Mom's face was pressed against Fei Ming's back, and tears were wet and hot. Fei Ming was afraid of the too strong touch, and was afraid that the dream would break into a bubble in the afternoon sun in the next second. With a bang, there was no trace, and there was no fragment, just like she woke up countless times and opened her eyes, without a father or a mother.

The day before New Year's Eve, all patients who could be discharged had left, and the people who had the disease probably endured it. They waited until after the holiday to talk about everything. The nurses were discussing how to spend the Spring Festival in the duty room. The hospital was very quiet, as quiet as an empty valley. The wind and the rain left, leaving only a lonely tree, quietly falling a leaf, and no one noticed it.

Fei Ming is such a small tree. She closed her eyes and imagined that she would sprout after a spring snow. She grew and grew taller and taller, with lush branches and leaves. Finally, she was connected to the forest where she breeds her. The same branches and leaves would bloom with the same beautiful flowers... She forgot the strong smell of disinfectant and fell asleep peacefully in the fragrance of green and rich, full of home.

Later, Fei Ming had a strange dream, in which someone was crying. She didn't remember hearing such crying sounds, but the crying sound was familiar, as if it had been around forever, and was born before her memory. She tried hard to look around, first seeing a contour, then a face, and then a silhouette trembling with depression.

"My child, my child..."

"Are you my mother?" Perhaps because she knew it was in a dream, and Fei Ming had too many similar dreams, she was not shocked or surprised. Like countless times before, her mother found her in the dream again. The only difference was that this time, her mother's face was particularly clear, as clear as a beautiful aunt who passed by her and made her extremely envious; her mother's tears were so real, she almost thought that they were really knocked down on the back of her hand, which was hanging on her.

"You recognize me? You really recognize me?"

Fei Ming didn't know why "mother" was crying more and more. She was not someone else, but her mother. Of course Fei Ming recognized her.

"Mom, don't cry, otherwise I will cry too. As soon as I shed tears, I will wake up. I want you to stay with me for a while."

Mom's voice was shattered in her uncontrollable crying. Fei Ming took a lot of effort to hear her asking over and over again: "Fe Ming, do you hate me, do you hate mother..."

Fei Ming shook his head and murmured: "Hate for a minute. I think I just miss you so much...Mom, why don't you want me?"

Mom's face was pressed against Fei Ming's back, and tears were wet and hot. Fei Ming was afraid of the too strong touch, and was afraid that the dream would shatter into a bubble in the afternoon sun in the next second. With a "pop", there was no trace, and there was no fragment, just like she woke up countless times and opened her eyes, without a father or a mother.

Why don't you want me?

Fei Ming just habitually asked the doubts that had been hidden in her heart for a long time. This was a pursuit that never stopped with her growth. In fact, she had never expected that there would be an answer.

But she heard her mother's answer after she cried for a long time.

"Mom did something wrong when she was young. No, maybe it was the most right thing I did in my life...Mom didn't want you, but to ask you, Mom made a swearing swear."

"What poisonous oath?"

"The poisonous oath means that as long as your mother can give birth to you, as long as you are alive, she will never be able to see you again."

“What else?”

"Otherwise, my mother will not die well, Fei Ming, I'm sorry, Fei Ming."

After her mother finished speaking her poisonous oath, she said fear and anxiety in her eyes. Fei Ming once thought that her mother was afraid that the poisonous oath would come true, but she vaguely felt that it seemed that it was not the case. There was also guilt in her fear, because my aunt said that when one person apologized, she would not dare to look at another person's eyes.

Fei Ming thought about it and started to hurt again. She moaned softly a few times. Her mother's hand covered her little Red Riding Hood. The little tree closed her eyes and her branches were finally connected to the big tree.

Fei Ming said: "Then you come to see me, will you die?...Mom, I don't want you to die..."

Mother's expression was so painful that Fei Ming felt that his heart was about to break. She grabbed the bed sheet with one hand tightly and grabbed her with the other... She fell into the abyss of chaos. Before the last trace of consciousness disappeared, she still remembered that her mother's hands were hot.

Ju Nian rushed back from home and brought the little red cotton jacket that Fei Ming wanted to wear. They all knew that this Spring Festival would probably be spent in the hospital. In addition to the red clothes that Fei Ming loved during the festival, after obtaining the consent of the nurse, Ju Nian also brought several red lanterns. I hope that the bright red can make them temporarily forget the lonely coldness of the hospital.

After arriving at the hospital, Ju Nian realized that just afternoon when she left, Fei Ming was in a very dangerous situation and even had a brief lack of oxygen in his brain. Fortunately, the rescue was timely and nothing was wrong.

Ju Nian couldn't help but secretly blame herself for wasting too much unnecessary time for those red lanterns, and she never left Fei Ming Chuang again. Although Fei Ming's physical condition was obviously not good, her interest was higher than every day before. She told her aunt that she had a very good dream, better than every time before. Ju Nian thought that even a dream could bring her happiness was too precious.

The aunt and nephew talked for a while and it was getting late. Some of the employees of the hospital were on holiday, and only a few people were on duty. Ju Nian was worried that they would not even have boiling water, so she went to prepare early. She carried two kettles and walked out. She happened to hear the head nurse on duty asking a woman: "Who are you here? It's not a solution to sit here all the time. I think you don't look good, what's wrong with your face? Is there anything I can help you?"

The woman didn't say anything. Ju Nian didn't like to meddle in other people's business. She lowered her head and hurriedly walked past one side. As she walked, she still slowed down.

"Year of Orange."

Just the moment she turned around, she heard someone calling her like that.

When the head nurse saw that the two met each other, she stopped getting involved and Shi Shi walked back to the duty room.

