unworthy(1/2)
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The summer is hot, and a friend asked Shang Mengxian: "How is the situation?"
Shang Mengxian could not tell the embarrassment of being almost bitten by a dog. She said contemptuously: "It's okay, I walked with him for a while, and he took the initiative to talk to me."
My friend Hao was not surprised: "You probably are the most beautiful girl he has ever seen. No one will like him in his life. It is normal for him to be excited."
Shang Mengxian opened her mouth and closed again. How could she say that the person's reaction was particularly plain, but when she thought about it, as my friend said, he probably didn't even have the chance to see a better-looking girl. It would be a matter of time before she fell in love with her and was obsessed with her.
She does not lack admirers, but a broken and cold admirer sounds very challenging.
It is probably possible that he will turn into a pug by being like this. But he looks pretty good, cold and resolute, otherwise Shang Mengxian would not have endured the disgust and got close to him. What's more, she heard that he was actually the first in the grade.
Shang Mengxian knew that this kind of people lacked the most love. She removed the imported chocolate given by other boys from the drawer. Before class was even in the afternoon, she went downstairs to Class 7, Grade 1, with the chocolate in her arms.
Shang Mengxian stopped a student from Class 7 of Grade 1: "Can you help me call Pei Chuan from your class?"
The little boy blushed when he saw that he was a famous beauty in the second grade of junior high school and agreed.
Pei Chuan heard that someone was looking for him outside, so he put down the book and went out.
The cicadas kept shouting in the middle of summer, and the fan hanging above the head in the classroom was slowly turning, and time became slower.
Pei Chuan went out to see Shang Mengxian, but his expression did not change: "Is there anything wrong?"
"This is the chocolate my mom friend brought from abroad. It's very delicious. Thank you for leading me before. I want to share it with you to try it."
Pei Chuan glanced at the chocolate in her hand. He also had it at home. He was brought by his colleague Jiang Wenjuan from abroad, but he didn't like it, so he gave it to Bei Yao.
He was not stupid, and Shang Mengxian's tone inadvertently revealed contempt, as if he had never seen such a rare thing in his life.
Pei Chuan turned into the classroom with a cold face and didn't take it over.
Shang Mengxian's face turned red. This was the first time she was rejected in front of the whole class. She couldn't bear to worry about her face, but she forced a tolerant smile and went upstairs to return to her class.
Pei Chuan went back to the classroom and looked at the third row in the middle. Bei Yao lay on the table and was sleeping. Her long eyelashes were pitch black and curled down, like two butterfly wings without weight.
He withdrew his gaze and began to read the physics books that he should have studied in the third year of junior high school.
This thing that was not taken seriously by Pei Chuan fermented unknowingly.
When Bei Yao heard the news of catching up on the wind and shadows, Shang Mengxian's behavior of giving chocolate had become very unfavorable to Pei Chuan.
Pei Chuan worked hard to get rid of the sympathetic gaze of everyone in elementary school, but he fell into a worse situation overnight.
The boy in the back row of Class 7 of Grade 1 said to the bathroom: "I thought he was so cold and arrogant, but he secretly went to please Shang Mengxian and took him to visit the new park."
Another boy unzipped the zipper and answered in agreement: "He didn't think about his own conditions. The toad wanted to eat swan meat. Shang Mengxian sympathized with him for giving him chocolate, but he actually wanted to take it."
"Can Shang Mengxian fall in love with him? He has no calves. Not to mention Shang Mengxian, even Chen Xiaomei in our class cannot like him..." Chen Xiaomei had some buck teeth.
The two words "disabled" are very light, and the other boy quickly winked at him.
The boy who said the word "disabled" turned back according to his classmates' gaze and saw Pei Chuan walking out of the shadow.
Pei Chuan passed by them with no expression on his face, turned on the faucet to wash his hands. The sound of water flowed, and for a moment, this sound was the only sound in the men's bathroom. After all, the cruel and vicious words were heard by the main owner, and the boys did not speak again in the end.
