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Chapter 509 Why did we come this far?(1/2)

Four eyes are opposite.

The air seems silent.

In an instant, the scene of Li Youlin's mind suddenly appeared in his mind when he saw her in the hospital last night. She accused herself of her emotions out of control, and she let herself get out without any resentment, and...

Just the next moment, the assistant's words just now reappeared in his mind.

After several scenes, I can’t get rid of them.

Soon, guilt and depression grew again and invaded his limbs and bones.

Li Youlin moved his lips and wanted to say something, but facing her red, swollen but extremely cold eyes, she felt like a ball of cotton was blocked in her chest, heavy and stuffy.

"..." The word "you" had not been said yet, and the person in front of him stood up.

In the end, he struggled to squeeze out a few words from the depths of his throat: "You are in poor health, don't move around."

"Don't move around?" Zhao Wanyan repeated these words, her expression was always cold and aloof. But no matter how hard she held on, she could still resist the self-mockery that surged from her heart. She looked at him and suddenly smiled, "Are you caring about me? But Li Youlin, don't you think it's too fake?"

Li Youlin's thin lips suddenly tightened: "Wanyan..."

"Why do you lie to me?"

The atmosphere suddenly changed.

With a few steps between the two, he could clearly see all her emotional changes, even if... no matter how small it was.

In just a moment, the air seemed to be stained with sadness that radiated from her.

So strong.

It was like... when Mr. Zhao left, and... last night, he accused him of killing their children with his own hands.

Li Youlin's eyes turned dark.

In his sight, he saw her holding back her face and tilting her face, but even so, a tear still slid down from the corner of her eyes.

"I haven't lied to you." He said hoarsely.

A few simple words made Zhao Wan cry like rain in an instant.

"No?" One hand that fell beside her was clenched tightly into a fist, while the other hand covered her chest. She was still laughing, even though tears blurred her vision. "Are you all fake photos of you and Ji Weiran? Or do you want to tell me that those are all framed by others? You didn't kiss her, didn't hold her hand? Didn't hug her?!"

"I……"

"Li Youlin, I'm so easy to cheat?" His face turned pale little by little. Zhao Wanyan suddenly turned away, "While saying that she loved me, she couldn't get involved with Ji Weiran. Li Youlin, what do you think of me?"

Every time she said a word, her voice would become more dumb, and by the end, it became obscure and difficult to tell.

"Why... the hand that covered her chest tightly grabbed the clothes, she lowered her eyes as if she was mocking, "I admit that I didn't let go of Huo Qingsui completely. After all, I have been with him for so many years, but then I chose to be with you because I have you in my heart."

The last word that was light and fluttering was like a sharp knife, stabbing Li Youlin quickly and accurately.

It hurts him and suffocates him.

Such Zhao Wanyan...

What he wanted to say: "You..."

"Why, you and I have come to this point today?"

The rest of the words were blocked in the throat.

Step by step, Zhao Wanyan forced herself to approach slowly. She looked at him, her lips trembling so hard that she couldn't help but say: "Li Youlin, do you know? How complicated is my mood when I knew I was pregnant?"

child……

As soon as this word that belonged to the taboo of both of them penetrated into their ears, Li Youlin's breathing suddenly stopped!

"string together……"

Zhao Wanyan seemed to be unable to see the pain gathering in his eyes. She smiled, laughing sadly and mocked: "Even when Huo Qingsui promised me to be together, I was not that happy. I couldn't help but think that I have children, and it was you and my children. In the future, my blood and my blood will flow from him. Even if you never see me again, that's okay, I have children."

It seemed like a piece of white before her eyes, and she didn't know where she was.

Subconsciously, she stretched out one hand and grabbed the clothes of the person in front of her.

"But I am sad again. As soon as he was born, he was destined to have no father. I can't give him a complete home." The fingers holding his clothes were clenched one by one. Zhao Wanyan looked up, crying and laughing, "So I muster up the courage to find you. I want to tell you, I regret it. I want to marry you, I want to love you well, I want to tell you... we have children."

After she finished speaking, the scene of that night instantly occupied Li Youlin's brain.

It turned out that night, she came for the children.

But what about yourself?

