She couldn't fight and didn't want to fight that person. Even without this kick, the moth would die sooner or later. It was a broken monster, but the sun had already shined on it. It had tried it, would it die without regrets?

The person who stepped on the moth to death was Qi Jianying, the oldest prisoner in their cell. Qi Jianying was tall and fat. I heard that she was a slim and beautiful woman when she was young. Eight years ago, Qi Jianying, who was still a housewife who was powerless, heard that her business husband cheated, and found the love nest of the adulterer's mistress with a pointed fruit knife, knocked on the door, and risked being beaten to death by her husband who was several times stronger than her, and stabbed the two men to the bone with a man's fist and kicked into the bodies of the two people she hated to the bone. When the dog man and woman fell down, Qi Jianying sat in a pool of blood, covered in wounds and called the police. It is said that when the police arrived, she held the knife and smiled with relief on her face.

The man's mistress died, but the man was rescued in the hospital. Qi Jianying was arrested. The court believed that her husband repeatedly used domestic violence on her before the incident and sentenced him to death with a reimbursement. In the third year after being imprisoned, she took off her reimbursement and changed to life imprisonment. Even if she could still fight for another reduction in sentence, she would be a long imprisonment. She is now in her forties. Even if she can be released from prison in twenty years, she is already a twilight old woman, and her life is ruined.

Qi Jianying's personality changed drastically after being imprisoned, and she was weird and irritable, and no one was afraid of her.

The same prisoner is divided into different levels in prison. In addition to different sentences, different crimes and circumstances are also different. In women's prisons, the most feared one is usually murderer, such as Qi Jianying. She is cruel enough to do everything, and the sentence is long enough. She is not afraid of anyone. Others can only admit that she suffers a loss when others suffer. Secondly, the murderer is robbery, drug trafficking, abducting, etc., and most of them are cruel. Economic prisoners, thieves and thefts are the ones who are bullied and looked down upon. Pingfeng was caught because of prostitution and suffered more suffering than anyone else. Although Ju Nian is also a "new collector" and looks quiet, everyone knows that she was imprisoned for robbery. She was a little afraid before finding out the details, and bullying was not too much. Life was better than Pingfeng.

Some old prisoners take advantage of everything and throw dirty and tiring work to "newly collected" is normal. There are more unbearable "filth" that makes it difficult for many people who have been released from prison to speak of - there are no men in prison. Some people say that the flying mosquitoes are all male. Those women who are in the past, especially those who have long sentences, must endure the double loneliness of physiological and psychological, which is naturally unbearable. Some female prisoners are both opposite each other, and the fake phoenix is ​​together in phoenixes, and some are unwilling to do so. Those weak and newcomers are inevitably bullied. When Ju Da cannot sleep in the night, she opens her empty eyes in the dark, and sometimes she can hear Qi Jianying's panting, the sound of slapping, the sound of physical friction, and Ping Feng's suppressed and angry whimpering afterwards.

During that time, Ping Feng was often bruised and swollen in the nose, and the bunk was forced to switch to Qi Jianying's lower bunk. Only new prisoners with low status would sleep in the lower bunk, because there was only a narrow walkway in the cell. They often had to eat, sleep, and do manual work on the bed, and the lower bunk was often in a mess. Ju Nian knew that she was not the only one who woke up every night. Most of the people in the same cell saw it, but they were afraid of being beaten, so they dared not speak out, or they were watching the show in the dark. The prison guards were not surprised by these things. As long as they didn't make a big fuss, they almost turned a blind eye. Especially for old prisoners like Qi Jianying, the prison guards were unwilling to provoke them when they were ruthless.

