I feel like a lot of people are questioning why the protagonist is crazy, and some say the writing is broken...

The protagonist was born with consciousness (time travel), and was very aware of the history of [the Western Regions returned to the Central Plains after a thousand years]. He lived with this endless despair for more than twenty years.

When I was a child, I vowed to change history and follow Chen Qingzhi's example of thousands of troops avoiding white robes. But a child who grew up eating hundreds of families' food has spent his whole life watching his relatives die before him. The barbarians are like an ant nest that will never be exterminated.

Group after group came. Normal people would be tired after walking for too long, let alone murderous people?

In fact, it's not bad. The main character's bruises will be healed the next day, but the severe pain can be clearly felt at that time, just like surgery without anesthesia, day after day, who doesn't feel torture?

The last straw that breaks the soul is the plague. Although ten thousand corpses have been killed and the hero has been won, the plague cannot be driven away. The protagonist will inevitably suffer from schizophrenia: "If these ten thousand barbarians are not killed, is there no plague?"

, nine relatives will not die?"

His soul is torn apart, and he definitely wants to die. Death means liberation, but his faith will never collapse. Guarding this territory is the simplest faith, so the protagonist has been tormenting himself in contradictions.

The deepest hidden pain is that the protagonist can obviously leave.

He could completely leave the isolated city and lie flat in the desert thousands of miles away, but the responsibility on his shoulders was too heavy.

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When I first started writing a story about one person and one city, the author planned to write a God of War-like protagonist who would be powerful and indestructible, and follow the line of pure cool writing, but he overturned it after making an outline.

In a city that has been isolated for more than sixty years, there is still a God of War who is always high-spirited. The character has no soul at all, and there is no sense of empathy at all.

The lonely city must be accompanied by despair, darkness, and a sense of powerlessness.

I rubbed penicillin by hand, invented the gunpowder machine gun, and pushed it all the way, but it didn't fit in with the Jianghu court that I wanted to write about.

So I wrote this masochistic protagonist, and the results were not pleasing to the eye. The last book already had 15,000 collections at the end of the second round of recommendations, and this one has just passed 5,000 collections. It is completely on the top of the new book list.

Thanks to you for persisting in reading and voting.

The main reason is that there are few dungeons and characters in the isolated city. After all, it is limited to one city, and it also limits the creation of supporting characters. This is a contradiction in the theme and cannot be helped. Only the outline can be gradually expanded.

When the torch is passed on, it will definitely end the process of despair slowly. Then you will see the plot of self-abuse and excitement (hahahaha)

In the end, I still want to continue reading. If I want to save it, I can at least turn to the last page of the latest chapter. I can’t afford Sanjiang and the author can’t afford to eat (crying)

And please give me a monthly ticket!!

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Thanks to the missing bamboo horse, 10,000 rewards.

Thanks to Xiaocheng Wuwen for the 2000 reward.

Thanks to mvp Dawei, Nicholas Huang San, book friend 20200609173738916, 1500 rewards for softening the years.

Thanks for calling me Li Yesheng, book friend 20220630110021627, book friend 160605231556796, supporting Wangyu, book friend 20220827191125597, miserable Luo Shen, book friend 20180429212145507, book friend 202205071307404436 and others for their rewards.

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A person's journey, time is flowing backward, Gu Qi, gradually pull me away, en Zhang Wansen, Huo Si Xihe, when you were sleeping, did you ever dream of the sun's reward?

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Chapter completed!