He killed his own child.

personally……

The heart seemed to be torn hard by an invisible hand, and Li Youlin felt it hurt.

He wanted to speak, but he didn't know what he should say.

He could only watch her tears breaking again, and she burst into tears as if she had lost her last support, while her eyes looked at her... as full of hatred as yesterday.

Zhao Wanyan let him go, but she walked, but she was like a walking corpse and didn't know where she was her direction and her destination.

"Li Youlin, what's the difference between you and the executioner?" She looked at him and laughed, not knowing whether she was laughing at him or herself, "Li Youlin, I hate you, and said I love me, but after I lost all my relatives, you abandoned me. What does it mean to fall from the clouds, and what does it mean to have nothing? Do you know? That's what I mean."

She cried, and was already incoherent: "I'm so stupid. I thought we could let go of all the past and get together again, but I didn't know that you already had Ji Weiran in your heart. But why, why didn't you tell me earlier that you must embarrass me in this way? Let everyone watch my jokes, and everyone knows that I, Zhao Wanyan, was not only dumped by you Li Youlin, but also miscarried by you..."

"Li Youlin!" Suddenly, she stared at him with resentment, "You ruined me, do you know?! Is this what you said to have loved me?! Have you ever thought about me when you and Ji Weiran were in love with each other?"

She suddenly squatted down and burst into tears.

"Why...why did you and I become like this? Why do you betray me...why, why do you always deprive me of being a mother? What did I do wrong...he is our child..."

Li Youlin stood one step away.

He watched her lose control of emotions, looked at her weak, listened to her questioning herself, listened to…

Isn’t the word “child” punishing his heart?

The body is extremely stiff.

Finally, he moved.

"I'm sorry." He squatted down and reached out to help her up, "Yes..."

"Bang"

The hands were opened heavily.

What caught my eye was her unconcealed rejection and resentment.

"Don't touch me!"

What came into her ears was her almost heart-wrenching roar.

"I'm sorry, but Ji Weiran and I..." The bitterness spread. Li Youlin wanted to say something, but when he said that, he only said sorry.

Zhao Wanyan listened, her eyes suddenly turned red. The next second, she pushed him away with all her strength: "I'm sorry? Can my child come back with a word of sorry? The child is gone! He can't come back! He..."

Li Youlin, who was pushed to the ground, hopped his eyes hard!

"Wanyan!"

He stood up and hugged her with quick eyes and hands!

"Wanyan!" The body, as light as a piece of paper, fell into her arms. As she saw her eyes, she was her red and swollen eyes, her pale and bloodless face, and her closed lips.

She did not respond to him.

Li Youlin's heart trembled violently!

He didn't care about his splitting headache or anything else. He suddenly grabbed the person in his arms and headed straight to the garage!

On the other side.

The black nanny car was driving steadily on the road.

Ji Weiran leaned on the seat and hugged herself unconsciously with both hands.

The cold and heat were alternately circulating in her body, and she felt... so uncomfortable.

"Can you hold on?" Jiang Yuchen frowned and took off his coat and covered her.

Ji Weiran tried hard to open his eyes and shook his head weakly: "It's okay, it's just a little uncomfortable. It's okay, I can hold on." After a pause, she seemed to think of something, and joked in a hoarse voice, "Do you know? I rarely get sick since I was a child. I didn't expect that this time, I've been burning for a week but it didn't heal."

Closed her eyes, and she took away the bitterness and weakness in her eyes: "You said, how bad is my body?"

"Sister Weiran, take a little water." Xiao Tang poured out water from the thermos and handed it to her mouth with distress.

Ji Weiran drank it.

Jiang Yuchen did not miss the weakness she showed before closing her eyes. After thinking for a few seconds, he still said: "You are in a bad state. The conference will be cancelled. I will send you back. Don't worry about clarifying this time."

He said that he wanted to instruct the driver to change the route.

Ji Weiran stopped him: "Didn't we say it well before? Besides, the media have arrived long ago at this time. Now it's cancelled. Why do others miss you? Miss me? Miss this movie?"

Jiang Yuchen glanced at her deeply.

"I'm fine, don't worry." Ji Weiran knew that he was worried about him. Although he wouldn't say it explicitly, she knew that "can hold on."
To be continued...
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