Because every scar was caused by him. The same is true for me. If she is not perfect, then every reason is related to me. Her incompleteness is my incompleteness.

Thursday was not the day when Han Shu went home for dinner as usual. After get off work, he was in the office for a long time. He finally made up his mind to go out. When he arrived downstairs of his parents' residence, he unfortunately met Dean Han who had returned late due to a meeting.

The driver who drove for Dean Han was still Xie Wangnian. He got off the car and handed the bag to Dean Han, and finally locked the car and left. During this process, Han Shu pretended to scan him casually, but found that Xie Wangnian was also secretly looking at him. His eyes met Han Shu, and Xie Wangnian quickly lowered his head and said goodbye to the Han father and son.

Han Shu thought to himself, how could he think Xie Wangnian was a bit similar to Ju Nian before, but now he doesn't look like him at all. In his opinion, Xie Wangnian was young, but he didn't know where he learned it from both worldly and slick. The difference between the two brothers and sisters of the mother and the other brothers was so big.

After Xie Wangnian walked away, Dean Han snorted at Han Shu, "When you have time to come back? Your mother almost thought her baby son was missing."

Han Shu smiled and said, "Didn't you come back last week?" He said, and saw with sharp eyes that his mother's car had parked there, and he immediately breathed a sigh of relief. Today, Dean Han looked in a sloppy mood, and his mother was his life-saving straw.

While the father and son were waiting for the elevator, Han Shu took the opportunity to take the heavy briefcase from Dean Han's hand, "Dad, I'll get it."

President Han looked at his son and said, "I have become a lot more proficient in flattery."

Han Shu followed him into the elevator and said with a smile: "I am not like this to others, I am filial to you."

"I just knew how to talk." Although President Han said that, his face calmed down a lot.

When he entered the house, Han's mother, Sun Jinling, greeted her. When he saw her son, he was surprised and happy. "I won't call me first when I come back, so that I can buy more vegetables. You see, I just got off work and the meal has not been prepared yet. Son, watch TV with your dad for a while, and I'll see what else is delicious in the refrigerator."

Dean Han was most disgusted by his wife's appearance at his son's treasure and shook his head, "How old is my son, and he still looks like a child. No wonder he can't mature."

Sun Jinling didn't care about him and arranged food for his son. Han Shu sat on the sofa with his father, drinking tea while watching the local news broadcast on TV. The news happened to be broadcasting to the annual meeting of the provincial political and legal work. Han Shu, who had been a little nervous, laughed and pointed to the TV and said, "Dad, isn't that you?"

Dean Han did not comment.

"Don't say, the camera swept through, our Dean Han is the most handsome."

President Han couldn't help laughing, "Nonsense, everyone is having a meeting seriously, who cares if it's handsome? Speaking of the meeting, I had dinner with Prosecutor Ou of your Municipal Procuratorate after the meeting. He also asked you, Xiao Ou worked under my hands for a while twenty years ago, and he also worked hard when you went to the Municipal Procuratorate. You, you don't know the importance of it. Are you dragging yourself to the new department like this to refuse to report to the original unit?"

When it comes to work, Han Shu was a little serious, and he just said, "Dad, wait, I will catch a big vote soon."

President Han Songsong tie, "Young people, remember to be cautious and solid in doing things. I also met Lin Jing at this meeting. Lin Jing is a few years older than you. Now he is firmly in the head of the North City Courtyard. You have a good relationship with him. Can't you learn from other people's words and actions?"

"You don't have to praise one and belittle the other. It's like I like drinking lemon tea, but I didn't say that your Longjing bitterness is right. Besides, it may not be difficult to achieve Lin Jing's step."

"If you weren't my Han Shiwen's son, it would be difficult to follow!"

Han Shu also wanted to argue with reason. He admitted that his success in his career was inseparable from the identity of "Han Shiwen's son", but this could not deny his own efforts. But he held back that he could not have a quarrel with the old man today.

At the dinner table, Sun Jinling often picked up food in his son's bowl. Han Shu had something to do and the taste in her mouth became weak.

"What are you thinking about? Son, I don't think about tea or food." Sun Jinling asked.

Han Shu smiled and said, "I'm not allowed to have any worries?"

"What else can you think is all messy," said Dean Han.

"How can lifelong events be said to be a mess?"

Han Shu finished half-jokingly, but after a while he didn't hear his parents talking. He raised his head from his bowl, and found that his parents put down their chopsticks and looked at him. It seemed that he had underestimated the importance of this matter in the old man's heart.

"Baby, have you found a girlfriend again?"

Han Shu coughed lightly and said, "Mom, can you remove the word 'you'?"

"Who is it? What does it look like?" Sun Jinling asked.

"Who is it? It's the person I like. As for what I look like, it's what I like."

