Chapter 10 Eleven years have passed, but a lifetime will not pass (2)
The elevator door opened, and Han Shu quickly said, "You are so good, sister Yilin, you are so good." He flicked into the elevator, and he walked in a hurry until he went to pick up the car. Everyone who saw him said, "Han Shu, are you rushing to date?" He smiled, but when he got in the car, he began to be confused. Where were he going? Where was he going like this? Zhu Xiaobei had something to do in the laboratory tonight, and they had only met for a few days. When he got home, he was unwilling to accept his parents' excessive concern. Let's take a walk around. Han Shu said to himself that the weather was good in the evening, and the wind would make his heart feel much more open. Then he went to the tea restaurant he liked to have a simple supper, and the day would be over.
Thinking of this, he started the car and immediately drove into the Chehe River. At this time, on the roads in the city, one car after another, so dense that even flies could not fly in. He circled left and right, and he didn't know why, but he arrived at the fabric store he had visited twice recently.
Han Shu didn't stop very close, and stopped at the side of the road diagonally opposite the fabric store from a distance. Thanks to his 5.2 vision, through the huge floor-to-ceiling windows of the fabric store, he saw the strange and familiar body, and it turned out that she was there.
There seemed to be a few customers in the store. It was probably the time for dinner, and there were fewer clerks, only she and another girl. She first lowered her head in front of the counter and looked at something. She had a few strands of short hair hanging down, covering her face. However, Han Shu could see her without eyes. She turned her head slightly, and the curve of the corners of her mouth was serious, and she looked extremely serious, maybe she was wandering in a daze. Why was he so sure? Did he know her? Is he imagined the real her or a Xie Juinian in his fantasy?
After a while, probably when she heard another clerk's call, she put down what she had, walked to the customer, and then gave a long introduction and explanation. During this process, she kept smiling, and the small, deep dimples on her cheek finally appeared.
When she smiled, she looked like a white rabbit. Han Shu imagined that there was a pair of long ears on her head, and finally laughed happily.
That day, she was led by Zhu Xiaobei to him and said quietly: "Is there no suitable one? Do I need to recommend a few products to you?" Is that expression the same as she faces any strange customer?
It soon became dark, and the lights in the fabric store were on, and it was warm yellow. Han Shu's car turned into a dark place. He didn't like it, but now he didn't feel it at all. The customer who bought the items he liked left satisfied. She chatted with her colleague for a few words. After half an hour, she disappeared for a while. When she appeared in the store, she changed into orange work clothes with her big bag. She was about to come after get off work.
When Han Shu realized this, he wanted to shrink under his passing seats. He was completely unconscious of meeting Xie Juinian here, but the damn seat belt, why is he still wearing a seat belt? Before he could successfully hide himself, Xie Juinian had already walked over to his silver-white Subaru Forester, and he didn't even have time to roll the car window.
Han Shu was so nervous that he was waiting for someone? Who were you waiting for? Waiting for someone who he didn't know who he was? Will she laugh at him? Or would she stare at him coldly?
However, when Xie Juinian walked over, she looked at her eyes as if nothing had happened. She was not walking fast. When she passed by him, she was like passing an old lamppost or an inconspicuous garbage can on the side of the road.
She didn't notice him at all.
After Han Shu was nervous, he was disappointed. It was like a martyr who was willing to die. He had finished shouting the slogan of awesome mountains and rivers. The enemy said, "I'm sorry, I caught the wrong person." But what's so strange about this? It's been eleven years, and a stone may have deformed, let alone a person, she can't recognize him...
In this way, after Xie Junian walked away for 100 meters, Han Shu slowly started the car and followed him. If he was far away, he would lose it and get closer, and she might find out.
Xie Juinian was waiting for the bus and searching for the bus card for a long time. He was anxious. Then he watched her finally get into the crowded bus. After thirteen stops, she walked down near a urban-rural fence that had just been included in the city area. She walked to a small shop on the side of the road and greeted the boss, took a bottle of milk, walked for five minutes, and disappeared behind the iron gate of an old yard fenced with red brick walls.
To be honest, Han Shu rarely comes to such places after work. When he left, his wheels almost hit the reed chickens that were stocked by some residents. The child playing on the road looked at his car curiously. He turned around in the strong atmosphere of human fireworks, and she actually lived here again.
From this day on, Han Shu seemed to be possessed. After get off work, even during the break when he went out alone to do business, he was foolish and followed her whereabouts. He also felt suspicious and despicable, but he seemed to be addicted. In less than half a month, Han Shu actually touched Xie Juinian's whereabouts every day.
