed the collar of her pajamas with one hand.
Too real.
That fear... is too real.
Even in this darkness, she actually had a dream that the woman and the baby were in the room, beside her.
Ji Weiran's breathing became more and more rapid.
With a "bang", she turned on the lights in the room, as if only in this way could she get rid of that fear.
Then until dawn, she did not close her eyes again.
Insomnia and nightmare. The next day, she felt particularly tired. When she saw her haggard appearance in the mirror, she was stunned. In the end, she could only cover her with cosmetics.
But cosmetics are not omnipotent.
As soon as she arrived on the set, she saw Jiang Yuchen frowning and looking up and down.
"What's wrong with you? Your face is so ugly?"
Ji Weiran subconsciously touched her face. After several seconds, she made a hoarse voice: "Is it very... obvious?"
Jiang Yuchen frowned even more. He put down the things in his hand and pulled her aside: "You ask me if it is obvious? Didn't you look in the mirror before you go out?"
"Searched..."
Looking at the black green that could not be covered by her eyes, what happened in Jiang Yuchen's heart.
"Is the pressure too much?" Before she could answer, he continued in a deep voice, "If it is too much pressure, I suggest you do a psychological assessment. If you don't sleep well, then adjust as soon as possible. You should know how busy you are next. I don't want your body to hold on."
Ji Weiran knew that he was caring for himself, and he was right. She also knew that the root cause of her emotional misconduct recently was that she was too stressed and had never come out of that role.
Can……
Somehow, she always had no choice but to talk about that nightmare.
She lowered her head and whispered: "I've made an appointment with a psychologist, but she hasn't come back yet if she has something to do. I'll wait next week..."
"Look for my elder brother."
Words are blocked.
Of course, Ji Weiran knew that his eldest brother was Lu Yu. Although Lu Yu had been abroad before and had not long returned to Qingcheng, his fame and professional abilities were beyond doubt.
She actually knew that before the psychologist came back, Lu Yu was the only one who could trust her. She also knew that it would be better not to delay her situation.
Can……
"I……"
"I'm afraid I'll meet my third brother?"
A faint voice fell on the top of the head.
Ji Weiran looked up suddenly, and when he touched Jiang Yuchen's eyes, he hurriedly moved away, looking like he was clearly thinking about the central thought.
"No." She subconsciously denied.
Jiang Yuchen stared at her and finally said: "Don't worry, no one will see him when he is working, and the third brother will not look for him for no reason. You can't meet him."
Can't touch...
yes.
Ji Weiran couldn't help but think that she really couldn't meet her. Since that hospital, she and Li Youlin hadn't seen each other for more than half a month. Except for the WeChat message he sent, there was no contact.
He was like... disappeared in his own life, just like after returning from Shenzhen, the two deliberately avoided each other.
The fingers held together were tightened unconsciously and tightened. Ji Weiran felt a little cold inexplicably, and more of them were actually... uncomfortable.
Obviously, this shouldn't be and can't be done.
The chest was suffocating, and she tried hard to restrain herself and whispered: "...I know, I will go and see it."
"Director Jiang!"
Someone was calling not far away.
Jiang Yuchen heard it, but his eyes always fell on the person in front of him: "If you can't hold on, go early. I can accompany you and don't joke about your own body. Similarly, you should also know that in my crew, I won't want to see anyone dragging the progress. Do you understand?"
"I know……"
To be continued...