When others are young and ignorant, they can’t handle it, and it’s even more difficult to get used to it. Just like some people, there are big fish and meat, but they just want to bite the same bone, and they may not be able to bite it for more than ten years. I’m anxious to do it, and I’m anxious to do it!

Han Shu came out of his parents' house and was waiting for the traffic light. He received a call from Fang Zhihe, saying that it was New Year's Day tomorrow and it was very lively outside. He asked Han Shu if he wanted to come out to sit together. Han Shu had been lazy recently, but he was really bored at this time. Fang Zhihe was one of his most loyal friends since childhood. He thought that instead of returning to his residence and being nervous about the curtains and walls that could not speak, it would be better to find a place with more people to have a drink. So he agreed immediately, turned the car and went onto the viaduct, and headed straight to the nightclub where Fang Zhihe was.

At first, he thought Fang Zhihe would wait for him with a large number of friends. After he arrived, he found that Fang Zhihe was also sitting alone on the bar, with empty bottles in front of him. When he saw Han Shu, he quickly waved to him.

Han Shu suddenly felt a little balanced. He thought he was the only one who was a lonely ghost tonight. It turned out that they were each other. He sat next to Fang Zhihe and smiled and said, "I'm so good, I'm here to accompany you in my busy schedule."

Fang Zhihe almost squirted out the wine he was holding, and didn't say anything. He pushed the glass of wine in front of him to Han Shu, "Then I'm so grateful. I said you've been busy with recently? You've been reporting to the city court? It's okay to say that the new official took office as a three-pointer, but no matter how busy he is, he won't be so busy that he lost his girlfriend. I heard that your super female doctor broke up with you again..."

Nowadays, good things don’t go out, bad things spread thousands of miles away. Han Shu was not surprised. He took a sip of wine and said, “Everyone has their own ambitions, and fate cannot be forced.”

"This time, your old man still dealt with you a lot. Seeing that you are listless, I said your love journey is bumpy enough." Fang Zhihe joked.

Han Shu sneered, looking indifferent, "What's the rush? I'm enjoying the beauty of the process. I'm not afraid to say it in front of you. It's not easy to find a woman, what kind of thing do you want?" He said, and his eyes met two enchanting girls a few meters away. He raised his glass to indicate the hot eyes full of interest. He smiled meaningfully.

Fang Zhihe put one hand on Han Shu's shoulder and smiled: "It is said that most serial killers will have their favorite fixed types when choosing victims, such as hair, height, skin color, age group... If they do not meet these specific conditions, they will not be killed when they are delivered to the door..."

"Come on," Han Shu shook off his friend's hand, "Don't put your perverted theories on me."

Fang Zhihe teaches psychology in college. He smiled and said, "I recently gave a public elective course called "Sexual Mental Health Lecture for College Students" in the department. Before the class started, I didn't know how poor and backward the teenagers in our country's sexual enlightenment knowledge... By the way, my course is quite popular, and it is incomparable to me when I was in social psychology. If you have time, you come and support me? Maybe you will gain some benefits."

Han Shu laughed, "Then have you taught your students what is the key to sexual enlightenment that opens the door to the pure soul of your teenage years? You are so nasty, don't forget that you have many 'enlightenment textbooks' in your schoolbag in high school. Zhou Liang and I were poisoned by you..."

"Don't mention Zhou Liang. Children will call them dads. They are so beautiful that their lives are not very comfortable. Neither of us can compare with him. Especially you, your eyes are filled with spring, but your face is unlucky. Life is turning back as you live. Brother, I am not talented, and I am also a small professional. There are many lost lambs who have been guided by me to walk on the road of happiness and rebirth. I have to say it now and I may give you some advice." Fang Zhihe said, and he pushed the glasses on his nose leisurely.

Han Shu disagreed, "Your theory is kept for tricking underage girls."

Fang Zhihe smiled, "Minor girls may not be easy to fool. Others can't handle it when they are young and ignorant, and it's even more difficult to get used to it. Just like some people, there are big fish and meat, but they just want to bite the same bone, and they may not be able to bite it for more than ten years. I'm anxious, and anxious!"

When he said the last two sentences of "Doing anxious", he had turned into a self-written tune and hummed in his mouth.

Han Shu pretended to be confused, "Who can you scold me? Dogs chew bones." But he couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable. He turned his head away, avoided Fang Zhihe's eyes, and pretended to watch the performance on the stage. The band hysterically didn't know what was roaring, which made people feel upset. He said "tsk" and called the waiter to have another bottle of wine.

