Thousands of words turned into a sentence "I'm sorry"? Maybe she would leave just by throwing away "It's okay".

It was almost late at night when Han Shu arrived at the hospital.

He was too hasty when he left the KTV, and even his coat fell on the sofa in the private room. It was Cai Jian who chased him out with his clothes himself, and the others were already in the parking lot at that time.

"Where are you rushing to go?" Cai Jian asked.

Han Shu took his coat and did not answer. Unexpectedly, Cai Jian had already had an answer.

"You are going to find her? Han Shu, I thought you have figured it out a lot these days, but I didn't expect you to be more and more confused."

Even under the lights of the parking lot, Han Shu could still read the confusion and helplessness on the face of her godmother who loved her since childhood, as well as the subtext behind her voice.

He wanted to say, maybe I was always confused, but now I understand. But until he drove away, he didn't say this. Understanding and being confused have always been a matter of opinion.

Han Shu drove through the still bustling street at night and inexplicably thought of a word that was not very appropriate - returning home. Although his destination was actually a remote primary school. He thought that no matter whether he could catch up with Fei Ming's program, he would lift the child up and turn a circle. As for how to face Ju Nian, he even conceived countless possibilities.

Thousands of words turned into a sentence "I'm sorry"? Maybe she would leave just by throwing away "It's okay".

Having expressed his thoughts directly? Han Shu simulated himself in the rearview mirror and found that he was so smearing that he had shaken a few times.

Or... just kiss her? He thought about the feasibility of this method and finally admitted that he really dared not.

Sitting quietly beside her, don't say anything, let time and action prove everything? But with Xie Juinian's personality, she can definitely sit still until the end of the world, without saying a word. Han Shu felt that she would die from a long period of depression before taking action.

It seems that nothing can be done, nothing can be done right. Of course, after eleven years of delay, all actions and expressions are like scratching the surface. Han Shu imagined that if he had just stepped forward and hugged her tightly, no matter whether she blamed or resented, silent or pushed away, anything would be fine, rather than just waiting for her to look at him in vain in the audience. In that case, would he not have so regrets now? This is a question that will never have an answer - fortunately, he can still choose to hug her today.

Embrace her. Ignore her coldness and refusal, and let her be confused, resist or even contempt. This is the only thing Han Shu can think of.

As a result, the auditorium of Taiyuan Road Primary School was arrived, but all the ideas could not be implemented. Han Shu was shocked by the chaos and something happened to Feiming. With the guidance of the instructor, he rushed to the hospital.

At this time, Fei Ming had already come out of the emergency room and was sent to the temporary custody ward. Han Shu met the child's class teacher at the door of the ward. He ran out of breath and said hello hurriedly. Just as he was about to go in, he looked inside through the glass observation window above the ward door. In addition to Fei Ming, who was closed with his eyes and was inexplicably in the unknown, he also sat on the edge of the bed with his back to the door.

Ju Nian's back was as thin and thin as Han Shu's memory. Han Shu felt sorrowful that he felt a little bit close to homesickness. During this hesitation, he noticed that in addition to them, there were others in the room. The one who put one hand on Ju Nian's shoulder and handed her a glass of water, wasn't Tang Ye?

Han Shu looked at Ju Nianwei and took the glass of water sideways. Even if she couldn't see her face, Han Shu could imagine a smile she squeezed out at Tang Ye. To be honest, even though Tang Ye had openly brought Ju Nian to Cai Jian and called her his girlfriend, and Ju Nian did not deny this, but Han Shu was skeptical about their relationship deep in his heart, and he couldn't explain why. It was just by intuition that Tang Ye was not Wu Yu. Han Shu had seen the inexplicable thing flowing between Xie Ju Nian and Wu Yu with his own eyes. He admitted that he did not have it between him and Xie Ju Nian, but he could not find that kind of trace in Tang Ye and Xie Ju Nian. Even so, looking at Tang Ye in the ward, he regretted it.

He should have watched Fei Ming's performance. Even though Fei Ming's accident could not be avoided, at least he was the first person to be with them at that time, and now he left that position to Tang Ye.

