Chapter 576 If you choose to leave, I won't wait for you
Xia Wan side, I happened to see the bright soft light in his eyes.
That's...
A kind of deep pampering that only those who love will have.
"Rebellious gentle little fairy?" She repeated softly, and Bo Yiqing's appearance appeared in her mind again.
Nan Chen turned his head and smiled slightly: "Yes."
Four eyes are opposite.
With absent from the indifference, his god is the gentleness that is rare in these years: "Your mother is a gentle family socialite on the surface, and no one who has seen her doesn't praise her like this. But only her very close friends know that there is a rebellious and restlessness hidden in her bones."
Xia Wan's eyelashes blinked.
so……
Nan Chen smiled and continued to recall: "You may not believe that the reason why your mother and I met was actually because of a racing race," he felt a little worried when talking about racing, "Of course, it's not a regular racing car."
Xia Wan was surprised: "Yes..."
"Yes, it's what you think," Nan Chen's eyes, "She and I are both contestants, but that time I participated for my brother, the first time. She has participated several times. Before that, every time, she was a champion. Such a fairy-like person would like such an exciting event, didn't you think?"
Xia Wan actually couldn't imagine it.
Such a little fairy, it turns out...
Unconsciously, a little excitement and yearning surged in her heart, and she couldn't help asking: "Then... in the end, did you win?"
Nan Chen nodded, with a faint smug look in his eyes, but more of them were still doting: "Well, I am the first and she is second, just a few seconds away, she lost to me. Your mother is very arrogant, and she sees me as a naughty face again, of course she is not convinced, so she must compete with me again."
Xia Wan seemed to be able to imagine that picture.
Being infected, the corners of her lips were bent.
Nan Chen looked into the distance, and there seemed to be a smile in his words: "I'm going to tell you, in fact, I'm treating your mother at first sight. When she got off the car, her arrogant look was unyielding, and she walked into my heart."
That year and that night were a beautiful memory he would never forget.
Because, he knew her.
"What happened later?"
"Later," Nan Chen was still recalling, "No matter how she provoked her, I didn't agree. She was so angry that she was almost forced to compete with me by pressing my head. Then I left."
He smiled and turned his head to look at Xia Wan: "Actually, I did it on purpose. At that time, I thought, if I agreed, if I lost, wouldn't I have a chance to see her in the future? So I didn't agree and waited for her to come to me on my own initiative."
"Sure enough, her son found a way to find my information the next day. You probably didn't expect that she, since she came to block me alone, was not afraid of what would happen if she was alone in a strange man's house."
While speaking, he laughed helplessly and shook his head.
Before Xia Wan asked, he continued: "I don't agree a day, so she blocks me once. Every time I meet, I like to bully her. I like to see her angry jumping, but she has to look like she looks very cute."
He smiled: After a few times, I was afraid that she would lose interest, so I agreed to compete with her again. But that time, there was a small accident and I was a little injured. Originally, she could win the first place. Who knew that after seeing me being injured, I stopped without saying a word and took me to the doctor in person."
Listening to his story, Xia Wan felt like she was watching the whole process of their happiness.
"After the doctor, are you... together?" She couldn't help asking.
Nan Chen nodded.
"Yes." The deeper the deeper in his eyes, he seemed to be a little proud. "I asked her why she gave up the championship that was within her reach. She evaded and insisted that she was afraid that I would die and that her championship would be unfair. After she finished speaking, I confessed to her. I told her that I like her, and she also liked me, otherwise she would not care so much about me."
He wouldn't forget that night.
He confessed that she was embarrassed and wanted to leave, but she was afraid, so she pulled her and refused to let her go, and even... kissed her.
"That period was the happiest day I have lived for so long." As the tone changed, his tone was low without any trace, and there seemed to be darkness and pain in his dark eyes.
Xia Wan followed her uncontrollably and said, "What happened later?"
Nanchen did not respond.
Xia Wan bit her lip apologetically: "Sorry..."
In just a few seconds, Nanchen Zhou seemed to be covered with darkness, which made people feel distressed.
"You are as smart as your mother..." Nan Chen looked at her, sighed and felt sad, "She is also very smart, but... something happened between us back then, and she... wanted to leave me."
He smiled bitterly: "I'm not afraid of you making fun of it. At that time, I was actually as arrogant as her. When two people were together, it was not enough to have feelings, but also needed to get in touch and trust. But she and I...we had a big fuss at that time. She was leaving, and I... I also said harsh things that shouldn't have been said. I said, if she left, I wouldn't wait for her again."