Fang Zhihe played with the coaster and said to himself: "There is no one here, why are you going to stand up? There is an old saying that you have to be ashamed of face! You hide it, are you afraid of admitting that you are also Han Shu was defeated or something. Some things are said to be privacy, and those who are brothers and friends should not talk too much. We are not good at saying anything in recent years. From a psychological point of view, escape can also be said to be a stress mechanism for people to protect themselves. But if you don't admit that there is that hurdle, you can never get over it! People with discerning eyes are watching, and you are thinking about who you are thankless..."

He didn't point out who that "who" was, but Han Shu still reacted. When he turned around, he had already changed his face and said annoyedly: "Which eye did you see me thinking about her? Are you the roundworm in my belly?"

Han Shu wasn't really angry with Fang Zhihe, but she couldn't let go of her face for a while. After shouting a few words, she settled down again, gritted her teeth and explained, "You don't understand after saying that. I'm not thinking about her. I'm... I'm sorry for her, and I feel sorry for her... If it weren't for me, she would have lived a better life than she is now, at least she wouldn't have a child alone and struggled to make a living."

"Oh..." Fang Zhihe looked like he suddenly realized, "So you are pitiful to others. Is her child yours?"

Han Shu's face turned pale, and then she said, "That child is not her. I checked it. It was adopted by the orphanage. It was in the name of a relative of her and had nothing to do with her. Her parents had cut off relations with her. If it weren't for a child and there was no one around her, then life would not be a human being." Han Shu said, thinking about what Xie Wangnian said to him before, and he felt even more sad.

"It is said that if you give someone a rose, you will leave a fragrance on your hands. As you said, you pity her and compensate her, you should have a sense of satisfaction and comfort in your mind, but why didn't I find it in you, but instead feel like you have lost your soul all day long?"

Han Shu was exhausted for a while and thought for a long time before admitting dejectedly, "She refused to accept it. She said everything to death, but she didn't want to see me again." For him, it was not easy to say this, but fortunately she still had wine in her hand.

Fang Zhihe continued to talk casually and said: "Then you just follow the other person's wishes. Since she doesn't want to have anything to do with you, you should calm down. People who borrow money don't care. You, a person who owes money, cried and shouted to pay it back all day long. What's the reason for this?"

Han Shu put his hands on the bar, covering most of his face, "But I hope she will live a better life. I feel very uncomfortable when I see her like this."

"Then you just need not go see her, you're so clean. Why can't you help me? You said she was pitiful, but I think you're more pitiful."

After Fang Zhihe said this, even Han Shu was a little surprised. Friends of all these years were all well-known people, so he tried to reveal some of the gloom and depression that had tangled in his heart for many years. He had never even said these words from his own sister Han Lin, but he had never seen Fang Zhihe speak so sharply to him, and he didn't know how to deal with them for a while.

Fang Zhihe seemed to have noticed that her mood was wrong, and her tone eased a lot as she said it. "Han Shu, you never thought that she didn't need your apology or compensation at all."

Of course Han Shu thought about it, but it was not the one that made him feel even more strange. He put down the cup in his hand, looked Fang Zhihe up and down, and had doubts in his tone, "Your psychological research scope is too broad, as if you know her very well?"

"I don't know if I don't know, I dare not say that in the years she was in the 'in', I applied to visit her many times, but she never accepted it. Later I thought, is my visit really meaningful to her..."

"Have you visited her 'many times'?" Han Shu couldn't help but interrupt Fang Zhihe when she heard this. She stood up and looked at her good friend in disbelief, "If I remember correctly, I will only ask you once!"

"That's right, I was going to go a few times later." Fang Zhihe said slowly.

Han Shu sneered: "What does she have to do with you? Go see her? Do you have to blame?"

"If you want to talk about relationships, you will not forget her. She is also my classmate. Or, what do you think you did mean that your relationship with her has become closer than others?" Fang Zhihe's shoulder was pushed hard by the angry Han Shu. The person shook it for a while, but it did not fall off the chair, but the wine glass fell to the ground. Fortunately, in the noisy environment, it did not attract more people's attention.

Han Shu let go of his hand, and he seemed to be stunned and sat back on his seat.

"I see you're drunk too much," he said to Fang Zhihe hatred. Originally, no, just one second, he was still thinking of beating the face wearing frameless glasses in front of him, but he was not a rough and unscrupulous person after all. The most important thing is that although Fang Zhihe's words were ugly, they were not wrong at all. Hell.

