Chapter 234 We have nothing, in this life, we should live without fear(1/2)
The room was not turned on, the curtains were pulled, and the paint was black.
The soles of the feet are close to the ground, and there is a cool feeling coming up, and it is cold.
Si Sheng took the initiative to surround Ling Xize's waist, stepped on his shoes, and entrusted him with all the weight. She smiled: "Are businessmen nowadays so good at speaking?"
"I won't tell them."
Ling Xize snorted lightly, a little arrogant.
Then, he added: "I'm telling the truth."
Si Sheng didn't say anything, buried his face on his shoulder and pinched his hands on his waist.
"Not wearing shoes?"
Through the shoes, Ling Xize could also feel that the one stepping on his instep was soft and soft, and there was a subtle temperature transmission.
"Um."
The word Si Sheng has just finished pronunciation.
Ling Xize bent down and suddenly picked her up in the waist.
Si Sheng was stunned and subconsciously took his neck.
"Just like your body, do you want to have barefoot fun?"
He ridiculed and teased with helpless tone, and controlled the most subtle size, which was enough to make Si Sheng forgive his "offensive".
Si Sheng hummed disdainfully and did not argue with him.
The room was pitch black, but the outline could be vaguely identified. Ling Xize hugged her and walked to the bedside, bent down, and put her back into the bed where there was still warmth.
As a result, as soon as Si Sheng lay down, the man leaned over and half of his body pressed against her.
"I'm dead."
Si Sheng pushed him aside in disgust.
With Si Sheng's body movement, it was no problem to throw one or two Ling Xize's weight. But she was full of disgust and was reluctant to put in her hands, so she simply pushed it.
Ling Xize's sloppy skills were not enough to cover up. He leaned against her shoulders and pinched her arms with his hands.
It is very thin and can be held by only hands. The skin is elastic, tender and tough, and has a great touch.
"You haven't grown sideways in the years?"
“Born of beauty.”
It's hard to say whether it's really "born beauty".
Si Sheng is traveling around all year round and has a lot of physical energy. When she encounters physically tiring work, no matter how much she eats, it won’t work. Anyway, she has never had any fat on her body over the years.
Of course, it is not malnourished thinness.
The young man practices martial arts and exercises properly, so she has no muscles, but her body is well-proportioned and her skin is soft and tough, which is always the best condition.
Other beauties always have a bit of charm, but when they are on her body, they have become resilience.
Ling Xize didn't want to let go as soon as he touched him.
"On the Internet, zero waves, war-torn areas and dangerous no-man's areas run everywhere?"
Fearing that she drove him away, Ling Xize found a topic.
"This kind of unrealistic rumor..." Si Sheng paused and said with a smile, "It seems to be true."
"Give me a chance to find out." Ling Xize humbly showed off his desire for knowledge.
Si Sheng was puzzled, "It's midnight, will I tell you a story?"
Ling Xize suppressed his voice, his voice hoarse and twitching, "Or do something else?"
“…”
With a raised eyebrow, Si Sheng pinched him.
She raised her head slightly and said, "Hand."
Ling Xize adjusted his posture tactfully, stretched his arm over, and let her pillow him.
"Have you seen Bei Ye's "Survival in the Wild"?" Si Sheng asked for a moment of contemplation.
"Um."
Si Sheng was a little proud, "I have been to the places he took pictures."
"Hiss--" When Ling Xize pinched, Si Sheng took a breath of air conditioning and threw it over with a cold eye, "Where are you looking for death?"
Ling Xize hugged her tightly, and the lowered voice was unclear, "It's not easy for you to let me see you who are alive."
“…”
Si Sheng was speechless for a moment.
"Young man, life is still too comfortable." A moment later, Si Sheng teased him, "The barefoot ones are not afraid of those who wear shoes. We were born naked in the world and had nothing. In this life, we should live freely and fearlessly."
Every step she takes is a new life;
Every time she crosses, she is reborn.
"Well," Ling Xize will always be impressed by her novel theory. Shaoqing asked, "What has the crisis and dilemma brought to you?"
Si Sheng was stunned for a moment and then said, "Respect life."
She told him about an adventure.
It was a glacier area, and she walked with several experienced adventurers. One was buried in an avalanche and could not even find the body. One fell into the crack of the ice, but with will and resistance, they could survive.
Resist nature, crises are everywhere.
Hope and death are like shadows.
People can be defeated in society, and are allowed to be depressed, decadent, and depraved, but before the real crisis of death, even if you give up in a second, your life will come to an end.
People can be small and helpless, or they can be tough and tenacious.
"...What's your look?"
In the darkness, Si Sheng saw Ling Xize's deep and dark pupils, with complex thoughts, unclear meanings, and strong emotions, which made her feel suffocated.
Ling Xize whispered: "I feel sorry."
“…”
Si Sheng pursed his lower lip gently.
Ling Xize said again: "Sad."
“…”
Si Sheng was slightly stunned.
He hugged her and sighed softly, "How much effort should I put into replacing these memories that impress you?"
Unlike ordinary people, Si Sheng's life is too exciting.
Any experience she has taken out can be amazing and can be enough to make ordinary people a topic of conversation for their whole life.
However, there is no other participation in such a thrilling experience.
"Don't bother." Si Sheng played with his coat zipper and said slowly, "You have saved me many times."
"Um?"
Ling Xize narrowed his eyes.
Save her...
Why doesn't he know?
"In the wild, what I fear most is that I don't have the desire to survive..." At this point, Si Sheng's voice was a little low. She lifted her eyelids, looked at Ling Xize's face quickly, and then said in a very fast and light tone, "I have always carried your bracelet."
She didn't say it very bluntly.
However, the meaning of expression is clearer.
In some crisis moments, even if he was not with her, he became her motivation to survive.
Ling Xize felt a heat in his heart, and something seemed to explode in his mind, crackling, and unspeakable emotions flowed rapidly across his limbs and bones, and even the fingertips that hugged her were trembling slightly.
"Don't be too self-indulgent. I just think it's my first love after all... If I die, I won't see you marrying my beautiful wife..." Si Sheng added slowly.
"Hard-mouthed."
Ling Xize interrupted her with laughter and cry.
“…”
OK, she's stubborn.
Although she disliked the bracelet very much, she hadn't really been willing to throw it away since she broke up.
When she realized it one day, she realized that she had always kept it with her.
To be continued...