Ju Nian sympathizes with Ping Feng, but she can't even save herself, who can she save? After being imprisoned for a long time, many people have also seen that she, the "robber", is the donkey of Qian. She has no moves and starts to stomp her under her feet. She slapped more and more. Who sympathizes with her? Women are different from men. Few women are cruel by nature. People in women's prisons are either for love, for money, or for helplessness. Most of them have experienced unimaginable suffering. Prison is a purgatory made of suffering. It will destroy a person's kind nature and make people numb and cold. Those who can't make meat eaters can only be the food of others. It's no wonder that some people say that prisons are the place where good people turn bad people and bad people into worse.

Ju Nian thought that one day she would become numb to all this. Five years are longer than a lifetime for an 18-year-old girl. One night after two months of imprisonment, she heard Qi Jianying humiliated and beat Ping Feng in the dark again. That time, she was more ruthless than before. Maybe Qi Jianying was tired of Ping Feng, maybe Ping Feng's "servation" made her dissatisfied, and the muffled sound of her fist falling on her body was frightened in the silence. Then, Ju Nian heard Qi Jianying hit the wall with Ping Feng's head. A prostitute was beaten to death in prison, which was not a big deal. She understood that she shouldn't be too troublesome, but when she closed her eyes and stuffed her ears, just one minute, she rushed to the window and shouted loudly that she had a stomachache and wanted to go to the bathroom. Finally, she called the prison guard on duty.

Ping Feng saved her life, but left a dark red scar on her forehead. Ju Nian's actions not only violated the prison management regulations, but also disturbed people's dreams, and angered many prisoners, especially Qi Jianying. She rarely wanted to recall the later suffering. She didn't know where her limit was. She only knew that she would come tomorrow. She still had to face the work that could never be completed. She was as young as Ping Feng, but she was more elegant and cleaner than Ping Feng. She had long been the target of many female prisoners, and her silence that was different from her age made them wait and see. Finally, Qi Jianying realized that she was just a master who had her teeth knocked down and swallowed her stomach. After one day of work, she climbed onto Ju Nian's bed.

Ju Nian struggled under Qi Jianying's fat body, and every move was exchanged for Qi Jianying's head-on beating. The people in the cell pretended to be snoring, and her resistance became weaker and weaker like the thumping when drowning. From Lin Henggui to Han Shu, and now Qi Jianying, is this a nightmare that she can't escape?

That night, the prison guards and prisoners in the entire prison heard the sound of the sound of the silent night. When the prison guards on duty whistled wildly, they rushed over in the bright lights. When they opened the door of their cell, they only saw Qi Jianying, who was covered in blood, kicking Ju Nian's body like a cooked shrimp. Ju Nian curled up tightly like cooked shrimps, without saying a word, and biting a piece of bloody thing in his mouth - that was Qi Jianying's entire left ear.

The prison guards carried the two people away, and there were two large stalls of blood on the ground.

Ju Nian lies on the hospital bed for nearly three months, and she herself didn't know that it had been so long. During those days when she was on the verge of coma and awakeness, she vaguely knew that the prison had issued a critical illness notice to her family, but no one had visited her, and she didn't expect anyone to come. Maybe this time, she would die, the last lonely caterpillar, maybe after death, in another world, she would meet the happy Wu Yu among the flowers.

But she couldn't die, and the poor treatment conditions in the prison hospital actually saved her life. One morning two months later, she saw the sunshine on the pillow with great clarity.

Wu Yu, don’t you want to see me now, right?

If you can't die, then live well. She heard Wu Yu say this in the dark.

Ju Nian once again convinced herself to shake hands with fate. Maybe her life is still long. Compared with this life, five years are not that difficult, or she can stay in prison for a shorter time. The nurse who came here in the morning pushed the door and saw Ju Nian weakly catching the sun with her fingers, she even squeezed out a smile on the hospital bed, "Miss Nurse, your hair is very beautiful."

For some special reason, Ju Nian's cause of illness only left an extremely vague conclusion on her file. After recovering from the illness, Qi Jianying, who had a lack of an ear, was transferred from their cell. Ju Nian was completely different from her before the illness. Although she was still calm, others always remembered that she was bleeding and unchanged when biting Qi Jianying's ear, and she was a little scared. She became more friendly and open-minded. She let herself go and treated everyone around her well.