Chen Jiejie stood there, and the hospital lights pulled her already tall figure out a long shadow. She had met so many times in the hospital, and she called out Ju Nian's name for the first time, but Ju Nian felt that she seemed to have lost her soul at this time.

Ju Nian felt a little sorry for her. She couldn't help but think that she made Han Shu and Chen Jiejie leave that day. They were both frightened and did not express any objection. However, is her anger really tenable? Han Shu did nothing for Fei Ming, and Chen Jiejie was a close relative of Fei Ming. She could not like these two people, but she could not turn them out instead of Fei Ming.

"Do you want to see the child?" Ju Nian said quietly, "Actually, it's not impossible. You oath that this thing cannot be done accurately, and you should also know it. It's just that Fei Ming's child, I... I'm just afraid that she will be disappointed."

Chen Jiejie rushed to Ju Nian in a few steps, which scared Ju Nian. She quickly took a few steps back and pressed her back against the wall of the corridor. The kettle in her hand collided with the cement wall, and a "bang".

Before she came to her senses, Chen Jiejie took out a bunch of things from her bag and stuffed them into Ju Nian's hands regardless of the time. Ju Nian had nowhere to dodge, so she had to put down the kettle. The things Chen Jiejie stuffed her had cards, passbooks, cash of all kinds of denominations, and even a lot of jewelry.

"What are you doing?" Ju Nian was not good at picking up or digging up, so she had to ask in panic.

Chen Jiejie, who had been in a state of dismay, now had an unusual fanatic look on her face, her eyes as bright as candlelight in the dark, and she said incoherently: "This is everything I can take out now, everything is here! Ju Nian, you accept it, I have only these now."

"Don't……"

"I will find a way again. I know it's not enough, but you accept it first."

Ju Nian, who was so close that he had never looked at Chen Jiejie, saw the redness, swelling and bruises on her face. Ju Nian was a crystal-hearted person, and immediately understood a little, and couldn't help but feel shocked.

"He hit you?"

Chen Jiejie smiled at this moment. Even though it touched the mottled wounds on her cheeks, her smile was still charming and charming.

"I hit him too. What's my injury? His face is afraid that he won't dare to see anyone for ten days and half a month. Haha, this is called a real breakup!" She smiled exaggeratedly, leaning back and forth. Ju Nian didn't laugh, and she didn't want to look at the tears in the corners of her eyes.

Such a pleasing pair of golden boys and jade girls, who were so pleasing to the eye. Ju Nian admitted that she had cursed and lost, but she remembered the little monk's gaze that nostalgic and emotional when he looked at this beautiful face. At this moment, if he was also watching this scene silently, would his heart hurt? She was the person the little monk loved, and Ju Nian belonged to Ju Nian.

Chen Jiejie laughed enough in Ju Nian's silence. She was tired of laughing, her expression was confused and dazed, like a lost child, and she was lost too far. Even though she had a direction now, she could never go home again.

"Ji Nian, Ju Nian, have you dreamed of him?"

Ju Nian turned her head and refused to talk about this topic, but her heart trembled. She selfishly refused to say it. She never dreamed of him because he was there all the time.

Chen Jiejie looked up at the lighting on the ceiling and looked directly at it. After a long time, the halo was circled and made people feel unreal.

"I know you can't forget him, so you take care of Fei Ming for me, an irresponsible mother... I don't want to dream of him anymore. I'm living a good life and I'm very happy. He refused to come to me. He violated our oath, so I must be happy, angered him to death, and irritated him to death!" She kept tilting her head, and Ju Nian could see tears flowing on her cheeks, and every tear was shining with the light, crystal clear to sin.

Chen Jiejie's laughter was swallowed by the sob in her throat, "I forgot that he had died long ago. You saw with your own eyes that he died beside you, I can't see him. He just asked me to wait for him, and didn't even say goodbye."

"Enough." Ju Nian didn't want to listen any more.

"He blamed me for being irresponsible, so he wanted to take Fei Ming away. No, Wu Yu, you can't take her away. I want this child to remind me to remember to hate you, I'm waiting for you, but you didn't come."

She squatted on the ground shakingly, crying like a child. The youth banquet has long ended, who will pay the bill?

Ju Nian was distracted by the crying, and she herself didn't know where her heart had floated. In the end, Chen Jiejie, who only knew how to cry, grabbed her pants with one hand.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you can look down on me, but I want to Fei Ming, please let me take her away!"

Ju Nian laughed emptyly, "Take her away, where to go?" She said in a voice that only she and Chen Jiejie could hear, "The doctor just told me in the afternoon that the examination results have come out. Fei Ming's tumor is malignant and is already spreading. Do you still want to take her away now?"

"You lied to me!" Chen Jiejie murmured.

"I hope I lie to you." Every word said is actually painful. If you cut your flesh with a blunt knife, you will not be able to live in peace.

Chen Jiejie was stunned for a while. After standing up, she wiped away her tears. The familiar determination of Ju Nian came back. "I will divorce again, and then get what I deserve. I will save her if I spend all the money. I will never let Fei Ming leave me again. Ju Nian, I just ask you, please let me recognize her."

Ju Nian didn't say anything. In fact, it was not only her. Chen Jiejie should also know that it was natural for a mother to take her daughter away and no one could stop her. But Chen Jiejie chose to beg her. I believe she also understood how irreparable this missed eleven year was.

They alarmed many people, and the head nurse's head stretched out from the duty room and shrank back. Ju Nian's gaze passed through Chen Jiejie and landed at a point behind her.

She whispered, "Let Fei Ming make this decision."
Chapter completed!