They were running with all their might, and even smearing those who were still fighting hard, shouting loudly for the ball.

On the bleachers next to the playground, Zheng Wei, who was wearing a long skirt, spread her legs. She leaned back with her arms supporting her body, and her feet were dangling from the inside out. Next to her, there was a person with her legs crossed and holding something in her mouth.

Lin Jing was smoking. The two of them said nothing, looking at the classmates on the playground.

After a long silence, Zheng Wei spoke in a low voice: "How long have we known each other?"

"From the time you can remember, it has been seventeen years. From the time I can remember, it has been twenty-two years."

"It's easier to say that we've known each other since I was born." Zheng Wei shook his head and sighed: "Did you know that when I started the second semester of my sophomore year, I had dinner with Ruan Guan and Wang Yan?

, I know about you pretending to be drunk."

"I know, that's why you struggled for a year before being with me. After we were together, you repeatedly refused my request to stay overnight."

"I thought we were in true love."

But you just want to sleep with me... Lin Jing understood. He took a long puff of cigarette. The scarlet light from the cigarette butt illuminated his cold face. He exhaled the smoke that circulated through the lungs for a long time. He said: "If it is true love,

, everything is natural, so it’s not enough love.”

There was silence again, and Zheng Wei said: "I was very happy when we first got together. Do you know? I have liked you for twenty years, and finally achieved success. At that time, I felt that my life was perfect, and I would die without regrets.

That kind of thing. But gradually, I found that you were different from what I had imagined, and I felt that you were particularly... strange? It was like I had gotten to know you all over again, and there was no overlap with my original impression of you."

The person you admire shines in the eyes, but when you get closer, you will find the chicken feathers hidden under the light. Zheng Wei likes Lin Jing, more than that, it is an obsession that has been loved for many years. After so many years of pursuit

In the process, she unconsciously mythologized Lin Jing and it became a kind of belief that she was a perfect god. Obviously, no one is perfect.

Like is a mysterious and mysterious feeling, which is illusory in nature. The origin may also be very simple, just a smile, a turn, and a greeting, which is the joy when you see it and the yearning when you don't see it.

To this day, Zheng Wei no longer knows why she likes Lin Jing or why she likes Lin Jing. She knows that she doesn't like Lin Jing now and has no feelings at all.

"You are different from what I imagined."

"I'm not the little girl that just followed you around anymore."

"I'm not the big brother who was in front of you before. So..."

"You're not going to the Shanghai Stock Exchange?"

"Let's break up!"

"I'll let you speak first." Zheng Wei said with a tearful tone. She didn't want to cry...

"I have long thought that this day would come, but I have been waiting for you to speak. If you are not in harmony with your face and heart, it is better to separate. Now that we have reached this point, there is nothing to hesitate. In fact, this time is quite good. You have just graduated and are about to

It’s really good to welcome a new life. Now I have no worries and travel light.”

"Yeah, it's pretty good..."

"When are you leaving?"

"Tomorrow."

Lin Jing nodded: "I will still go to the Shanghai stock market. I'm not telling you lies. There are indeed more opportunities there. After we broke up, we are still friends who have known each other for more than 20 years. If you need anything, call me."

"Um."

"Let's go, be well." Lin Jing stamped out the cigarette butts, stretched out her hand to loosen Zheng Wei's ponytail, waved her hand, and jumped down from the stands step by step, gradually disappearing into the darkness, never to be seen again.

Zheng Wei finally cried loudly. She didn't know why she was crying. Maybe it was for the lost youth, maybe for the relationship that they had been pursuing for many years and ended up together but ended hastily, maybe because of the separation of good sisters, maybe because

Feeling grateful for the past four years may be for the uncertain future.

She didn't know why she was crying, but what the hell?
Chapter completed!