Pei Chuan was always very calm. He just used very force when washing his hands, so that his slender and pale fingers turned red. When Pei Chuan left, the boys looked at each other.
"Have he heard us?"
"I heard it, he is not deaf, the toilet is so big."
"Why didn't you react when you heard it?"
"Then who knows...what you are afraid of? What we are saying is not lies."
Perhaps it was because of his jealousy that Shang Mengxian was particularly concerned about Pei Chuan, or perhaps it was because he was unhappy that Pei Chuan was firmly ranked first in the grade and had a cold personality. In short, this incident of catching up has become more and more disgusting.
A small number of people in the class speak very badly.
Fortunately, most of them felt that these words were too impaired and did not respect people, so they did not say them together. Fang Minjun became one of these "large number of people".
Her face looked a little mean after she lost weight: "You are speculating on others all day long. I think you are the most disgusting. What's wrong with Pei Chuan? They have good character and good grades, and they won't say bad things behind their backs like noisy tongue-in-law."
The boy blushed: "Fuck me, Fang Minjun, you are just jealous of Shang Mengxian and help Pei Chuan speak."
Fang Minjun sneered: "What am I jealous? There are more people in the world who are more beautiful than Shang Mengxian."
"I'm better than Shang Mengxian, I will never like Pei Chuan in my life." The boy laughed wildly. Fang Minjun's combat power was not as good as him, so he was very angry.
When Bei Yao heard rumors, her expression changed suddenly.
She was sleeping at noon that day, and she didn't see Shang Mengxian coming to find Pei Chuan. She didn't expect that everyone would suddenly become like this. It was obvious that when the first grade of junior high school started, because everyone had grown up and knew to avoid other people's pain, everyone kept silent about Pei Chuan's incompleteness. She didn't expect that Shang Mengxian would make Pei Chuan's situation change so much.
A thousand-mile dike collapses in an ant hole.
In addition to worrying about Pei Chuan's condition, Bei Yao was also afraid that he really likes Shang Mengxian now. In her opinion, Shang Mengxian is not good at all, and Pei Chuan will be hurt. Pei is not happy to be so stubborn. If he really likes it, no one can persuade him.
The last section was English class. Bei Yao had already put away her things. As soon as the school bell rang, the boy left the classroom, and Bei Yao immediately followed.
Pei Chuan, who was less than fourteen years old, had a clean and elegant face. As soon as she approached him, Pei Chuan suddenly turned around: "What are you doing with me?"
Bei Yao heard the anger in his words, and she whispered: "Don't listen to their nonsense. My mother talks nonsense and she will have a bad mouth when she grows up. These bad guys will have a bad mouth when they get married."
The sun shone on her soft hair, turning into a warm and cute light golden color. His originally suppressed and impenetrable emotions suddenly burst out: "They didn't say nonsense. Should they say you are stupid or naive? You clearly know that it's the fact. That woman just wants to play games, what do you want to do with me?"
Bei Yao looked at him and felt a little sad: "I won't do anything."
Her schoolbag changed, but the little panda was still hanging on it. It swayed pitifully with the summer dusk wind.
"Can you still be able to..."
Her watery eyes were filled with sadness and closeness. He wanted to say something even more vicious, but in the end he couldn't say anything.
Pei Chuan knew that although those people were naughty, they were indeed the truth.
He had a pair of cold eyes, and was used to seeing the cold eyes and sympathy in the world, including the one named Shang Mengxian who was playing and joking at the beginning. In the first year of junior high school, they gave him a vivid lesson and told him clearly that he would never be loved in this life.
Like, secret love, and affection are all luxury and distant things for him.
It's okay when you are an ordinary friend, everyone will give him care for "sympathy". But once you are given a young love, he becomes a dirty existence that everyone avoids.
There will be no girl in this world who accepts his incompleteness without any mind.
What's more, it's a pretty girl.
His black pupils looked at Bei Yao in front of him quietly and silently. How would she grow up? What kind of scene would she look like?