Sun Jinling had never asked this before, and Han Shu's answers were always the same, but at that time he always said, "That's the person who married me, who looks like your daughter-in-law." This time he said he "liked". Sun Jinling looked at her husband.

"Really? Then you have to bring that girl back for us to see."

Han Shu shook his head repeatedly, "I'm afraid of you looking forward to your high-profile appearance, let alone her."

"Nothing!" President Han blamed, "When did your mother and I interfere too much in your relationship, just to make you find someone who is innocent."

"I'm serious, but others may not be willing to come with me."

Sun Jinling smiled as soon as he heard this, looked at her husband and said, "I didn't expect that our waiter would have bones that we couldn't bite off."

Dean Han did not laugh, "What is the other party's surname? What is it for?"

"Mom, you think my dad is politically adjudicated." Han Shu avoided the problem of Dean Han's too direct and turned to his mother for help.

"Your dad cares about you."

Han Shu said: "I know what you will ask, what job she does, how old she is, what the family does... But these are all false. Why don't you ask if she is kind, smart or smart, and if I am happy with him?"

Sun Jinling followed her son and said, "Okay, then do you think she is kind or not, are she smart or not, are you happy together?"

Han Shu put down his chopsticks and answered decisively, "Of course!" and then added, "At least I feel very happy."

"Three minutes of popularity, only greed for the present moment, that is also superficial happiness."

Sun Jinling held her husband's hand, "Don't think of your son so badly. Han Shu, don't blame us for being anxious. Your sister gave birth to a child abroad, and your father didn't say it, and he felt regretful. If you could have decided one day earlier and have a child..."

Han Shu casually explained, "If one day I really bring my child to you, you should not be shocked."

"What did you say?"

Seeing that his parents were both stunned, Han Shu regretted his words. After a while of temptation, he felt more and more unsure. It seemed that he had to go through a roundabout policy, put the old man aside first and convince his mother to talk. So he laughed, "I mean, when you retire, I will really throw my child to you. Mom, you won't have so many surgeries, and my father won't have so many meetings and social engagements, so he will take care of my child every day, so he is not allowed to be annoyed."

He was talking nonsense, and Sun Jinling smiled at it. Unexpectedly, Dean Han, who had just picked up the bowl again, put the chopsticks heavily when he heard this, said, "You are also planning on my retirement. What benefits will it do to you if I retire?"

Dean Han's inexplicable anger surprised Han Shu. He didn't know how to speak. Seeing that his mother didn't say anything, he didn't dare to say anything, and lowered his head and snatched the meal. The table suddenly became silent and no one spoke again.

When Dean Han put down his chopsticks and left the table, Han Shucai was relieved of amnesty. Seeing that his mother had packed up her dishes and walked into the kitchen, he quickly followed her in and rushed to wash the dishes.

Sun Jinling betrayed his son because Han Shu had never done any housework, and even washed dishes very few times. Seeing that he put on dishwashing gloves in a proper manner, Sun Jinling smiled and said, "What's wrong with this child today? Your father saw it and said that you must say that you are 'doing hard for nothing, either being traitor or stealing'."

Han Shu was wondering, then approached Sun Jinling and asked in a low voice: "Mom, I'm not saying anything wrong, look at the old man's appearance as if he was stepped on his tail, what's wrong?"

Sun Jinling quickly reminded: "Don't ask the word "retirement" in front of your father. A while ago, there was a rumor on it. He planned to let your father's age retreat to the second line early and let younger cadres take over. Your father was unhappy. You are not unaware that he will be strong all his life and will not be willing to accept old age. In fact, if he is not really old, there will be so many suspicions. Before the documents on the top are formally released, his temper came first. If he is not careful, he will touch his pain. He thought that others were looking forward to the day when he has no power and power to become a "borrow man". Not only you, but I even touched a cold face several times. Men and women are really different. I think all day long that if I retreat, I will serve you two wholeheartedly. As for your father, the closer you are to retire, the more work and socializing, the more..."

As he was speaking, the sound of Dean Han answering the phone was vaguely heard in the living room. He didn't know who was on the other end, but he heard him scolding him sternly. Sun Jinling was in the direction of her husband and whispered to her son: "I heard it, I don't know who was touching the bad head again, you have to be careful."

Han Shu looked trembling, "No wonder others say that men also have menopause, mom, it's your best."

Sun Jinling smiled angrily, "Don't put a high hat on me, of course I'm fine, but that depends on who I am."

"I love my son and the son of others, mom, how did the matter I told you on the phone the day before yesterday?" Han Shu hit the snake and followed the stick.

"What's the matter?" Sun Jinling seemed to think about it before she woke up. "Oh, you said that friend's sick child, I've contacted you, but the beds in our hospital are too nervous, and I have many surgeries on hand, so I'm afraid..."

