Chapter 895 She is just a substitute
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Li Youlin still left.&1t;/p>
Zhao Wanyan didn't wait for his answer, and he didn't even look at her again.&1t;/p>
Sitting on the bed in a daze, she burst into tears, drop after drop, and not long after, the tears wet the quilt.&1t;/p>
In such a huge apartment, there is nothing else except her crying.&1t;/p>
"Youlin..."&1t;/p>
She whispered his name over and over again, feeling an indescribable empty heart.&1t;/p>
"Click——"&1t;/p>
I don’t know how long it took, but a sound came from the door.&1t;/p>
The crying stopped, joy and excitement flashed in his eyes, Zhao Wanyan looked up suddenly.&1t;/p>
"You..."&1t;/p>
The voice came to an abrupt end.&1t;/p>
Not him.&1t;/p>
No...&1t;/p>
The expectation dissipated, and the disappointment was airtight and surrounded Zhao Wanyan.&1t;/p>
Sobbing, she fell into confusion, confused, and like a walking corpse.&1t;/p>
"Miss Zhao," the nanny, Aunt Xu, walked in with a glass of milk. She looked at the person on the bed, wanted to speak, but finally handed over the milk. "Mr. Li told you to drink a glass of milk before going to bed."&1t;/p>
Youlin…&1t;/p>
Suddenly, he heard his name, but it was like a needle stabbing into his heart.&1t;/p>
Pain.&1t;/p>
It hurts so much...&1t;/p>
In the end, she couldn't hold back any longer. Tears broke through, and she cried in a daze.&1t;/p>
"He doesn't love me anymore... He doesn't love me anymore. He falls in love with others. It's me... it's me that... He doesn't love me anymore..." The way he looked before leaving appeared clearly in his mind, and her chest hurts.&1t;/p>
No one helps her or accompany her. Now, she only has her own pain and pain.
But...&1t;/p>
She is so sad.&1t;/p>
"It hurts so much here, it hurts..." She looked at Aunt Xu and pointed at her heart and sobbed, "It hurts... He is gone, he doesn't love me anymore..."&1t;/p>
It seemed like she wanted to cry out all the pain over this period of time. In a few seconds, her eyes were red and swollen, making people feel heartbroken.&1t;/p>
"Miss Zhao," Aunt Xu sighed and put the milk aside, "If you are sad, you can tell me everything. I won't tell others. It will be depressed all the time to hold it in my heart. Those who care about you will worry about being sad."&1t;/p>
Zhao Wanyan's eyes were dim: "The people who care about me..."&1t;/p>
"Yes, like Mr. Li..."&1t;/p>
"No!" As if stimulated, Zhao Wanyan interrupted her suddenly and spoke again, and a lot of pain was added to her voice, "He has long since stopped caring about me, no longer caring..."&1t;/p>
Over and over again, she repeated.&1t;/p>
Aunt Xu wanted to speak but stopped, but in the end, she asked with distress: "Ms. Zhao, do you love Mr. Li?"&1t;/p>
"Love...I love him..." Zhao Wanyan took her words without any hesitation, and her memories surged, she cried and laughed, "How could she not love him? But...but he didn't believe it anymore, it was me who hurt him too deeply, it was me who pushed him to Ji Weiran, it was me who... But I really loved him..."&1t;/p>
Her whole face was buried in her palm, and she cried so hard that she was trembling.&1t;/p>
"It's my fault...my fault...I shouldn't be unable to see my own feelings clearly, I shouldn't be using him, I thought...I thought I was just a friend of him, I thought he couldn't take me seriously, I thought... When I understand, it's too late, and he doesn't love me anymore..."&1t;/p>
The crying gradually lowered, but the sadness around her increased instead of reducing. Even the air was filled with her helplessness and regret.&1t;/p>
"It's me that I was wrong... I shouldn't have done so many things. Grandpa... Qingsui... He... In the end he left me, and there are children... I have been punished so much, why... Why can't he give me another chance? I love him, I can't... without him, I can't..."&1t;/p>
She said it hard, and every time she said a word, she felt more sad, and eventually drowned her.&1t;/p>
She thought of him again, and thought of...&1t;/p>
"Miss Zhao, in my opinion, Mr. Li...is not that he won't give you a chance, but..."&1t;/p>
With a sigh, I fell to my ears.&1t;/p>
Zhao Wanyan stopped crying.&1t;/p>
"You...what did you say?!" As if a drowning man saw the last hope, she suddenly raised her head and grabbed Aunt Xu's hand, her wide eyes filled with her hope.&1t;/p>
"Miss Zhao," Aunt Xu patted her hands, "Listen to me..."&1t;/p>
"You said! You said!"&1t;/p>
Aunt Xu looked at her with pity in her eyes: "Miss Zhao, you don't know, my little daughter, is similar to you. At that time, I was young and couldn't see my feelings clearly. I missed a man who loved her. That man also loved my little daughter, but not long after I proposed to end it completely, I was ready to agree to another girl."&1t;/p>
Zhao Wanyan's breathing stagnated: "And...what?"&1t;/p>
"Then... When I lost it just now, I cried and made a fuss, and kept blaming and regretting myself. In just one week, I lost several pounds. I felt distressed, but I couldn't do anything about it."&1t;/p>
Aunt Xu sighed: "Later I couldn't stand it anymore, so I told her that crying is useless. I really love him and I really regret it. Then I will find a way to make up for it and see if it can be saved. It will be better to regret it for the rest of my life."&1t;/p>
