Chapter Eleven: Boneless Tenderness(2/3)
"I care about you." Lan Kexin held Lin Sen's hand and stared at him affectionately, "Can we really not go back to the past?"
Lin Sen immediately pulled his hand back: "It's time to get off work, I'm leaving."
"You haven't answered my question yet." Lan Kexin was anxious. She must ask clearly this time.
Lin Sen had already walked to the door and looked back at Lan Kexin: "Yes, it's impossible."
Lan Kexin was extremely disappointed, but she had no choice.
The first thing Lin Sen did when he got home was to find Guo Zhijun, but she was not at home. He stood at the door and hesitated for a while and decided to go to Li Zitong's antique shop to see the situation.
There were no other customers in the store, only Li Zitong was lying on the sofa with a cat in her arms watching TV. When Lin Sen arrived, it seemed that she was not surprised.
"Is Zhijun here with you?" Because of his rejection of Guo Zhijun, Lin Sen knew that Li Zitong should not like him very much.
Li Zitong was too lazy to raise her eyelids: "Can't you look at your eyes? If Zhijun is here, can't you see it?"
She was indeed angry, and Lin Sen had to continue asking patiently: "Do you know where she went?"
Li Zitong thought for a while before saying, "It must be a date. I arranged for her to go on a blind date a few days ago. The two of them felt very good and were having a hot fight."
"Blind date?" Lin Sen's expression changed on the spot. Has she just rejected her, so she couldn't wait to throw herself into another man's arms?
As smart as Li Zitong, she could see the change in Lin Sen's expression at a glance. She continued to add fuel to the fire: "Some people are really lucky and don't know how to be blessed. If you don't cherish Zhijun, there are naturally a large number of men waiting to line up to pursue her."
Lin Sen left without saying a word, stinking his face.
Lin Sen returned to the community and looked up at Guo Zhijun's house. The lights were not on. She hadn't returned home so late. Even if she was on a date, she should have the idea of time. Lin Sen was extremely unhappy and sat directly in the small garden without going upstairs.
Under the shadow of the moonlight, Lin Sen saw a black car slowly driving downstairs. Guo Zhijun got out of the car and said goodbye to the man who was driving with a smile.
Lin Sen can see a man's face clearly. His appearance is not very outstanding, but he is gentle and elegant, with a spring breeze on his face, and has a gentlemanly demeanor. Does Guo Zhijun like such a man?
After the two waved goodbye, Guo Zhijun ran to the other side again, whispered a few words to the man through the car window, and then covered his mouth and laughed so hard that his branches were trembling. He said goodbye for several minutes, looking reluctant to leave.
Lin Sen finally waited until the man drove away, and saw Guo Zhijun humming a cheerful little song to go upstairs. He walked out of the shadow of the garden and blocked Guo Zhijun's way, which scared her.
"What are you doing? Don't you know that scaring people will scare people so much?" Guo Zhijun patted her chest. In fact, she was still very happy to see Lin Sen. I guess he had seen this scene just now.
Lin Sen was speechless for a moment and didn't know what to explain. He slowly said, "The moonlight is very good tonight. I'll go out for a walk. What about you? Why did you come back so late?"
"What does this have to do with you?" Guo Zhijun suddenly changed her face.
She had never faced him with such a cold look, and Lin Sen couldn't accept it for a moment.
Guo Zhijun said as she walked: "You can take a walk slowly, I'll go upstairs first."
Lin Sen was a little anxious and chased after him a few steps: "Even if I reject you, you shouldn't have accepted the blind date arranged by others, let alone you have played so hotly after just a few times. You are irresponsible to yourself."
Guo Zhijun was stopped by him and couldn't leave, so he could only turn around and look at him: "Lin Sen, we have been together for a lot of time. I will always be chasing you. As long as I can see you, I will be happy. If you care a little bit about me and care about me, I will feel that I am the happiest person in the world. But in fact, this is obviously not happiness. You know that I like you, and it is because of I like you that I try every means to stick to you. But now it is different. You have told me clearly that it is impossible to accept me, so why can't I choose others as my boyfriend?"
"You just met, what are your feelings?" Lin Sen's voice was dry, and he couldn't even convince himself, "We are at least friends and neighbors. It's okay for me to care about you, right?"
"Fellowship? What is love?" Guo Zhijun sneered, "I have feelings for you, what did I get in the end? I don't want to give feelings anymore, but I feel very relaxed. I think finding someone who loves me is much better than chasing a dream that I will never get. At least I don't have to think about anything now, and I don't have to worry about it, just let others care about me."
Lin Sen thought to himself that he had never realized his concern for Guo Zhijun before, as if he had become a habit. Now he has suddenly lost it, and it seems like a piece of it is missing in his heart.
Seeing that Lin Sen refused to get out of the way, Guo Zhijun pushed him and passed by him.
Lin Sen stood foolishly.
Guo Zhijun's eyes were no longer like before, and he was no longer there.
The neon lights in the city are shining, and the tension and busyness of the day have faded away from the depths of the lights. The night has put a mysterious veil on the city. Everyone who wanders in the night indulges in a carnival and lives up to a wonderful time.
