Chapter 45 A story called Huadie (1)
One minute, one second, life is like a year. This kind of torment is completely invisible to the light of dawn. Many times, Ju Nian illusions that he might not be able to survive this time and die the next second.
Ju Nian is not a person who is passionate about attracting attention. The greatest pleasure is living quietly. However, today, in front of countless people, she abandoned the competition and left hand in hand with Wu Yu, as if she had escaped from birth. At that time, she could not control other people, and the future, only cared about the "little monk" who was still by her side, and the present that she could still hold.
Wu Yu couldn't run too far, Ju Nian guessed it right. His attack came quickly and fiercely. When he fell on a strange path in G, Ju Nian was desperate and dragged the unconscious person with his hands behind a large bush that blocked his sight.
The spasm lasted for nearly half an hour. During that time, the sweat on Ju Nian's body was wet and dry, dry and wet. She put Wu Yu's head on her knees and had to pinch his mouth with her hands to prevent the tight teeth from biting off his tongue. His hands, feet and whole body were twisted strangely and terriblely, stretched like a bow full of strings, and his face showed a strange purple color. The grass under him was twitching and rubbing with the body's inability to control, revealing the yellow soil. One minute, one second, life was like years, and this tormented waiting was completely invisible to see the dawn. Many times, Ju Nian felt that he might not be able to withstand this time and would die the next second.
When he was sick, this torso belonged to the devil, not Wu Yu. When a person was powerless to his body, the terribleness could not be described in words. The "little monk" was as pure and dust-free as a mirror, but at this moment, he fell into endless filth. Ju Nian knew that he was right. Although Wu Yu still had a breath, he would not want more eyes to see this scene, especially Chen Jiejie.
When the person in her arms finally gradually calmed down after a long torture, Ju Nian hugged him and seemed to have figured it out suddenly. Just like the evening when she was sent away by her parents, she was lost in the strange countryside. As she walked, the realization was like a burst of enlightenment and came unexpectedly. She always found an outlet for herself at the most desperate moment.
Just let him love Chen Jiejie, what's wrong with this? How limited his happiness is, how precious his every day is. Ju Nian has his own world. Even if he will never come in, he is happy to hear his footsteps through a door. What's the point of regret? Really, as long as he is happy, Ju Nian is willing to look at him quietly behind the door. This is not great. For her, this kind of sharing is enough.
Just as a newborn baby experienced the pain of the birth canal, Wu Yu slowly opened his eyes. The sun was enough to burn people's halo. He knew that his hands were blocking the light. She gave him the tranquility as if he was a newborn.
"Sorry, Ji Nian, I let you lose the game." This was the first sentence he said after sitting up with his body on his back.
Ju Nian leaned against the bushes a little tiredly and said with a smile: "There is a saying that goes, 'You are not clear when you are observing, and you are not clear when you are observing, and you are not brave when you are observing; you are afraid that Wu Yu will not understand, so she explained according to her own understanding, "Even if you have the opportunity to win, you dare to give up when necessary and leave a way out for yourself, that is truly brave. Similarly, seeing things too thoroughly is not really clear, and being confused when you are confused may not be a good thing."
"You are Ah Q's logic." The purple air on Wu Yu's face dissipated, and he was still weak in his words.
"This is Master Xie's philosophy of life." Ju Nian joked.
Wu Yu smiled. They sat on the ground in a slanted and unrealistic manner. The strange place seemed not very strange. The color of the sky and the shape of the clouds were exactly the same as when they looked up under the pomegranate flowers.
For a moment, no one spoke, as if no one remembered that there was a game that originally belonged to them on the other side.
Ju Nian was about to fall into the sweet village of Hei Sweet when she heard Wu Yu beside her, saying in a daze: "Ji Nian, have I ever said that you are the best girl in the world I have ever seen?"
Ju Nian smiled with her eyes closed. Wu Yu was shy. He had known him for so many years, but he had never said any straightforward words of praise.
You are so beautiful in Orange Year.
You are very smart, Ju Nian.
In the ignorant years, Ju Nian longed to hear these words from Wu Yu more than once. But he had never said them.
The floating clouds block the scorching sun, and the wind is gentle.
"Really? Better than Chen Jiejie?" Ju Nian's heart was saying, "Let me lie to me, saying I'm better than her, just this time!"