Most of the labor work in prisons are hand-sewing work. The tasks taken back by the prison from outside manufacturers are completed by a group of prisoners. This is called "labor reform". There are embroidered, beaded, sweater-beared... Most of them are collected from the day's indicators in the prison. The prisoners have no income and can only earn the transformation points based on their work. However, the daily indicators are higher than the limit. People who do not complete the indicators cannot sleep. The contradiction is that the prison also stipulates that no work is allowed at night, so in order to complete the indicators.

The time for eating was as short as possible, and everyone was busy rushing to work mechanically, and "new harvest" was often punished for not being able to complete the indicators. Ju Nian adapted to the environment very quickly. From the beginning, she had her hands full of needle holes, to the completion of her own indicators, she could free up her energy to help other people in the cell. Later, the prison improved its "equipment" and introduced a sewing machine. She stepped on the sewing machine quickly, and the things she made were both flat and beautiful. Later she thought that this was also a skill that the prison taught her to make a living.

Because Ju Nian has good interpersonal relationships and is a little educated, she learns things quickly, not only a surveillance friend, but also a prison guard likes her quite a lot. She became a department head, a medical prisoner, a librarian, and also signed up for self-study courses. She represented the prison in various knowledge competitions and won rankings...

After Qi Jianying was injured in the ear, she unexpectedly found that she had cirrhosis during routine examinations in the hospital. This news instantly crushed her. Since then, her health has been deteriorating. When Ji Nian was imprisoned for one and a half years, Qi Jianying was bedridden. Because of the past, Ji Nian and she should be considered as old enemies. Now Qi Jianying is sick and no longer has the ability to act arrogantly. As a medical prisoner at that time, Ji Nian had the responsibility to take care of other sick prisoners. The prison guards considered their situation and thought about deliberately separating them. However, Ji Nian said that there was no need. She took care of Qi Jianying calmly and even did not squeak when Qi Jianying vindictively bit a row of tooth marks at the tiger's mouth of her palm. Finally one day, when she was rubbing Qi Jianying's body carefully, the woman who stabbed her husband and the third party and was afraid of everyone in the prison cried like a child in front of Ji Nian.

"He loved me so much before. I had the best time with him. I suffered all the hardships with him when I started a business. I borrowed all my family members for him. He succeeded and told me that he didn't want me anymore... Woo, he didn't want me anymore... My son said I was a poisonous snake."

This is the first time that Ju Nian heard that past from Qi Jianying. Qi Jianying at this moment was just a poor woman.

Qi Jianying asked in tears: "Why don't you hate me? Xie Juinian, were you sent by God?"

Ping Feng also said this.

Ju Nian laughed, but she didn't answer. She was not an angel. Many people had hated her, but she just hated her to the end and forgot her. Because hatred was useless, because life was composed of countless insignificant details, unfathomable. Some things and some endings were not caused by her. She couldn't figure it out, so she let others go and let herself go. Everything she did in prison was not a desire for a sense of moral superiority, nor did she ask for gratitude from anyone. She just wanted time to pass faster, faster.

She was going out. She didn't know how Wu Yu's affairs were settled, and no one told her. In the past few years, only one person had visited her once, but the person had no idea. She hoped that after she could free, even if she went to the place where his dead bones were buried, one glance would be enough.

Two years later, Ju Nian received a commutation of sentence, and no one felt it was not right.

However, she often had a dream, dreaming of the dark cell that could not breathe, with a suppressed breath, butterflies flapping their wings on the iron window that she could not see, and the prison guard's shoes walked through the aisle. The first whistle came in the early morning, "Kaifeng". Then she felt the light of the morning and the moths that were trampled in the light... She always woke up quietly in this scene.

After waking up, she had already taken a girl named Feiming to live quietly in the yard with loquat trees for eight years.hf();
Chapter completed!