Lin Sen and Lu Yi sat opposite each other, with a bottle of wine in front of them.
Lin Sen drank for the first time today, and Lu Yi was very surprised. But he knew in his heart that Lin Sen, who knew it later, finally realized something was wrong with him. Of course, all this was what he expected, but he didn't expect Lin Sen to react so quickly. He was even more stimulating tonight and took the initiative to invite him to drink.
"What's wrong? Do you have something to say to me?" Lu Yi asked knowingly, smiling in his heart, and pretending to be serious on his face, "Your expression is a little wrong today."
Lin Sen shook the wine in the glass, and after drinking it all, he sighed irritably: "I'm in a bad mood, so I'll ask you to come out and have a drink. Why, don't you want to?"
"Of course not. It's a great honor that you still remember my friend. If you don't call me, I'll almost forget what you look like." Lu Yi couldn't get rid of his poor mouth, "Tell me, why are you in a bad mood? Is it because of Lan Kexin? She is back and has disturbed your heart again?"
"It's not her." Lin Sen shook his head, "It's Guo Zhijun. I don't know what's wrong with this girl. She just went on a blind date and found a boyfriend. The man was not suitable for her at all, but she enjoyed it. I don't know if she was stupid."
His three words were inseparable from Guo Zhijun, and he dared to say that he had no feelings for her. Lu Yi understood most of the time. It was not easy to let Lin Sen say such words. It seemed that his plan had succeeded.
"I heard Li Zitong say that Zhijun's blind date partner is a good person, a career and good looks, and it should be the type Zhijun likes." Lu Yi patted Lin Sen's shoulder, "I know you rejected Guo Zhijun, and I feel a little sad. If she can find a man who is suitable for her and loves her, you don't have to feel guilty. Isn't it right now? You should be happy for her."
Happy? How can I be happy? Lin Sen has a gloomy face, and every word of Lu Yi really touched his heart.
"Why, now I suddenly realized that Guo Zhijun is doing well?" Lu Yi laughed without hesitation, "But don't you think it's too late? How did you refuse when someone courtesy you?"
Lin Sen was a little embarrassed: "How did you know?"
"What can I hide from me?" Lu Yi touched his chin, "Zhijun is not a frivolous woman who will fall in love with someone casually, but he is unforgettable to you at first sight and has done many incredible things for you, but you don't know how to cherish it, so we can only let Zhijun go on a blind date, hoping to find a man who treats her sincerely, which is better than making you hurt her heart."
"So it's you!" Lin Sen really wanted to beat Lu Yi, but he still held it back and glared at him viciously, "You are so troublesome."
"Do you regret it? If you regret it, go find her. Maybe if you chase her back, she will feel soft again." Lu Yi laughed unrestrainedly.
Lin Sen rolled his eyes.
"Some people are just insincere and are still hesitating to this point?" Lu Yi pointed to Lin Sen's chest, "You should ask it carefully."
In fact, Lin Sen already had the answer in his mind.
Guo Zhijun came to the hospital for a physical examination on time. After the last time she had an allergy for no reason, Lin Sen asked her to do another examination every once in a while. Today was the agreed day. But she was not here alone, and she was walking with her. There was also a blind date man Zhang Dong who was having a passionate date with her these days.
In fact, Zhang Dong and Guo Zhijun have known each other for many years. If they were not for this kind of relationship, they would not have come to this muddy water. Despite this, he still complained while walking: "Zhijun, is it really good for you to do this? I think since you like others, you should fight for it openly, why should you pull me into the water? If you two really get together in the future, how embarrassing the scene will be?"
"Stop being silly. You're here, it's too late to run away." Guo Zhijun touched Zhang Dong affectionately, "I'll warn you to be smarter later and stop acting like a mess."
At this time, a few young nurses came towards him. Zhang Dong hugged Guo Zhijun and cared softly, which attracted the young nurses to look at each other. They walked away from a distance and frequently looked back and whispered.
Guo Zhijun is a big and small celebrity in RJ Hospital. She used to make excuses to pester Lin Sen every day, but now she suddenly sways across the market with a strange man's hand. How could she not attract the attention of others?
Lin Sen felt very uncomfortable when he saw the two of them being so intimate. Seeing Guo Zhijun's face filled with a happy smile, he not only did not feel as relaxed as he imagined, but instead felt like a big stone was pressed on his heart, so stuffy that he couldn't breathe.
"Dear, I'll introduce you to you. This is Dr. Lin, thanks to his care before." Guo Zhijun's hand had never left Zhang Dong's arm.
Seeing Lin Sen's cold expression on his face, Zhang Dong was so scared that he was about to retreat, but he felt Guo Zhijun pinch him hard. He could only grit his teeth, smile, and stretch out his hand to Lin Sen: "I have heard Zhijun talk about you a long time ago. Zhijun is weak. Thank you for taking care of her so well, but I don't need to bother you anymore."