Tang Ye lowered his head, as if he was talking to Ju Nian in a low voice. Han Shu couldn't hear their conversation, so he gently retracted his hand on the door. He felt like an arrow that was leaving the string, roaring towards Hongxin with the sound of the wind, but suddenly he couldn't find the direction, his strength gradually lost, and he fell to the ground.

So he walked away a few steps and whispered to Fei Ming's class teacher about his condition. He really couldn't understand why Fei Ming, who looked healthy and lively, got an emergency illness without warning.

Fei Ming's head teacher, Teacher Yang, obviously said nothing about Han Shu's question, and Han Shu Mingming saw confusion and regret in Teacher Yang's expression. His heart suddenly sank down and no longer wasted time on the teacher. He turned around and walked towards the doctor's office on duty.

The doctor's office was empty, so Han Shu had to find the front desk nurse's duty room again, and asked in a slight manner: "The little girl I just sent is the one named Xie Feiming. What disease did she have?"

A young nurse who lowered her head and copied the writing glanced at Han Shu, "Who are you?"

Han Shu was speechless for a moment, and then replied with a shameless face: "I am her father." After saying this, he felt a fever on his face in the nurse's puzzled eyes.

"Can you have such a big daughter?" The other party responded with distrust.

At this time, another nurse who was a little older said, "You are her father, so who did the procedures for the child just now? Let's talk about what if you have something to do when the doctor comes back."

Han Shu heard this and felt a little shocked. He didn't argue. He just lowered his posture and begged: "Please, I just want to know what disease she had."

He had a look of being easily favored by the opposite sex, and his words were earnest. The nurse thought about it but no longer had any difficulties. She lowered her head and looked through the admission records. When she raised her head, she also had something strange in her words.

"Are you really the father of that child? She suffers from late-onset epilepsy..."

"Epilepsy?" Han Shu subconsciously repeated it.

He finished thanking him expressionlessly. He walked to the chair closest to him and sat down. He was stunned for a while. Finally, he saw that no one was around and pinched his arm hard. It hurt so much. It seemed that this was not a dream.

This disease reminded him that she might be related to another person. This fact that she should have felt a sudden sense of enlightenment suppressed Han Shu like a mountain, making him breathless.

Han Shu knew that Fei Ming was not born in Xie Ju. He had always attributed her kindness and loneliness before, so he dragged a child who was not close to her and was not a good person to live a hard life. He really never thought that Fei Ming was the child of that person, and that was the case!

Actually, when I look back now, isn’t the facts right in front of me? Apart from Wu Yu’s children, who else is worthy of Xie Juinian’s treatment? Instead of Ming’s face, her eyebrows and eyes all portray familiar traces. Han Shu was sweating coldly for this discovery. Over the years, she actually lived with the shadow of another person. He thought that no matter whether she wanted it or not, the image of Wu Yu left in the world would always pass away that afternoon, and it turned out that there was no.

Wu Yu, how long has it been? Han Shu didn't want to recall this name, but at this moment he closed his eyes and seemed to see that person, still the green boy, with light eyebrows and clear smile. In front of him, Han Shu, who was almost aged, suddenly felt exhausted and dusty.

Ju Nian sent Tang Ye to the hospital gate. She was not a person who was very good at speaking. She walked in silence for a while. When it was time to stay, she said, "Thank you."

"Don't take money to heart." Tang Ye caught a cold and spoke with a nasal sound.

Ju Nian shook her head, "Thank you for coming."

It was a coincidence that Ju Nian received a call from Tang Ye while waiting for Fei Ming outside the emergency room. After Christmas Eve, they never met again. Tang Ye just gave a simple greeting on the phone. Unexpectedly, he heard about Fei Ming's incident and rushed over immediately.

"It seems that we are so destined to be with the hospital." Ju Nian smiled helplessly.

Tang Ye said: "That's also a kind of fate. Go back and accompany the child. I'm leaving. Please pay attention to rest. Let's wait until the CT results come out tomorrow."

Ju Nian nodded.

Tang Ye seemed to be uneasy and comforted him again: "Don't think too much. If you think too much, it will be useless and will only increase your worries."

Ju Nian whispered, "It's okay. I just thought, things have become so bad, how can they be broken? Thinking of this, my heart is relaxed." She laughed hastily, "At least she is still alive."
Chapter completed!