My hands were unconsciously clamped into fists. Even after so many years, every time I recalled, the pain was deeply rooted in my bones.
Xia Wan moved her lips and wanted to say something, but it was like she suddenly lost her voice. She couldn't speak, and she didn't know what she should say.
"you……"
Her head was slightly lowered, and all the conditioned reflexes in her eyes were sagging. Nan Chen was a little depressed: "She didn't know that at that time, I had already applied to the organization for marriage, and I thought..."
Even though I tried my best to control it, every word that followed still brought with melancholy and regret.
"She left. I looked for her friends, but no one knew where she went. She seemed to have disappeared. Later... Finally, there was news that she went out to school. The one who followed her was her fiancé." His fingertips turned slightly white. He closed his eyes, "I can't go out. Both of them are equally proud and no one bowed their heads, so we missed many years."
"I was so angry that I didn't take the initiative to look for her. I have been in the army all these years." Some of them were self-deprecating, but more of them were helpless and regretful. "Some time ago, my brother and sister-in-law contacted me and said... With her news, I told me that you might... be my son, so... I'm back."
What he didn't say was that the moment he heard the news, he actually retreated a little.
He has never been afraid of many dangerous tasks in recent years.
Ye, that moment.
He was afraid, afraid that he would be in vain in the end, and afraid... he could not accept that Xia Wan was not his son.
But in the end, he couldn't resist the thoughts he had towards her over the years, so he came back.
Even though I was still in a state of silence, I still... I was still a little resentful of her.
Her fists were clenched unconsciously, Nan Chen looked up at Xia Wan again, and spoke again, his voice silenced and tense: "I'm glad I'm back, otherwise, I might never know that she was...my fault..."
Four eyes are opposite.
Xia Wan still didn't know what to say: "You..."
"Do you blame me?"
Xia Wan was stunned.
Nan Chen smiled bitterly: "You should blame me. If... if pride was not caused by it back then, you should... be able to give you a complete and happy family. Wanwan, I..."
"I don't blame you."
Nan Chen's voice came to an abrupt end.
Xia Wan took a deep breath and smiled slightly: "Actually, when I first knew it was my own life, I really blamed you. At that time, I was so stubborn that I decided that you abandoned me and my mother. I think... I can't forgive me. During that period, a lot of things happened, and my own mood... was not good."
After pausing, she continued with relief: "But now, after listening to the story between you and your mother, I feel... although I have never met my mother, because of your memories, it seems... well, I know a lot about my mother, and even feel... she is right next to me."
Her eyes were softer a little bit, and she said, "At that time... you and your mother must have been very good, so they sucked each other, so they both stick to this feeling. Without you, there would be no me."
She said it sincerely and calmly, but in Nan Chen's eyes, the guilt in his heart became heavier.
"Wanwan..."
"Um."
Nan Chen opened his mouth. Facing this, he was really nervous and self-blame that he had never felt before.
"I'm sorry..." His eyes were very dark, and each one showed deep regret, "I... I...I haven't fulfilled my responsibility for you for a day. I'm sorry, it's up to you, it's up to you, but... I hope you, don't... don't blame your mother, she..."
The words were cut off.
"No," Xia Wan looked at him and said, "I said, I don't blame you, and of course I won't blame my mother. Now, I don't blame any of you."
After a pause, she put up the corners of her lips and looked grateful to her eyes, "I...I'm very glad that it's your son and your mother. I feel... very happy, really. You... don't have to blame yourself."
In his voice, Nan Chen's eyes suddenly lit up, and the originally dark god also became obvious: "Wanwan, you..."
"Don't believe it?" Xia Wan's skin tilted his head, wanting the atmosphere of the solar term.
Nan Chen's joy and excitement: "Believe! I believe! Of course!"
She didn't ask why she was separated. It was their privacy. One day she found her mother and believed them...
Sixu suddenly paused, and Xia Wan's breathing was slightly stagnant.
Retrieve your mom?
Nan Chen saw her deification at the first time and thought something had happened to her, and his heart tightened: "Wanwan, what's wrong?"
Xia Wanhu's ten fingers that were placed on the big one were clenched uncontrollably.
"Wanwan..."
Xia Wan didn't look at him, but just kept her eyes closed and asked softly: "Has she... said?"
Nan Shen Shen was slightly stiff.
Of course he knew who "she" was referring to.
Ye Qing.
To be precise, it is...Bo Yijin.
Chapter completed!