655 too late
"...I just chased after me impulsively. Please forgive my recklessness, but I always thought that I would rather regret it because of impulse than regret it because of hesitation. So I came over, just like a stalker."
Even the words of apologizing were accompanied by a little light joke. Liv's smile rose again, and her mood was as bright as spring.
impulse.
She likes such explanations. In just one word, it carries unrealistic romantic fantasies in youth, moths flying into flames, desperate impulse, defeating adult rationality and restraint, but bursts out a rose-colored light, adding a bright color to the unchanging life.
"So, have you discovered anything?" Liv raised her head and looked at the bright eyes bravely and boldly, as if the stars were flashing in the sky.
Lu Yiqi pursed her lips, "She always kept a distance carefully and refused to let strangers break in easily, just like a little fox standing on the ice, pricking her ears at all times. A little bit of wind and movement can make her alert, and she may escape from her sight if she is not careful. So, I have not found anything for the time being. I think I need to keep a little patience, observe and wait quietly, and wait for the alarm signal to be lifted."
"..." Liv's heart was immediately grabbed by hard, and the suffocation that could not breathe suddenly surged up. She quickly turned her head in a mess, covering up the embarrassment and panic in her eyes. He clearly said that she had found nothing, but her heart was soft but was hit.
She doesn't believe in love, she doesn't believe in marriage, and she doesn't believe in partner.
Her father had a total of five siblings; her mother had a total of four siblings, but all marriages failed to end well, and even immersed both parties in an ugly way and pain, and continued to their children, without exception.
Especially her parents.
From quarrels to fighting to hatred and curses, every minute and every second of marriage life is a disaster. They are obviously living in hell but refuse to let go, tie each other to their side, and keep each other suffering in stalemate.
So she always kept her vigilant, kept her distance, and was afraid, because this was the only way she knew to survive: to keep herself sober.
As long as there is any sign of heartbeat, she will kill it in the cradle in time, including the man in front of her. But this time, before she could even extinguish the signs, he had already rushed in impulsively. Now... is it too late?
Lu Yiqi could sense Liv's mood swings, and his slightly red eyes also leaked his inner surging, but he did not ask in a hurry, but instead took a polite step back and spiritually.
Because he knows that everyone has their own secrets and pains. Sometimes, a little space is more effective than a hug. Support standing by and walking side by side is the best support.
"Do you like snow?" Lu Yiqi changed the topic, asked the question but did not expect an answer, but said by himself, "Actually, I know there is nothing unique about snow. Moreover, the city after the snow is dirty and wet, and travel is even more inconvenient, but I still like snow."
"Because when it snows, the world is always very quiet, just as all the noise is quiet, and the whole world is only left with itself. The white snow covers the world and turns into a look we have never seen before, as if everything can start over."
Liv couldn't help but chuckled, and her embarrassment and embarrassment temporarily calmed down, "So isn't it the same when it rains?"
"When I was a child, I lived in the south of China. It was not uncommon for rain, but it never snowed. So, I always felt that it was different." Lu Yiqi said very seriously, "But later, I knew that the so-called 'rare' was just a natural phenomenon caused by latitude and ocean currents. Those imaginations were just humans who evolved their unrealistic romantic fantasies into reality."
"Haha." Liv was amused by Lu Yiqi and laughed happily, "But, I heard that the first snow in East Asian culture has different meanings?"
"In romantic love stories, you always like to give the first snow special meaning. I'm not sure which version you've heard of, but it's probably a happy ending. If you can kiss your loved one in the first snow, you can get happiness; if you can confess to someone you secretly love during the first snow, you can get success."
The originally romantic and moving legend was interpreted as a mathematical explanation by Lu Yiqi's explanation of scripture-chanting style by monks, and there was no romance at all.
Liv couldn't help but burst into laughter, and raised her head generously and looked at Lu Yiqi.
Although there are still some red marks left in the eyes and nose, I don’t know if it is because of the cold or the tears, but my smile blooms generously, just like plum blossoms blooming proudly in the cold winter, with a cold fragrance coming to my nose. "Now I finally feel like a football coach."
Is this what science students mean?
Lu Yiqi raised his eyebrows slightly. In fact, he was a liberal arts student. "So, which version of the rumors about Chuxue do you like?"
Plop!
Plop!
Liv's heart beat rapidly in an instant and hit her. A simple sentence hides more profound meanings: the kissing version or the confession version?
So, is this why Lu Yiqi invited himself to have dinner that night? So...
Liv didn't dare to continue thinking more. Her heart, which was beating violently, began to achievably because she tried too hard, as if it was about to explode. Her originally raised eyes couldn't help but panic again, dodging away in a mess, subconsciously put on the mask again, opened the distance, pretending to understand nothing, and changed the subject with his left look.
"I mean, your face is on the TV screen, everywhere, and even if you don't know it, it's probably a bit difficult. I just realized that you are a football coach and have just defeated our city's darling. Be careful, you may encounter crazy fans here at any time."
As she spoke, Liv realized her embarrassment - she was definitely not like this in normal times. She always faced all challenges with dignity. So she straightened her back, raised her jaw, and looked at Lu Yiqi generously again. However, when her eyes fell on Lu Yiqi's eyes, she still drifted up a little quietly, and always felt that those eyes seemed to be able to see through the true thoughts in her heart.
She was still a little nervous inside, and Liv also knew that her actions to change the topic were too stiff. If Lu Yiqi continued to ask aggressively, what should she do? Will she return to the topic she had just said?
"First snow..."
The messy thoughts in my mind surged again, and it seemed that the sound of the heart hitting my chest.
It's messy.
Chapter completed!