After my mother died, my father burned her casually. I thought I would starve to death. I once thought of jumping down from the building and wanted to find my mother because I was afraid of facing the giant man alone, who was like a devil, staring at me every day.

The day after my mother died, he went to bet on stones again, and he took me with me and asked me to follow him to learn, and I didn't know what to learn.

I will always remember that day was the turning point in my father's life and the turning point in my life.

That day he took me to the place where he often bet on stones. It was a stone gambling shop called Lao Fei Store. In Ruili, the stone gambling shops can be seen everywhere.

When I entered the shop, my father started to choose stones. He told me what stones are good and what stones are bad, and he said it very well, but I doubted that every word he said, if what he said was so accurate, why did he never win.

I remember that my father chose a long time and finally chose an ugly and small stone. However, this stone is very expensive and costs ten thousand yuan, but my father gave the boss ten thousand yuan without hesitation.

He didn't even feel so happy to buy an urn for his mother.

My father gave the stone to the master who cut the stone and told him to wipe the skin first. This is a way to cut stones. It is to use a cutting machine to polish the skin outside the stone. The master wiped the skin, and the flesh was exposed inside. My father was very excited and told me that the price of the stone was about to rise and it could be sold at least 100,000 yuan.

The first time I saw him so excited, I don’t know why a stone can rise ten times after it is cut.

But I clearly watched my father continue to ask his master to cut it and modify the material at the corners. I watched him shouting excitedly.

"Green, green..."

"Go on the side, go on the side, go on the side, go on the side, go on the side..."

When the stone was taken out, I saw my father extremely excited. He hugged me and circled in the air for the first time. I looked at him and smiled very happily.

I didn't understand at first, but later I realized that the stone was filled with jade, and the quality was excellent.

Later, the stone was bought by the boss for 300,000 yuan, so my father made a small fortune.

My father said that it was fortunate that my mother died, otherwise she would have to share his money. He also said that my mother was his nemesis. When he was alive, he didn't win a penny. Now she won money when she died, so he thought my mother died well.

But I know that no matter how much money I have, I can't buy my mother's life back.

After my father became rich, perhaps because of his face, he started buying clothes for me and taking me out for a walk. He appeared in major stone gambling places in Ruili. He asked me to follow him to learn things, learn how to look at materials, learn how to gambling, and how to cut stones.

I also specially asked me to take a stone cut master as my teacher and learned to cut stones for a year from him. My teacher taught me very much. He was in his fifties and had cut stones for thirty years. He had all the best stones to cut, what kind of stones have, what materials are there, and how to cut them. I learned a lot after learning them for a year. Although I can't guarantee that each one is right, at least I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure I'll be right.

It's strange that the human change is very sudden. He has never hit me after my mother died, but in my heart, I hate him all my life, and I will never forgive him.

I thought my life would be like my father, spending my youth on stones every day, but I wanted to go back to school.

I am fifteen years old this year, and looking back on my past memories is like a nightmare.

At the age of fifteen, I was supposed to be in the third year of junior high school, but no school would ask me for it. My school was rumored to be very rumored. They all said that I had a lunatic mother and a violent father. They also said that I was a lunatic, and I could bite and beat people. They asked me to see a psychiatrist.

Today is my fifteenth birthday. My first birthday. My father bought me a cake. I thought he was going to celebrate my birthday, but in fact it had a different purpose. He brought back a woman. This woman was very beautiful. At my birthday home, they said a lot. My father also pretended to be a good man and said something about memorizing my mother's death.

When I heard what my father said, the first time I lost my temper in my life, I put the whole cake on my father's face. Under his angry eyes, I didn't retreat for the first time. I said he was a beast, a liar, and he beat my mother to death. I told that woman if she was not afraid of being beaten to death, she would be with my father. I knew they were bitches, actors, monkeys, and they were acting. Both sides were looking at each other. My father couldn't help but hit me again. I wanted to resist, but I couldn't beat him. I was beaten again and was covered in injuries.

But this time I did not choose to stay at home, but chose to run away from home. I wanted to leave this wolf den.

After I arrived in the city, I looked for some jobs, such as holding dishes, washing dishes, sweeping the floor, etc., and worked as a security guard, so I barely starved to death. But the most difficult thing is that I have no place to live, always live in bridge holes, and sometimes cats on park benches. Fortunately, there is no winter in this place in Yunnan, otherwise, I will definitely be frozen to death.

I have no goals in my life, and I don’t know what to use as my goal.

After work, I always go to shops selling raw stones to circle. These shops selling raw stones are places to gambling stones, and they are crowded every day. Yunnan is like this, especially Ruili, which is simply a paradise for gambling stones. This place is an open stone gambling place nationwide. Because it is close to Myanmar, it is good that people get cheaper materials, so many people who play stones come here to gambling stones.

However, the materials have become more expensive in recent years, and it seems that the mine has been taken back to the country.

The so-called gambling stones means gambling with rough jade. There are many varieties of gambling stones, such as jade, agate, Warring States Red, and Southern Red. There are many things. There are many knowledges about gambling stones. If you want to bet accurately, you have to learn to look at the type, skin, and python...

There are many knowledge here. Without a master to teach you, you may not be able to find a match for this industry for 20 or 30 years. I have a master to teach me, and I have been struggling with my father in this industry for three years, and I know more than ordinary people.

I really want to be rich. Every time I stand here and watch others cut stones, I feel a little distressed. Every time I see the stone I like being cut open and there is food inside, I am very upset and want to cut it myself and gamble.

But I always come to check it out. I don’t bet. I’m afraid, not because I’m afraid of losing, but because I’m afraid I’m going to become a person like my dad.

