Chapter 5: Rain Festival
The light rain turned into heavy rain, wet me. Everyone on the road was carrying umbrellas and running quickly. The mud and water splashed from the puddles on the ground sprayed on me. There was no word of sorry, only the indifference that passed by.
I was walking in the rain, and the rain wet me and covered my messy hair on my face, making me look like a madman. Everyone passing by was looking at me sideways, leaving behind those surprised eyes for one or two seconds. Later, I was afraid to stay away from me. The blood on my face had been washed away by the rain. I was miserable, but I was very happy.
I was very excited when I walked out of my loss. I kept suppressing myself and not letting myself laugh, but at this time I finally couldn't help it. I laughed wildly. The first time in my life I laughed so happily. Those who avoided me didn't know how excited I was at this time.
The first time I was gambling with stones was very nervous, but I won. Although I was bullied, I won. Although three thousand yuan was very small, I won.
I smiled for a long time, and as my throat squeaked, I slowly calmed down. I walked in the rain, thinking, I felt that I would become like my father, because he won money for the first time by betting on stones, just like me. I still remember the madness he was when he returned home after winning the first time, and he was so excited.
But since then, he has never won. He turned himself into a beast. Will I become like that?
I can.
I have a deep feeling that I will.
I walked blindly, and suddenly, I stopped at a women's lingerie shop. I stood at the door of the lingerie shop and looked at the dazzling array of underwear. This was the first time I saw so many underwear. Women's lingerie. I had never seen so many of them. I was a little fascinated by what kind of underwear my mother should wear. I was thinking, I should buy it for her, and I had to buy it for him.
"Abnormal, beggar, what are you looking at? Have you never seen your underwear? Get away."
I heard the waitress screaming and scolding, and she walked out with a stick in her hand. Perhaps my appearance made her feel very unhappy. She stared at me very fiercely, trying to scare me away with a terrible expression, but for the first time in my life, I did not retreat at others without being angry with others, but instead walked in because I had money.
When I saw the waitress walking in, the expression on her face changed immediately. She became a little scared, and her hands holding the stick began to tremble. I was shocked. Why was he afraid of me? I am just a beggar who looks like a beggar. Why was she afraid of me?
I didn't understand. Suddenly, I saw my own expression in the mirror. I was a little scary and my eyes were scary. I finally knew, and I finally knew why she was afraid of me because I looked more ferocious than her.
It turns out that if you become fierce, others will be afraid of you. It turns out...
She was so angry that she picked up the phone and yelled at me: "Mysterious, get out of here, I'll call the police, get out."
I was shocked. I was afraid that the police would definitely send me home after they arrested me. I didn’t want to go home, and I didn’t want to see that beast again.
I ran away in panic and ran away again.
The rain gradually became lighter and the sun ran out, as if she was smiling at me happily.
I sat in front of my mother's grave and took good care of the grass. After being destroyed by the wind and rain, it fell and fell. I didn't want it to die so soon. It wanted to replace me and stay with my mother.
"Mom, do you not want me to be with you? So you are helping me, aren't you?"
"Mom, I miss you very much. I have won money. The person I want to talk to the most is you. I want to share my excitement and joy with you."
"Mom, I'm so scared. I'm afraid of becoming a person like my father. Can you bless me? I don't want to become a person like him."
"Xiao Lei."
I heard someone shouting behind me, and I was subconsciously frightened. It was the familiar voice. I hurriedly turned around. It was him, my father. I was so scared that I stood up and ran away. But he shouted at me, "Stop for me", and I was so scared that I stood there immediately. I told myself to run quickly, otherwise I would be beaten to death by him, but my steps were obedient. Really, my feet were standing there. I watched him come over, and I knew I was dead and I would be beaten to death by him.
"Where have you been these days? Do you know I'm worried about you?"
I was surprised. I looked at my father. He was still the same father, with the same nose, eyes and the tone of speaking exactly the same, but I said something I had never heard of in my life and was very eager to hear, but I don't believe him now.
I saw him raising his hand, and I was so scared that I closed my eyes. I knew he was going to hit me, but no, he was touching my head, and I was very disgusted. I pushed his hand away angrily. I stepped back in fear and said, "Don't hit me, don't hit me."
My father was coming, and he was very embarrassed. There was a woman behind him. I had seen this woman. It was the woman my father brought back on my first birthday. He stopped my father and walked to me. I stared at her. It was not very beautiful. It was not as beautiful as my mother. I was very disgusted with her, but I subconsciously leaned on her because I was afraid that my father would hit me. I knew she was the only person who could stop my father.
Home...
It's still the same home, but the owner has changed.
Luo Wen married my father. She moved into my home with a fourteen-year-old daughter and became the new owner of the house. They were not long after they got married. I don’t know what kind of sweet words my father used to trick Luo Wen, but I will expose him and I will not let him succeed. He is a beast. If he beat my mother to death, he will definitely beat Luo Wen to death. I think Luo Wen is a good woman.
When my father was mad at me, she would stop me, and when my father wanted to hit me, she would stop me. I was not familiar with him and was also a stranger, but she did something different from other strangers. He stopped my father to abuse me. I think she was a good person.
"He's so smelly, don't be at my house, I don't want to have dinner with him."
I didn't eat, I didn't even hold the bowl. I looked at the person who spoke, very beautiful, fourteen years old, looking like eighteen, wearing famous brands, melon-shaped face, long hair, very thin, and malnourished, but very pretty. I used to think that the type I liked was like, but I didn't expect her to be so vicious.
"Xiao Pei, what are you talking about? He is the elder brother."
Luo Wen knew that her daughter had said the wrong thing, so she hurriedly stopped her, but her daughter Liu Pei refused to give in and put the bowls and chopsticks on the table, stared at me, and said angrily: "He is just a stinky brother, I'm not his biological son, I don't care. I won't sit on this table. Humph, I want him to leave."
I was very angry, what are you? This is my home, the home I have lived in since I was a child. I said, "This is my home, and if you want to leave, you will leave."
As soon as I finished speaking, my dad picked up my bowl and said to me, "Get to your house to eat."
I stared at my father. I really don’t know why he treated me like this. I am his biological son. He beat me very fiercely since he was a child, but now he has become a good man. For this stepdaughter to treat me like this, he is a liar. I know his purpose. He wants to deceive Luo Wen with such a good man on the surface.
"You liar, do you hit me? Why are you pretending to be a good person? You are just a beast. Do you think that being a good person like this can cover up your beastly nature? You beat my mother to death. Don't believe him, he will beat you to death sooner or later."
I cursed happily, and I knew he didn't dare to hit me. If he hit me, he would reveal his true face in front of Luo Wen, so I dared to say that. Sure enough, he said to me with great pain: "That was an accident, I don't care about my business."
"You want him to get out, he smells bad, I don't want to sit on the same table with him."
I heard Liu Pei's words again, and I was very angry, but I didn't want to bother with her. Luo Wen pulled me to the bathroom and said to me: "You take a shower, I will educate your sister. Do you know if you have to get along well?"
The door was closed, and I felt very uncomfortable. My home, my broken home, is now occupied by others. I have nothing, really nothing.
I hid in the bathtub, and I felt a sense of fear in my heart, not afraid of being beaten, but afraid that the last harbor belonging to me would be occupied. Although this place is broken, this is my home, my former home, and my home with happy memories with my mother. I am afraid of being occupied, and I am afraid of being occupied by the girl who is ruthless and despised here.
Chapter completed!