"But," she shook her head again, "The man already has a girlfriend around him, and he was hurt too deeply by my daughter. No matter how my daughter recovered, he didn't let go. He told my daughter that he was afraid, he was afraid that she was just not used to it, and that he was still a spare tire."&1t;/p>
Zhao Wanyan felt her heart hurt more and more, as if there were a lot of needles pricking her.&1t;/p>
Isn't this...&1t;/p>
"He...they..."&1t;/p>
A happy smile appeared on Aunt Xu's face. She looked at Zhao Wanyan with a gentle tone: "I have been going around for a few years and finally got together again this year. It's not easy."&1t;/p>
"Together..."&1t;/p>
"Yeah."&1t;/p>
Zhao Wanyan didn't move.&1t;/p>
Aunt Xu squatted down and grabbed her hand to comfort her: "Ms. Zhao, I told you about this because I want you to know that you are very similar to my daughter, and Mr. Li is also very similar to that man. I just said, Mr. Li is not giving you a chance, nor is he talking nonsense without speculation."&1t;/p>
Hope to return to his eyes, Zhao Wanyan held Aunt Xu's hand with her backhand.&1t;/p>
"Really...really?!"&1t;/p>
Aunt Xu nodded: "Of course, I said, that man didn't agree to my daughter at first. First, he was afraid of repeating the same mistakes. Second, he had a girlfriend around him at that time. Young Master Li, it was actually the same."&1t;/p>
"Same..."&1t;/p>
"Yes," Aunt Xu sighed, "Although I don't know what's going on between you, I know almost everything after hearing you just now. It's really similar. At the beginning, you couldn't see your own feelings clearly, hurt Mr. Li, and did something that I'm sorry for him. Now, you regret it, but Mr. Li has other people around him, right?"&1t;/p>
With a word, there were other people around him, Zhao Wanyan's tears were once again raised, like a pearl with a broken thread, and she couldn't stop it.&1t;/p>
"Miss Zhao, don't cry," Seeing this, Aunt Xu hurriedly sucked the napkin next to her and wiped her tears, wiping and comforting her, "You listen to me first."&1t;/p>
Tears were even more intense, and Zhao Wanyan nodded urgently.&1t;/p>
Aunt Xu wiped her tears with heartache and said, "Actually, Mr. Li loves you. How could she say that she has so many years of love? It is said that we women are in love, but many times, men are more affectionate than women. Although people outside say that Mr. Li has been constantly with women for so many years and is an absolute playboy, but Miss Zhao, the more she looks hanged, the deeper she is. Young Master Li is actually such a person."&1t;/p>
Sighing, pausing, she said again: "Although I don't know what Miss Zhao did to sorry for him, I guess he must have hurt him deeply, right? Otherwise, he wouldn't be so heartless."&1t;/p>
He hurts him very deeply...&1t;/p>
Unexpectedly, those memories are evoked.&1t;/p>
Zhao Wanyan's face turned pale: "I..."&1t;/p>
Aunt Xu patted her hand: "Although men are affectionate, men also need face. He was hurt so deeply by you, so he must no longer believe you. It is a bit painful. Even if it has been a long time, it cannot be smoothed out."&1t;/p>
Zhao Wanyan's face turned pale, and her face was filled with panic and helplessness: "Then...what should I do? I really know I was wrong, I..."&1t;/p>
"Mr. Li may hate you now, but more of it is love. But he doesn't know how to continue loving you, or he hesitates whether he should continue to love you."&1t;/p>
"But he said it himself..."&1t;/p>
"Men's words can't be believed sometimes," Aunt Xu shook her head, "If he doesn't love you, how could he bring you here? How could he ask me to take care of you? If he doesn't love you, why should he still care about your affairs? If he doesn't love you, he won't care about Fang Bo's affairs, right? I heard those nurses say that Fang Bo was critically ill today, and Young Master Li rushed over immediately when he received the call. He and Fang Bo were not close to him. If it weren't for you, how could he be so anxious? He could let his assistant come, don't you?"&1t;/p>
One sentence after another came into my ears, and Zhao Wanyan's originally dim eyes lit up little by little.&1t;/p>
As if she suddenly came back to her senses, she stared at Aunt Xu in a hurry: "You... are you serious? Ke Ji... Ji..."&1t;/p>
"Men can't forget the first woman they fall in love with. He told you that he fell in love with others. I guess he should be angry. After all, you have been in love for so many years, and he can't forget you in such a short time. If so, why didn't he fall in love with others in the four years you went abroad?"&1t;/p>
"He..."&1t;/p>
"And I also heard that Miss Ji debuted under your name. Many people say that she looks like you. Maybe Mr. Li just likes this. She is just a substitute."&1t;/p>
"Stander..."&1t;/p>
"Yes, a substitute, it's obvious." Aunt Xu comforted her, looking at her with heartache, "So, Miss Zhao, if you really regret it, there is still a chance. Take your time and let Mr. Li believe in your feelings, and he will return to you."&1t;/p>
Back to her...&1t;/p>
He still loves her...&1t;/p>
For a moment, Zhao Wanyan's confused mind was repeated over and over again. Gradually, her heartbeat began to increase, and she felt like something was about to come out.&1t;/p>
In a trance, she heard Aunt Xu say again—&1t;/p>
"Miss Zhao, drink the milk first, Young Master Li ordered before leaving."&1t;/p>
…&1t;/p>
The night is getting deeper.&1t;/p>
Nanyuan.&1t;/p>
Ji Weiran woke up from breathing difficulties.&1t;/p>
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Chapter completed!