After a while, Wu Yu said, "Better than anyone else!"
His tone was so serious and solemn. Ju Nian believed it, for her, everything was enough.
She looked at Wu Yu and smiled brightly.
"Wu Yu, you are the best boy in the world I have ever seen!"
"Really?"
Wu Yu also asked foolishly like her.
The little chicken in the orange year nodded like a pecking rice.
They are as satisfied and joyful as children, although they all vaguely know that "best" and "best" should not be together.
"Ji Nian, I'll tell you a story."
"You? Hehe." No wonder Ju Nian finds it funny. Wu Yu has never liked to read books since he was a child. No matter how interesting Ju Nian thinks it was, he became drowsy before he reads it. Because Ju Nian joked that he called him "little monk", the stories he likes to tell were nothing more than "In the past, there was a mountain, and a temple in the mountain..."
"Don't laugh."
"I'm listening, listen..."
"This story is called "Butterfly Transformation."
Ju Nian couldn't hold it in and laughed out loud. She wanted to be a good listener, but he told the theme of the story with a serious and serious feeling of joy, which made her happy for no reason.
"I haven't started talking yet, why are you laughing?" Wu Yu muttered dissatisfied.
"Uh, I mean, I like this story very much. Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai, right?"
"Hmm?" Wu Yu was confused. He touched Ju Nian with his elbow warningly, "I said, I am the one who tells the story. Can you listen carefully?"
"I listen, I listen."
"There are two caterpillars living under the ground, which is quiet and isolated from the world. They have never seen the outside world and the outside world never knows them. However, there is a very small hole in the cave where they are located, and the wind and rain seep in from that hole, and of course, there is sunshine."
"What's the relationship between those two caterpillars?"
"It's the relationship between two caterpillars."
"oh."
"These two caterpillars are the same. They like the sunlight that penetrates through small holes the most. But this little sunlight is too luxurious for them. Only on a clear day or at a certain moment will a very faint light be briefly penetrated, and it can only shine on a caterpillar."
"Do they duel for this?"
"Of course not, Ju Nian, you have to read less martial arts novels. These two caterpillars are very friendly. They often give in to each other, and would rather be in the dark than let each other enjoy the brief sunlight."
"Oh, that's great."
Wu Yu said so many words, his voice sounded very tired, and it was getting lower and lower. "One day, a butterfly flew past and accidentally saw these two caterpillars who were fighting for humility from above. It didn't understand and asked at the hole above: 'What are you doing?' The caterpillar answered the butterfly, 'We are giving each other a chance to bask in the sun'."
"What do you mean by butterflies?"
"The butterflies kept laughing: 'You are so ridiculous, what is the precious thing about the sun? Look at me, I feel that it has sunburned my wings all day long.' Caterpillars are very envious when they hear it. They think that the most luxurious and precious things are easy to get in the eyes of others."
"Is it the caterpillar A envious, or the caterpillar B envious?"
"Xie Juinian, you can't help but ask strange questions?" Wu Yu said helplessly.
"Okay, go ahead."
"This butterfly is also very friendly. It can be ridiculed and then flew away. But it put away its wings and stopped, giving the caterpillar: 'What's the point of giving it to the ground? Why don't you come out of the hole directly? Can you use that little pitiful sunshine as a treasure?' The caterpillar said: 'The hole is very high, we can't climb up.' The butterfly smiled and said: 'Butterfly is transformed from a caterpillar. As long as you turn into a cocoon and become a butterfly, won't you have wings flying out? Come out quickly, let's play together after you come out and dance in the sun.'"
"What happened later?"
"Later, the caterpillar realized that it could actually turn into a butterfly, and it was very happy..."
“Has it changed?”
"It has gone through a lot of hardships and finally turned into... and turned into a cocoon..."
"Then what happened? Wu Yu, tell me quickly, and go to bed after you finish speaking!"
The tiredness after Wu Yu's attack came like a tide, unable to hold on to his heavy eyelids.
"Then it turned from a cocoon to a butterfly... I'll lie down for a while, and then talk about it later..."
He fell asleep, leaving only the popular knot of Ju Nian. What else is more depressing than a story without an ending? This story left her too many questions. Is the caterpillar A or B who transforms into butterflies? Can it really fly out with wings? If only one fly away, then how lonely the other one is. Will there be another butterfly with a kind heart come to call?
Chapter completed!