"Mom, if the child cannot be treated in time, she may die. She is only eleven years old!" Han Shu immediately stopped his hands, "I don't care anyway, you have to perform surgery on her!"

"Son, it's not that mom doesn't care, she really can't control it."

Han Shu was anxious, "Doctors are parents, you can't stand by death and refuse to save them."

Sun Jinling's face turned a little cold, "You come back to eat and wash dishes for me just for this? Since you say that the doctor's parents are in love, you should know that as a hospital, you should treat patients equally. I have seen a poorly ill child, but there are thousands of poor children. I am not a god. Can I save it? I said that I can try my best to help her, but there must be a principle. Can other people who are sick be a living life?"

"Others are someone else, now your own son, beg you, can you be the same?"

"Han Shu, it's not that my mother told you that she should have a limit for helping your friend! You also told your friend that I've read the medical record and that even if I do the child's surgery in person, I may not be sure. Sometimes people have to accept reality."

"If she was not my friend, my relative, and your relative, would you still say such things?"

"But she is not."

"Who said she wasn't?" Han Shu blurted out, and the ominous hints in his mother's words made him feel more uneasy. He had already thought about saying something to his mother, but he did not expect that this method was used.

Sun Jinling was quiet for a few seconds before looking up at Han Shu, "I can see that something is wrong with your father recently. Tell me, what do you want to say? Who is she?"

Han Shu washed the plate that had already been as smooth as new over and over again. His anxiety was like the detergent foam in the dishwasher. The more he stirred, the thicker heavier heavier, and some pieces of the past exploded one by one like bubbles, quietly shocked.

"Mom, do you still remember Xie Juinian? Xie Maohua's eldest daughter. Her younger brother is Xie Wangian who drives my dad now. They lived downstairs a long time ago." Han Shu said hesitantly.

"Xie Juinian? I have some impressions, but I can't remember them very clearly." Sun Jinling said lightly.

"How could you? You praised her for being well-behaved and sensible in front of me in the past."

“That was a long time ago.”

"It's the same now. She is the friend I mentioned, and I am also..."

"I said, how could Xie Maohua find your father to talk about his son's official yesterday?" Sun Jinling suddenly interrupted Han Shu, with a little ridiculous look on the corner of his mouth.

Han Shu was stunned and then said, "That must have nothing to do with Ju Nian. Really, she is too different from her parents."

"Han Shu! No matter how different she is, no matter how I praised her before, it doesn't mean that I will identify with her now, nor does it mean that I will treat her children as our relatives!" Sun Jinling looked at the living room and lowered his voice to a serious warning.

"Is that so? But if she wants to, I will marry her. If there is really this day, will you not even recognize me?" Han Shu tried to talk to her mother calmly, and he didn't want her mother to think that he was angry.

"Don't be fooled again, you'll destroy your future for her."

"You said you don't care what kind of person I'm looking for, as long as I like it."

"Your father and I have said this. We have no requirements for your future wife and our daughter-in-law. She can have no family background, not beautiful, and even have no job, no education, and nothing, but there is only one thing: she cannot go to jail and cannot bring a child of unknown origin. Do you know what this means for a family like ours? This is the bottom line, and you are challenging the bottom line of your dad and me now!"

In Han Shu's heart, Sun Jinling has always been a loving mother who dotes on her children. She seemed to be able to tolerate everything about Han Shu. Han Shu had never seen her mother speak to herself in such a painful and stern manner. He showed a puzzled expression, but this doubt was not because of her mother's attitude change, because it was as expected by him, and he just suddenly felt something was wrong.

My mother said before that she no longer remembers the driver's daughter Xie Juinian. Indeed, since Juinian was sent to her aunt's house, Dean Han and Sun Jinling never mentioned her again. Even after Han Shu's nightmare happened in the third year of high school, they seemed to have forgotten this girl naturally.

Han Shu once was glad that he always thought that it was his godmother Cai Yilin and he had concealed the matter well, but now he is suddenly not so sure. Is this really the case? Why didn’t he have time to talk about what happened in Ju Nian that day? His mother, who had long "didn't remember" Ju Nian, revealed the fact that Ju Nian was in jail. Not only that, she also knew that Ju Nian's children had "unknown origin". When talking about Han Shu's "injury", she used the word "again". Could it be... they were not unaware of the things that happened back then, but everyone knew that he was the only one who hid in his transparent secret?

It is impossible not to say that this sudden enlightenment shocked Han Shu extremely, and he took off his slippery dishwashing gloves at a loss.

"Mom, you...did you know it before..." Han Shu's voice trembled.

Sun Jinling stared at his son with an indescribable meaning and finally sighed.
To be continued...