This tone was already very obvious. He expressed his gratitude to him as Guo Zhijun's boyfriend. However, Lin Sen ignored Zhang Dong's hand that enthusiastically reached out, and he picked up the stethoscope and signaled Guo Zhijun to sit down.
Zhang Dong thoughtfully patted Guo Zhijun and said stingyly: "Baby, go for the examination, I'll be here to accompany you."
Guo Zhijun was very satisfied with his acting skills. She looked at him affectionately, let go of her hand reluctantly, sat in front of Lin Sen, took a deep breath, and tried to calm her heartbeat. She didn't want Lin Sen to see that she was acting.
Lin Sen's mind was messy and he couldn't calm down or restrain his random thoughts. He could only take back the stethoscope seriously: "Let's do a blood test first."
"You need a blood test again?" Guo Zhijun complained coquettishly, turned around and looked at Zhang Dong.
Zhang Dong understood it, and hurriedly bent down and supported her with heartache: "It's okay, don't be afraid of the baby, it doesn't hurt at all, it's like an ant sting. Be good, when you check your body, I'll take you to eat delicious food, you can go wherever you want."
"Then I have to go to the restaurant last night. I like the romantic atmosphere there." Guo Zhijun deliberately acted coquettishly and glanced at Lin Sen with his eyes.
While giving her a warning look from a perspective that Lin Sen could not see, Zhang Dong signaled her not to act too much, and said in a doting tone: "No problem, as long as you want to go, I will be with you."
The two of them were so fucked in front of themselves that Lin Sen couldn't bear to see it anymore. He stuffed the documents into Zhang Dong's hand and said in a cold tone: "Go and pay the fee first!"
After taking the document, Zhang Dong reminded Guo Zhijun: "Baby, wait for me, I'll be back soon."
Seeing Lin Sen’s face look ugly, Guo Zhijun smiled in his heart. He clearly minded, why just refused to admit it?
After Zhang Dong left, only Lin Sen and Guo Zhijun were left in the room. While Lin Sen quickly wrote and painted on the notebook, he asked, "Is this your new boyfriend?"
"Yes." Guo Zhijun demonstrated, "What do you think?"
"Not very good." Lin Sen put down his pen angrily.
"What does it mean? Will you die if you say a few good words? What's more, I really think he's pretty good." Guo Zhijun suddenly smiled sly, "Is it because you're jealous?"
These words finally angered Lin Sen. He stood up and approached Guo Zhijun. Guo Zhijun retreated repeatedly. He pulled her back and pressed her hard against the wall: "He is not worthy of you."
Guo Zhijun wanted to resist, but Lin Sen was restrained. Then Lin Sen's lips covered, kissed her, swallowing what she had not had time to say.
This was the first time Lin Sen took the initiative to kiss Guo Zhijun. He looked gentle and elegant on weekdays, but when he took the kiss, he was so domineering and fierce, with jealousy, as if he wanted to burn Guo Zhijun in this hot flame. Guo Zhijun felt a blank mind and could only let him plunder all his breath.
The long and delicate kiss gradually became gentle, and Guo Zhijun was drunk in such tenderness again. She liked Lin Sen like this, whether it was domineering or gentle, she liked it all.
Guo Zhijun had only one thought in her mind at this moment. After she was finished, she would fall into Lin Sen's arms throughout her life, she would not care about anything, but would only love him wholeheartedly.
It took a long time before Lin Sen let go of Guo Zhijun. Guo Zhijun gasped. She kissed her so emotionally and for too long. Her brain was still in a state of hypoxia and could not even express what she wanted to say in full.
Lin Sen pressed her nose with fiercely, "Why, you kissed me so many times, I only asked for it once, isn't it too much, right?"
Guo Zhijun recovered and found that they were still in the office. When someone passed by outside the door, they all looked surprised, but they did not dare to stop and quickly slipped away.
Guo Zhijun finally felt a little embarrassed. Lin Sen became thick-skinned and even she felt sorry for herself. She covered her face and ran out, and happened to meet Zhang Dong coming back with a payment form. He didn't know what was going on inside. Seeing that she was stumbled on her head and wanted to run, she asked inexplicably: "What are you running? Have you no blood test?"
When this happened, Guo Zhijun was not embarrassed to have a blood test. She pulled Zhang Dong up and ran away without saying a word. She could hear Zhang Dong ask a long distance, "What's wrong with you?"
Lin Sen felt very uncomfortable. What was Guo Zhijun thinking? Do you really have no feelings for him at all? But when he kissed her, he could still feel her response.
What should I do now?
Everything happened too suddenly, and Guo Zhijun couldn't digest it carefully, and he didn't understand what Lin Sen was thinking - he obviously refused his confession, but when he saw that he was with another man, he was a little jealous and forced to kiss him impulsively. What is this?
Zhang Dong was analyzing her all the way, but after a long period of analysis, he didn't find any results. Guo Zhijun felt irritable and quickly sent him away. He walked around the street alone. Seeing that it was getting late, he went home. But as soon as he got home, he found that the door of Lin Sen's house was open.
"Come in." Lin Sen just said this to her at the door, and then turned around.
To be continued...