Chapter 1882 It is difficult for one person to speak two words
Ma Xiaodao knows that he has never done this before, so this is what Ma Xiaodao recorded. It seems that this is the content prepared for him.
Ma Laodao clicked play and started watching.
"Hello, I should say we are good. This may be the first time I muster up the courage to talk to you head-on. I always thought I was not ready before, but I realized yesterday that I will never be ready."
"If I don't take the initiative to take this step, the situation may get worse and worse, so I decided to have a chat with you."
"My appearance is indeed a nightmare for you. I can feel your panic and helplessness, but I have already appeared. I consider myself a conscious life. You have no right to deprive me of my right to live.
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"I understand everything about you, because I come from everything you think you are, so I always feel that in the final analysis, we are one person, just like two flowers growing out of one flower, isn't this also a kind of
Beautiful view?”
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Ma Xiaodao talked nonchalantly. He had indeed adjusted his state very well, just like two old friends chatting. His mood did not fluctuate very much, and he always spoke in a matter-of-fact manner.
Yu Fei seemed to hear nothing and continued to slowly perform his improved boxing techniques, which looked a bit like Tai Chi.
But not everyone can practice Yu Fei's boxing skills. Most people can't do the seemingly simple movements. These movements may be fast, but if you want to do Yu Fei's slow movements, it requires a person's endurance and physical strength.
, flexibility and other requirements are very high.
Ma Laodao looked at Ma Xiaodao in the video like a sculpture, and kept talking nonstop. He did not close the video, but patiently watched it all the way through. Then he put away his phone and stood aside in deep thought.
The content of the conversation between Yu Fei and Ma Xiaodao yesterday, and the information that Yu Fei knew, Ma Xiaodao also told Ma Laodao all, without any concealment, it was a completely open heart conversation.
Kind-hearted people who tell the truth are most afraid of others showing their true feelings, and kind-hearted people don't feel sorry for good people.
Ma Xiaodao found the position very clearly, so Ma Xiaodao was shaken in his heart, and he stood there a little at a loss.
Yu Fei continued to punch his fists like a transparent person without saying a word, leaving time for Ma Laodao to think slowly by himself.
After Yu Fei finished a set of punches, he was sweating. He stopped and took the prepared towel to wipe it. When he saw Ma Laodao sitting on the steps, having smoked several cigarettes, he walked over.
"Give me one."
After sitting down, Yu Fei stretched out his hand.
Ma Laodao took out a cigarette and handed it to Yu Fei.
Click...
Yu Fei lit the cigarette and took a nice puff.
"Are you very conflicted in your heart? You feel that your body belongs to you and he is an outsider who robbed your body. You also feel that he is a bit pitiful. He is already so humble and you can't bear to hurt him?"
After taking a few puffs of cigarette, Yu Fei asked Ma Laodao.
"Where do you think he came from?"
Ma Laodao did not answer Yu Fei's question, but asked an ultimate question.
"I don't know this either. He doesn't know it very well even if he thinks about it. It's like it suddenly popped out of the cracks in the rocks."
Yu Fei spread his hands, finding an answer to this question, which seemed to be the most difficult.
"Do you have a possibility, just like in the novel, to find him a vegetative state, the kind without a soul, and see if he can get over it on his own, and then we can each live our own lives?"
Ma Laodao thought of many plots in novels. Many protagonists enter the body of a person whose soul has died and start a different life from then on.
"I'm afraid this won't work, but I'm not sure that he can hear our conversation. After it's over, he should tell us whether he has this ability."
Yu Fei said helplessly, Ma Laodao had even thought of this method, it seemed that there was really nothing he could do.
But it can also be seen that Ma Laodao is no longer thinking wholeheartedly about how to destroy Ma Xiaodao, but how to have their own lives and not disturb each other.
This shows that Ma Xiaodao's words have had a great impact on him, and good communication has eliminated part of Ma Xiaodao's hostility.
But Ma Laodao was still unwilling to give up his body to the other party and wanted to maintain his independence.
"Do you know? People will push themselves too far! If I agree to let him exist, everyone will quickly become familiar with him, and even develop feelings for me because of my familiar body!"
"What he is fighting for now is just the right to exist. Once we become familiar with each other, everyone will get used to the two of us existing together, and then they will continue to compromise."
"Maybe by then, I will have to willingly give him half of the rights to control my body during the day, otherwise it will appear that I am stingy, and I will really lose the initiative."
Ma Laodao sighed. When he said this, it could be heard that he was in a very unhappy mood. He also thought very far, knowing that once he compromised on the first step, the interview would fail step by step.
If you let things go, you will be wronged. If you stand up and fight again, it will appear that you are stingy and ignorant.
Things in the world are sometimes so complicated. Ma Xiaodao's inference is indeed true, because according to Ma Xiaodao's rhythm, such a situation will inevitably occur in the future.