"You applied to visit her, but you actually hid it from me?" When Han Shu said this, she didn't know what it felt in her heart, so she couldn't swallow it to the extreme.

Fang Zhihe lowered his head and tidied up his collar and asked, "Do I have an obligation to declare to you?"

Han Shu looked at Fang Zhihe coldly, "This is not what friends should do."

"You are afraid to face her, so you didn't even dare to hear her news back then. Others should have forgotten her like you? Now if you want to compensate her, then others will have to automatically give in?"

"I don't mean that." Han Shu took a deep breath and turned his face away.

Fang Zhihe showed a sarcastic expression and added, "Do you think she is yours in your heart? But is she yours?"

"You're talking nonsense!"

"Then isn't what you write on your face now jealousy?"

"I don't!" Han Shu couldn't bear it anymore and raised his voice. The people around him looked at him with strange eyes, including the beautiful girl who showed goodwill to him before. This was really a disobedient, but Han Shu found that he didn't care at all. He has always been a strong and face-hungry person. As his friend, whether it is Fang Zhihe, Zhou Liang or others, he took a tacit step back most of the time. But Fang Zhi and his pressing step by step made him feel unprecedented panic, and his anger came more from the embarrassment of desperately resisting.

"You haven't?" Even the light refracted on Fang Zhi and his glasses seemed to show mockery.

"I don't..." Han Shu's voice lowered, and he held his hands together. He was silent for a while before trying to say calmly, "Xiao Fang, I can't explain some things clearly. My feelings for her are very complicated, and there are a lot of things from the past. Yes, you may also know that when I was in school, I thought I was a little bit like that, but now it's been so long, everything has changed. What I thought in my heart was not what you think. I think I was wrong. I want to compensate her so that maybe I can feel better. I have had enough of these years. But she doesn't want it, I don't know what to do, do you understand?"

"Haha, you don't understand yourself, do you understand? Some things you can think of are complicated, but in fact, you will find that they are simpler if you sort them out. Are you stupid? Of course not, if this happens to others, you will understand better than anyone else. You are just deceiving yourself and stubborn."

"It's ridiculous if I don't compete with you."

"Then I'll tell you clearly. Han Shu, what do you think of me?"

Fang Zhi and the topic changed so strangely. Han Shu felt puzzled for a moment and said angrily: "You are like a traitor."

"To be honest, I have also received a good education, a harmonious family, a stable job, a good income, a healthy body, a good facial features, and no bad habits. If, I said, if Xie Junian really had something to me, it might be a good place. What kind of cruelty do you get? What kind of anger you get? You should be at ease."

"You are talking to her? You are joked!" Han Shu looked disdainful and funny, but his tone changed.

"You are unwilling to let go? Very well, back to our previous assumptions, you think she is yours. You have to compensate her, just to make her live a good life. The giver of such a good life must be you, Han Shu?"

This argument is so familiar. Ju Nian seemed to have said: "Can you only rely on you to give me my happiness?"

Han Shu suddenly felt a little tight and short of breath. He didn't want to think about it, or he could understand it, but couldn't accept it. Can he act as a bystander or passerby in Xie Ju Nian's life? No, no, if so, Han Shu would rather she hate him.

But what kind of psychology is this? Han Shu hates psychology!

He picked up his coat, "I don't want to discuss something meaningless with a drunk person."

"You will find it meaningful." Fang Zhihe Banfu said on the bar.

Han Shu shrugged sarcastically, took a few steps and turned his head, pointing at Fang Zhihe and said, "Don't harass her!"

"Han Shu, what identity do you warn me?"

"You don't have to worry about it."

Fang Zhihe took off his glasses, wiped the fog on it, and said, "Whoever feels uncomfortable knows!"

Han Shu coldly took a picture of his own money for wine and left without looking back.

When he got home, it was pitch black everywhere. He groped out to check it out and found that the last night of the year had a power outage.

On New Year's Day, the cold air was biting, and Han Shu couldn't control these things. He was soaked in a desperate situation under the shower of the electric water heater on strike. His body was shaking, but the fire in his heart could not be extinguished. Fang Zhi and the person who were not talking too much, for more than ten years, no matter whether he knew it or not, he had never said a redundant word. What does it mean today?

When twelve o'clock came, the roar of fireworks sounded from afar. Han Shuyuan wanted to live a lively moment, but he didn't expect that he would end up becoming even more lonely. He stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom, looking at the other self inside with half a candle.

"Whoever feels uncomfortable knows." This is more like a spell from Fang Zhihe.
Chapter completed!