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The culprit of this incident was Shang Mengxian, but Shang Mengxian herself did not expect that things would turn out like this. In a blink of an eye, she thought again, now is the time when Pei Chuan is referring to him. If she cares about him, it will definitely be easier for him to fall in love with him, right?
Bei Yao has thought of many ways in the past few days to get Pei Chuan out of such a bad situation. She also thought of Shang Mengxian, it would be much better if Shang Mengxian could speak for him.
Bei Yao went upstairs to class 1 of junior high school to find someone, and happened to meet Shang Mengxian and talk and laugh.
"Senior Sister Shang, can I talk to you?
Shang Mengxian stopped and joked and looked at Bei Yao.
The little girl in front of her was between the girl and the child. Her cheeks looked soft, with baby fat, and she looked very delicate and cute. Shang Mengxian frowned: "Okay, what are you talking about?"
They entered the cherry blossom forest on the school trail, and Bei Yao took the lead in speaking: "Do you still remember me? The person who drove away the puppy that day."
Shang Mengxian said reluctantly: "Remember."
"Senior sister, Pei Chuan has been said unpleasantly. Can you explain what happened before to everyone?"
Shang Mengxian said: "What can I explain? Those words were not what I said."
"But you want to follow Pei Chuan home, and then give him chocolate in front of everyone. He is guilty of possessing a treasure. He is very uncomfortable now." Seeing that Shang Mengxian did not refute, Bei Yao knew that he had guessed. It turned out that Shang Mengxian took the initiative to find Pei Chuan.
"What does it have to do with me? He didn't even come to me and said, "Who is he you, you can say."
Shang Mengxian could guess that the girl in front of her might be friends with the boy. Bei Yao bravely drove away the barking dog that day. She was obviously afraid, but she still stood in front of her and Pei Chuan. However, Shang Mengxian was sure that this young girl would not have anything to do with Pei Chuan. Who would take such a boy to her?
But she didn't expect Bei Yao to sink her face.
The little girl raised her fair cheeks and was incredibly serious: "He is the one I have protected for almost ten years." He is not the toy or useless person in your eyes, he is the boy I coaxed to grow up. I hope he will be safe all his life, just like before, even if his personality is deserted and unpleasant, he will grow up happily.
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Bei Yao's negotiations broke down, and she was not discouraged, but she could do very little. Shang Mengxian refused to explain, so she explained one by one. Fortunately, the conversation that day had a very good change - Shang Mengxian no longer went to Pei Chuan.
She persisted in such a weak effect for a long time until she went to school in the second year of junior high school and was gradually forgotten by everyone. Shang Mengxian had a boyfriend, and everyone completely let go of Pei Chuan.
Pei Chuan only broke out once. When he was in the second year of the lunar calendar, he seemed to have forgotten that matter and stopped mentioning it.
Shang Mengxian, who was in the third year of junior high school, had a boyfriend and went crazy in the students' mouths, but the teacher didn't know. In the 2009 years, like later generations, early love was a death zone that students could not touch. The teenagers envy the person that monk Mengxian was in love, while secretly admired her courage.
One day, Shang Mengxian's boyfriend came to school to send her roses. The red roses were blooming in a silhouette. The boy was wearing sunglasses and dyed yellow hair. He also hugged Shang Mengxian outside the classroom.
The people in Class 1, Grade 3, were so excited that they whistled and cheered.
Shang Mengxian's boyfriend is not from this junior high school. I heard that he is two years older than Shang Mengxian. Bei Yao was also pulled out by Hua Ting to watch the fun, but she looked familiar with the boy from afar and felt a little familiar, but she couldn't tell where he looked familiar.
Bei Yao knew that Pei Chuan had a good memory, so she asked him after school: "I always think that the boys who came to our school today look so familiar. Didn't you see it too? Do you have an impression of him?"
Pei Chuan looked at him without squinting: "No."
Bei Yao kicked the small stone under her feet, did she not see it? Or did she not have an impression?
He glanced at her: "Don't worry about other people's affairs, take the high school entrance exam." He paused and asked her, "Which high school do you want to get into?"
To be continued...