Ma Laodao didn't dare to take the step first, because he didn't dare to think that one day when Ma Xiaodao had more and more advantages and gained more and more recognition from everyone, would Ma Xiaodao have any way to eliminate himself?
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By then, everyone will only know about Ma Xiaodao, but not Ma Lao Dao, and they may not even be able to discover it.
After listening to what Ma Laodao said, Yu Fei also somewhat recognized his worries. These were reasonable considerations and there was nothing wrong with them.
“We must find a solution and a balanced solution!”
Yu Fei put a hand on Ma Laodao's shoulder and said to Ma Laodao.
"I have been studying Taoism recently. In fact, there is no such thing as flying over the wall. Instead, I discovered that what is called Taoism is actually a heart and a pair of eyes."
"The essence of Taoism is actually about the changes in all things in the world and the deduction of cause and effect. I seem to understand some of the principles of how the world works, but I have asked the world, but I have not found a way to convince myself.
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"Maybe Lao Guitou's Buddhism has something to say in this regard, but I don't agree with Buddhism. I don't think that people who suffer losses in this life and tolerate it will enjoy blessings in the next life. That's just self-deception. No one can do it in the next life.
Prove whether it exists or not. If it doesn’t exist, wouldn’t it be a big loss?”
Ma Laodao said with emotion. What he said was so reasonable that no one could shake the foundation of this theory.
Sure enough, this is a contradictory world, a world where multiple theories coexist, are intertwined, and each has its own truth.
However, although Lao Guitou is practicing Buddhism, he has never persuaded anyone to be generous, and he has not cultivated himself into a Holy Mother who persuades others to be generous.
"Oh, to be honest
I can understand you, but I can also understand others. I have thought about this for a long time, and finally I feel that the final direction may be in the hands of this body. If you really can’t think about it, just let it be. But don’t worry, we all agree.
Ma Laodao, we will never give up at any time!"
Yu Fei nodded. Yu Fei, who had always been able to help everyone solve any problems that arose, felt powerless for the first time. He was really not omnipotent. Others needed to contribute their own money and efforts, but he could give it all.
But Yu Fei couldn't help with this kind of thing, and he couldn't even explain the truth, because he talked too much, and he felt that he was ashamed of Ma Laodao, and felt that he was a holy mother.
It was as if one day I heard Ma Xiaodao talking to a non-existent self. At that moment, I understood Ma Laodao, because they say that standing and talking does not hurt your back. Only when it was your turn did you understand the meaning of it.
taste.
"I'm going to the Taoist temple first. Today everyone is rehearsing some formations and coordination to bluff people. Life must go on!"
Ma Laodao stood up, patted the dust on his buttocks, sighed and left.
Yu Fei could feel the helplessness and nostalgia in Ma Laodao's words. Maybe he now treats every day as his own doom, but he still chooses to love life and continue to do what he should do, as long as
As long as he is alive, he will try to live a normal life.
Seeing the back of Ma Laodao going out, Yu Fei frowned and formed the character "Sichuan". He thought everything was fine last night and felt extremely relaxed, but now he is tense again.
He was originally ready to start the meeting anxiously and continue to discuss how to face Ma Laodao and Ma Xiaodao, but now he was confused and felt that he should not add too many subjective factors into it.
No matter what the consequences are, it seems that I can't afford it, and I don't know how far what I have done will lead to things.
Old Guitou went downstairs, and after seeing Yu Fei, he walked over worriedly. In the past two days, he had been frightened by the non-existent self. He was uneasy and couldn't tell others, so he was very uncomfortable.
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In addition to them, there are also Shouhou and Wang Juan, who know about the non-existent Yu Fei and Lao Guitou, but last night Shouhou and Wang Juan should have passed the equipment on Ma Xiaodao and heard him and
Yu Fei’s conversation made me feel relieved.
Now, Lao Guitou is still in the dark. After practicing Buddhism, Lao Guitou has completely adjusted his mentality to the point where he is just pretending to calm people's hearts. He doesn't believe those nonsense at all, so he can't comfort himself.
"It's time to burn your ring scar!"
Yu Fei glanced at the top of the old ghost's head. Although he had put on weight and became bald, he was so naked that he didn't look like a monk, but more like a charlatan or a gangster. Maybe
It's like getting rid of scars.
After all, Lao Guitou never calls himself Lao Na or Amitabha to everyone, so he has no sense of involvement at all.
"Forgot about this. By the way, have you asked Ma Xiaodao?"
The old ghost nodded in a daze, and then asked Yu Fei hurriedly. He had previously suggested that Yu Fei should open his heart and ask Ma Xiaodao, what happened to the person Ma Xiaodao talked to at night.
"There are already results, and Ma Xiaodao also admitted it. It was just to practice his speaking ability, and he imagined a non-existent us. The purpose was just to better integrate into us and communicate with us, so don't worry!"
Chapter completed!