Chapter 129 Hui Ji will be hurt, love will not last(1/2)
It was still snowing outside, and the snowflakes were getting bigger and bigger. After walking a few steps, the shoulders were dyed white.
"Sister Shengsheng, are you going out?"
When passing by Grandpa Wang's house, Tao Lele just picked up the dogs running around in the yard and waved to them in the heavy snow.
"Um."
Through the wind and snow, Si Sheng nodded slightly with her.
Tao Lele's face turned red with cold, he jumped on the spot a few times, then waved his hand to say goodbye to both of them, and jumped home with his puppy in his arms.
In the narrow window, orange lights light up, and in the quiet snowy night, a hint of warmth was emitted.
Si Sheng blew out his breath, and his breath turned into white mist, which was pulled away by the cold wind in a blink of an eye.
The two passed by and continued walking forward.
Put his hand in his pocket and touched the hand warmer sticker given by Ling Xize before going out. Si Sheng turned his head slightly and saw Ling Xize walking side by side. The faint light on the roadside hit him diagonally, covering the hazy light edge.
He walked a little further ahead, blocking the cold wind for her.
Si Sheng suddenly spoke, "Do you still remember the quarrel we had?"
"Um."
Ling Xize responded softly, turned his head to look at her, and said, "You said I care too much, which will hinder your freedom in life."
Deep memory.
They are not good-sounding people, they can argue with each other after a few words, but it doesn't matter. They both disagree with each other and don't take it seriously after they say it.
So, that time was the only real quarrel during their dating.
At that time, their opinions were divided.
He didn't want to see Si Sheng get hurt, and he didn't want Si Sheng to take risks. He would take care of her three meals a day, all aspects. He hoped that she could be well and not be hurt at all, but those careful protections were not what she wanted.
Of course, they had a big fight.
During the quarrel that she asked for a breakup, he was thinking about how to coordinate this contradiction, but she asked for a breakup directly, giving no room for recovery.
He was so angry that he didn't contact her for a week.
result……
The answer is indeed even more annoying: She took a break from school and disappeared.
The hand warmer sticker in the pocket began to get hot, and Si Sheng's fingers sensed the heat that was continuously transmitted and narrowed his eyes.
She said: "If I told you at the time that I was going to take a break from school, would you agree?"
Ling Xize stopped and his eyelids drooped, snowflakes drifted on his eyelashes, slightly white.
He answered truthfully: "No."
Now, he can answer without hesitation: Yes. Just be happy.
It is undeniable that he did not.
"Yes, you will persuade me to do ideological work for me, analyze the pros and cons, and find arguments to convince me." Si Sheng gently pulled the corner of his mouth, "You guess my breakup is related to Mrs. Ling, and it is indeed correct."
She didn't stop anymore, and walked forward, over him, her voice floating leisurely.
"You may not know, Mrs. Ling agreed."
She stopped, and when she turned around, the wind lifted up her ink hair, floating in strands, and her dark and bright eyes bent slightly, revealing a smile.
She added, "She understands my thoughts and supports me to take a break from school."
He was slightly stunned, Ling Xize frowned slightly, slightly surprised, but he felt it was taken for granted.
His grandmother is just a person who doesn't follow the rules.
She came from a famous family, did not like the chess, calligraphy and painting, did not learn etiquette and norms, and had a strong sense of martial arts. In that war-torn era, she went abroad to study, parade on the streets, and went to the battlefield... She had done everything she should do and what she shouldn't do.
Later, she fell in love with Grandpa Qiao first, and chased him without any reservation. She ignored the obstruction of the two parents and resolutely joined together.
So I have a happy life.
I wonder before Mrs. Ling and Si Sheng met, Ling Xize had been thinking that if they met, they would definitely get together.
"What did you two talk about?" Ling Xize asked.
"It's a bit long, I can't remember it very clearly." Si Sheng said, "We talked from afternoon to early morning and said goodbye to her, and I decided to leave school."
Si Sheng walked forward step by step, and Ling Xize followed step by step.
"She said that if you have something you want to do, do it as soon as possible, regardless of whether it is right or wrong. Time will indeed give an answer, but if waiting is wrong and this period of life is gone, it will always be wrong."
"She convinced me."
"A college diploma doesn't mean to me, why do I waste another two years for a piece of paper?"
"There is also the case. I have been to many places, met many people, and experienced many interesting things..." Speaking of this, Si Sheng laughed softly, and a smile was hidden in his cool voice, "They are more important to me than that piece of paper."
Ling Xize stopped beside her.
He asked in a hoarse voice: "What about me?"
Where is him?
A certificate is insignificant to her.
Is he the same as that piece of paper?
Si Sheng paused, captured his flash of emotions, and his smile faded a little.
"She asked me, 'You are only 19 years old, so young, and so long in the future. Are you ready to spend the rest of your life with him now?'" Si Sheng's tone was a little light, afraid of stabbing him, and his voice was gentle, "She told me that if I were with you, she would be happy. But if I chose to leave you, she would be very supportive."
Among the interesting people Si Sheng met, Mrs. Ling was definitely one of them.
Wisdom, free and easy, open-minded.
She is kind and warm, and always thinks about problems from your perspective.
Si Sheng didn't say it too directly.
The fact is that Si Sheng never thought about breaking up after arguing with Ling Xize.
It was not until Mrs. Ling found her and mentioned their questions during the chat that she asked her: Have you ever considered breaking up with Xize?
"Your growth environment is different from his. His education tells him that thinking about problems requires comprehensiveness. If you take one step, you must think about the first ten steps and hundreds of steps."
"You are different. I can see that you are walking with your eyes closed. One step is one step. You like to go wrong and find surprises."
"The conflict between you two is destined. If you want to live a stable life, you have to compromise with someone. But you are good, and he is also good. If you two develop their own lives, you will have a wonderful life. Anyone who compromises for each other will lose something."
"Both you and him are too young. At the beginning of your life, if you don't walk a long way for yourself, you will tie the two lives together. Are you willing?"
...
Si Sheng still clearly recalled these words.
That is a very clear passage.
It was not for her and Ling Xize, but for her.
Extreme wisdom will hurt you, and deep love will not live long.
This is the problem between her and Ling Xize.
When he met Ling Xize's silent look, Si Sheng continued, "I don't like the life that was arranged."
Fengxue was stunned and Ling Xize said: "I won't arrange your life."
"You won't. You do things carefully and calmly. You will arrange everything I want to do one by one for me and put it into your life plan."
After a pause, Si Sheng raised his eyes and snowflakes fell into her eyes and melted into water.
She said word by word: "But my future does not require planning."
“…”
Ling Xize didn't say anything.
Unbelievable that for a moment, he was convinced by Si Sheng.
He knew what Si Sheng was going on.
He was sent to practice martial arts at the age of ten.
In the next six years, I almost never went to school well, and I went to "go out" every few days. At a young age, I first entered the world.
At the age of sixteen, she became a martial arts teacher and transferred back to Beijing. With just one year of hard work, she was asserted that she was difficult to get into undergraduate degree, and with nearly 30 points above the admission score, she successfully passed the Beijing Science and Technology entrance examination.
She has never taken the ordinary path since she was a child.
During the six months he had been with her, he had seen her dealing with all kinds of people.
There are business tycoons who nodded and bowed to her; there are criminal police who seek her interpersonal help; there are gangsters who pick up sticks to greet her without saying a word; there are also black people who panic when they see her...
Her world is different from ordinary people.
A person, a person who likes her can't keep her.
To be continued...