Every time I finish seeing the stone, I will go to Ruili Restaurant to wash dishes. My salary is 100 yuan a day, which is very high. The boss thinks that I am young and have no place to live, so I have such a high salary. However, because I am not eighteen years old, I don’t have any other insurance.

There is no insurance when washing dishes. It is much safer than cutting stones. Cutting stones is very profitable. Cutting a stone costs two yuan. The master I used to teach me can cut more than 100 stones every day. Sometimes when I encounter a heroic boss who cuts good materials, he will also give me a red envelope, but it is very dangerous. My master cut off a finger, so he called him Uncle Fourth.

The restaurant is very busy, and I can’t even get busy with cleaning dishes in the backstage. Today, there seemed to be two people passing the dishes who didn’t come. It seemed that they had resigned. And it was a coincidence that I had booked a place to celebrate after graduation today, so I was very busy.

The master told me not to wash dishes first and help me deliver the dishes. After working in the restaurant for a long time, I have to know everything and how to pass the dishes. Sometimes I will help me deliver the dishes.

The master asked me to take a pot of soup to the 405 box, and I put down the work in my hand and went.

I knocked on the door of the 405 box, turned around and went in, laughing and laughing inside, and many students who were as old as me were celebrating.

"Give it, please give it, and the food is served, don't be hot."

I skillfully put down the soup basin, turned around and left. When I reached the door, I heard someone shouting something that made me worried.

"Oh, isn't this a beggar? Hey, look, it's a beggar Shi Lei."

I looked back and saw someone standing up and coming towards me. This person is very fat. I know him. Although he has grown taller and eaten more, he can still recognize his appearance. He is Xiaopang, the little fat man who bullied me and almost killed me when he was a child.

"Oh, I'm actually working as a waiter here. Do it well, it's a little better than beggars."

Xiaopang's words were very driving. Everyone in the box was laughing at me. I turned around and left, but a sweet voice stopped me: "Are you Shi Lei? Do you still remember me? Come and sit down, let's chat, I've been looking for you."

The sound was very sweet, which made me look back unconsciously. It had long black hair, a round face, two dimples, very sweet, tall, and had a very good figure. It looked graceful. I knew who she was, and the former class monitor of our class. His name was Zhang Yu. I remember that I sat behind her before. Although she had never despised me and did not ask the teacher to change seats, I had a kind of resistance to her in my heart because of inferiority.

"He sat with us? Why? Zhang Yu, don't joke. When he bit me when he was a child, I went to get rabies vaccination. You don't know that his mother is a beggar, she is crazy, and she is also crazy. What if it is transmitted to us?"

Xiaopang's words were very harsh. I nodded and was about to leave. I didn't want to cause trouble for my boss. I was not as easily angered as I was when I was a child. Although he insulted my mother, my mother definitely didn't want me to fight with him, and I wouldn't fight with him, because my mother died because of my irrational impulse.

As soon as I walked out two steps, Zhang Yu chased him out. I heard everyone in the private room shouting and scolding.

"What are you doing? What's the matter? Is it still pulled up? Have you let you go?"

"Damn, who do you think you are? The beggar, just sit down if you ask you to sit down. Do you know that the school belle is calling you?"

"Cao, Zhang Yu, what are you doing? Today is my treat. You actually let a beggar sit next to us. I tell you, it's impossible."

I was pulled by Zhang Yu, and I remember that I had no friendship with her. Zhang Yu asked me: "Would you like to stay?"

I said, "Don't pretend to be noble in front of me. We are not classmates or friends at all."

I saw Zhang Yu looking surprised and a little angry. I knew that she just wanted to use me to highlight her kind heart and her purity and kindness. I turned around and left, and I said, "We are not people from the same world at all."

Zhang Yu cried. Although I didn't see it, I heard it. She cried very wronged, which also caused me a disaster. Xiaopang was very angry and scolded: "Dare to bully the woman I like? Beat me."

Many people rushed out of the room. They didn't give me any chance at all, so they put me on the ground, punched and kicked me, and I tried my best to protect my head. I endured it, but I couldn't fight back. I saw Zhang Yu in the aftermath of my eyes. She was pulling the fight, but there was no way to pull a group of boys apart, but I didn't appreciate it.

I was beaten up, and the manager came, but he didn't call the police. The restaurant didn't want to make a big deal, so he wanted to settle the matter privately and asked me to apologize to Xiaopang and the others. I disagreed. The manager also felt it was a bit too much, so he asked me to forget it. However, Xiaopang and the others disagreed and threatened the hotel manager, saying that they hired people who might be mentally ill and were a dirty beggar who wanted to sue them at the Health Bureau.

The hotel manager had no choice but to ask the boss to come. The boss was very nice to me. He called me to the bathroom and said to me, "How am I to you?"

I said, "Boss, you are very nice to me."

The boss said, "That's good, go and apologize. The fat man's family is very rich. The red wine in our store is all supplied by their family. I don't want to offend him. This is your last day's salary. Don't come to work in the future. We will clear the two of you."

I watched the boss leave and left. Where is my dullness? I can’t figure out many things. Can I turn things around with money? I can’t figure out, but I have to pay back the favors I owe.

I went to apologize to Xiaopang. I was beaten so hard that my nose and face were swollen. Xiaopang originally wanted to hit me, but Zhang Yu stopped me. I pushed Zhang Yu away and said, "You don't need to be a good person."

After saying that, I left. I held back my tears and didn't fall. Really, I don't want to cry.

"Male Gobi, wait for me and see if I won't beat you to death."

I heard that many people were going to beat me up, but no one came up. I knew it was Zhang Yu who was stopping me. I felt very painful. Zhang Yu was the first person who was willing to talk to me, approach me, and even accept me, but I could only push her away.

Because I don't deserve to be friends with her.
Chapter completed!