Chu Luo cried in the car.

After her emotions calmed down, she took the envelope and left calmly.

Seeing her figure disappear, Si Sheng did not leave. Instead, after a moment of silence, he exhaled and took out his cell phone to call Song Qingming.

This time, Song Qingming answered.

"Send her back?" Song Qingming asked, with a tone of surprise.

"Um."

"Ask."

Song Qingming said bluntly.

"He wanted to take advantage of the end..." Si Sheng didn't finish his words, and paused for two seconds before asking every word, "What else do you want to do?"

The phone suddenly became quiet.

The breeze was gentle, and the sound that came into my ears was extremely light, like the breathing on the other end of the phone.

After a while, Si Sheng heard Song Qingming whisper, "He wants to find a place to die."

"he--"

"What if it was you?"

Before Si Sheng could speak out harshly, Song Qingming blocked all her words back with a gentle question.

What if it was you?

Do you choose to wait for death comfortably, or do things you want to do but haven’t done, see the scenery you want to see but have never seen, and walk the road you want to walk but have never walked?

Si Sheng suddenly lost his words.

She won't wait to die.

After a long time, Si Sheng fell back on the back of the chair, "So, he left like that."

"Um."

"Okay."

Si Sheng's eyes fell out the window and his expression was distant.

With current medical standards, ALS is still an incurable disease. Although there are targeted treatment measures to extend the survival period as much as possible, this period is limited after all.

The average life span is 2 to 5 years, and more than 90% of them will not live for 5 years, and a very small number can reach more than 10 years.

For a young man in his twenties, two years, five years, ten years... are so short.

However, a person with a healthy body and can jump around, watching his body be absent from control, muscle atrophy, weakness, respiratory failure... the pain is slow and lasting, but he is powerless. Nothing is more sad than watching himself die little by little.

Things in the world are impermanent, and things in this world are really hard to explain and cannot be explained thoroughly.

People who love life try to live every means, but there will always be disasters; people who are decadent and tired of the world will often find it difficult to die.

"Did he really leave anything to Chu Luo?" Si Sheng asked again.

"No. The only thing to say..." Song Qingming said, "He regrets provoking her."

To this day, Song Qingming still remembers that on that snowy night, Qin Fan was slightly drunk and walked on the snow-covered road, laughing at him while crying.

——"You said, I'm so good, why are you provoking someone's little girl? Isn't this asking for trouble?"

——"Si Sheng said that if you do too many unethical things, you will be retribution. Just forget about retribution, but why do you still retribution for others? People have not done anything that is harmful to the sky."

Finally, Song Qingming said: "He also said, after you know, don't go to your heart. We come from the earth and mountains and rivers, and we will eventually return. He will spend the rest of his life finding a scenery that best represents his heart and leave with glory."

*

Si Sheng hung up Song Qingming's phone number.

On this day, she drove from the south to the north of the city, and from the north to the west of the city, and walked around the whole city until it was dark, and she went to Qin Rong's house for a meal.

When I returned to the water and clouds again, it was almost zero.

After entering the door, she smelled the scent of the food. She was slightly stunned, turned on the light, her eyes passed by the living room and the dining room, and then saw a table full of food on the dining table.

It's already cold.

In a trance, she remembered that Xiao Ni would be back today on Friday.

Changing shoes at the entrance, Si Sheng walked into the living room and heard the movement of opening the door on his side.

When he looked up, Xiao Ni stood at the door and asked, "Do you want to have a meal?"

"You haven't slept yet?"

"……Um."

After hesitating for a while, Xiao Ni nodded slightly.

"And I." A head suddenly appeared on Xiao Ni's shoulders. Si Fengmian put his shoulders on Xiao Ni's shoulders and blinked his eyes to explain, "You can't get through the phone. We are afraid that something will happen to you, and we don't know where to find you."

The implication is that I haven't slept so late to wait for Si Sheng to come back.

“…”

Xiao Ni's face was slightly dark and moved Si Fengmian, who had mostly weighed on him.

"Oh, the phone is out of power." Si Sheng found a reason to be perfunctory and then asked, "Have you told your family?"

"Um."

Si Fengmian nodded.

Because Si Sheng made a big fuss at the birthday party, Zhang Zi and Si Shang were not in a state after they came back. Si Shang returned to school for class. Zhang Zi was distracted all day long and had no mind to care about him. He was very free in his actions.

Just tell your home and you can stay out overnight.

Furthermore, Si Shangyama was worried about Si Sheng's situation and knew that he was here, it was too late to support him.

“Eat something together?”

When he turned his head and saw the food on the table, Si Sheng asked the two of them.

"good!"

Si Fengmian nodded without hesitation.

Xiao Ni was still hesitant, but after pausing for two seconds, Si Fengmian forced his head to agree.

“…”

Xiao Ni took out the hot dishes without saying a word.

Si Fengmian took the initiative to attack him.

but--

With a crackling sound in the kitchen, Si Fengmian was thrown out by Xiao Ni three minutes later.

"Step into the kitchen one more step and break your legs."

Xiao Ni threw down his words with a dark face and closed the kitchen door.

“…”

Si Fengmian, who was thrown to the door, was slapped in his ears by the sound of closing the door. He stood there awkwardly, accidentally caught Si Sheng's smile for a moment, coughed lightly, raised his hand to scratch his hair.

Si Sheng picked up an orange on the coffee table, weighed it, threw it up, and then caught it, then raised his eyebrows at him, "Come and sit down."

“Hey.”

Si Fengmian walked over.

Peeling the orange peel, Si Sheng tilted his head and asked, "Is it the fruit that Xiao Ni bought again?"

"Yeah." Si Fengmian sat down, looked at the fruits on the coffee table, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Nothing, I'll be annoying."

Yu Guang glanced into the kitchen, Si Fengmian leaned forward slightly, and asked in a low voice: "Then I'll talk to him?"

"OK."

Si Sheng was waiting for his words.

"But--" Si Fengmian paused and said, "He seems to always buy fruit in a store, just the one at the entrance of our school."

Si Sheng: "..."

Sure enough, it seems that it has a fixed cooperation with a fruit shop.

"I went with him after school," Si Fengmian said casually, "There is a child in the store, four or five years old, who is close to him."

"girl?"

"boy."

For some reason, Si Fengmian discovered that after he answered, he saw a little regret in Si Sheng's eyes.

After all, I have gotten along well with Xiao Ni recently and my relationship is OK. Si Fengmian is afraid that Xiao Ni will leave the image of "no girl relationship" and "no wife" in Si Sheng, so he decided to win the honor of Xiao Ni.
To be continued...