She is on day shifts on one, three, five, two, four, and six are night shifts. She can take about one day off on weekends. Almost every day, she takes bus No. 85 to travel through the city, going back and forth at work locations and residences. When she comes back, she will pick up a bottle of milk in a small shop near her residence, and then go to work after drinking it during the evening shift. She walks as slowly as ever, and is almost late, and she is still staggering and swaying. She is very serious at work, has a good relationship with the employees, and customers are always satisfied with her service attitude. Although Han Shu always feels that no matter how serious she looks, she is always absent-minded. After returning to her residence at night, she closes the iron gate and usually will not appear outside the yard again.
He was like a pervert, peeping in the dark about a woman's ordinary life, without surprises or waves. She just repeated the trajectory of the previous day day after day, and he followed step by step. Han Shu felt that he was impatient, but in the process, he was not tired, including waiting for her to get off work from afar, quietly sitting in the car.
Wang Guohua's case is getting closer and closer to the closing, and he stayed in the Chengbei Branch for a shorter and shorter time. His colleagues are all wondering why Han Shu, who used to like to play the most, became invisible after get off work. Cai Jian also scolded him, the soulless little devil. Han Shu acted like a rogue and said that it was the cough-relieving potion given by Cai Jian to make him have problems. Cai Jian scolded him for being nonsense. In order to worry that his car would frequently go in and out of Ju Nian, it was eye-catching and exposed his behavior, Han Shu drove his car for a few days, and forcibly borrowed Cai Jian's Jiamei. After a while, he exchanged the car with Lin Jing. The old man's Audi was also fully utilized by him twice.
Han Shu lived so old that he was not so shameless. He felt that he had hidden himself very well. At least she had never noticed a car behind him and a person in the car. But one day half a month later, he parked in the small shop near her residence again, waiting for her to pass by his car after get off work. He was so bored that he rolled down the window and said to the owner of the small shop: "Please give me a bottle of milk."
When the shop owner, who was in his fifties, handed the bottle of milk in the car window, he suspiciously said to Han Shu: "Young man, do you park here in a car every few days just to drink milk?"
Han Shu had just taken a sip at this time and was almost choked by this sentence. Why didn’t he know before that the people’s vigilance had become so high. He poured milk into his stomach in three or five mouthfuls, returned the bottle to the owner quickly, rubbed his cheeks and smiled: “Yes, no one has ever praised your milk before, is it really good?”
After he rolled up the car window, he felt embarrassed and panicked. Even the owner of the small shop had seen through him. Xie Juinian really didn't know from beginning to end? The secret he thought was just the emperor's new clothes? Based on what psychology, she could pass by him every day without even glance at him in his eyes. He always tried to remember some of her small details, but almost forgot the most important point. He had never really understood Xie Juinian, even if he hadn't eleven years ago.
The unintentional words of the shop owner broke Han Shu's ridiculous behavior that came from having fun during this period. The reason he was stuffed under the car seat and finally came out and asked him: Han Shu, what do you want to do?
Yes, what exactly does he want to do? What is the meaning of following her day after day? No matter how long he has been, he has never been able to pluck up the courage to come forward and say: Forgive me. But what can I say? Time is invisible and intangible, but it is definitely not an existence of nothingness. Eleven years is a natural barrier, and no one can cross it as if nothing has happened. No matter what his mind is, no matter how many grudges this reunion awakens, he and Xie Juinian live on different tracks. He cannot change anything, nor do anything for her, and no one can save anyone's life. He knows more about his powerlessness than anyone else. In fact, the people he and the people he is waiting for are just strangers.
Han Shu said to herself, I just look at it, just take a look. See how she is doing. Now that she has seen it, and is satisfied, it’s time to leave. There is no better way out than this. Eleven years have passed, can’t I survive in my life? What’s in my dreams are left in my dreams, and in reality, I will forget each other in the clouds of this city.
Take a look and I leave.
This day was just the weekend. Xie Junian came back later than usual. She was still carrying a big bag on her back and stepped on the ants slowly. Well, it's time to leave until now. I'll call Zhu Xiaobei later and go for something to drink together.
Han Shu started the engine. This time, he suddenly hoped that Xie Juinian, the woman, would become as bright as a small shop owner. But she didn't. A pack of things accidentally fell from a full supermarket shopping bag in her hand. A little girl walking beside her picked it up, looked at the sky, and complained, "You can't be careful?"
Ju Nian casually stuffed the thing back to the original place and hugged the girl: "What do you want to eat when you get home?"
The girl looks like a teenager, wearing a blue and white school uniform, her ponytail is long and her waist-length face is clear.
Chapter completed!