Chapter 493
"What are you laughing at?" Liu Lihai asked Sun Xiaomu.
"Lihai," Sun Xiaomu suddenly called Liu Lihai's name like this.
"Yeah." Liu Lihai nodded emotionally. At this time, the string of love that had been hiding in his heart seemed to be plucked by a pair of small hands, and he seemed to see that the little hands were Sun Xiaomu, and she chased him all the way regardless, leaving him with nowhere to hide.
Now, Liu Lihai is back to the beginning of his acquaintance. He listened to Sun Xiaomu's gentle voice ringing in his ears again. She said: "Lihai, in fact, we have set too many goals in our life, but how many of them have I achieved in the end? The goal is really hard to explain clearly, and is this thing really that important? Besides, even our personal lives do not develop as planned. This is like the struggle between your factions. Sometimes the implementation plan is deployed very carefully and designed step by step very carefully, but in the action, the plan is messed up in some ways. Just like now, you are clearly walking step by step, but walking around, you have become like this, and no one knows what the other party is thinking, whether you are really treacherous, etc.
Sometimes this is the case in the officialdom. After fighting, I finally find that nothing belongs to me. Therefore, sometimes people have to learn not to compete with life. The world is very big, and people have to learn to follow the trend and do whatever they should do. What do you think? Standing in the sea.
Lihai, I want to speak tonight, so you can just treat it as my audience. Let me say enough and make it clear, okay?
I think, with the insignificance of our human beings, what can we know? In fact, we don’t know it ourselves. Besides, we always think that we have mastered this world, but this world has its own laws of development. This is the case with the earth, and the development of all things in the world. During this period, I read some thoughts about life, some explorations about philosophy, and books about the origin of life. After reading too many books, I was wondering, what do we want?
Lihai, I know you can't listen to what I say now, and I think that what I bring you is just something with negative energy, just stopping your development, your progress and the officialdom you want. But Lihai, I really think that when the things we fight over and over are really the full meaning and value of our lives when we reach the end of our lives? Do we really need these things so urgently?
Lihai, I have been on these questions, heavy and unanswered. Do you understand why I was exploring these?"
Sun Xiaomu said so much in one breath, and as she said herself, she said these words to Liu Lihai at such a time, indeed, for him, she couldn't listen to them, nor did she like to listen to them. These words were just like Liu Liu advised him to withdraw from the officialdom and follow her into the mall.
Liu Lihai is a man. He has his life, his pursuits and his thoughts. At this time, Sun Xiaomu would be bored to read life books and appreciate philosophical significance. That is because she has a lot that he has never had in his life. These things can only be thanks to Liu Lihai giving up some things, putting down his figure, and becoming a member of the factional struggle. Only then can he get the power he wants, and only then can he use this power to realize the meaning and value of life he wants. His governing philosophy, he wants to do something practical for the people living at the lowest level, all of which need power and power. Without this thing, everything is fucking empty, missing, and fake cannot be maintained.
How did Liu Lihai communicate with Sun Xiaomu? She, including Liu Liu, would joke with him. His own life needs rewards. Can he take care of the people living at the lowest level? Besides, there are many people living in dire straits in China. Can he control it? If you live your life well, it is the truth. Isn’t everything else nonsense?
Because of different concepts and different values in life, Liu Lihai felt that he could not talk to Sun Xiaomu in real meaning, just as he would not accept Liu Liu's arrangements at all. Even in her eyes, she was doing her wholeheartedly for Liu Lihai. But such goodness is not the life he wants, nor is it the life he is willing to pursue.
"Xiaomu, your words make sense. I will think seriously. As for you, the most important thing now is to take care of your health and give birth to your child. After all, this is the result that your father most hopes for. To this point, we are not living for ourselves, but for others. Do you think that is the case?" Liu Lihai tried to make his attitude more warm. Since he agreed to Meng Anda to persuade Sun Xiaomu, he still knew how to speak but not believe it. Even if he would not listen to Sun Xiaomu's words, he would not refute her at this time. After all, he was not the young Xiaolangqing of the past. He had matured step by step through his experience. Such maturity sometimes required the sacrifice of what Sun Xiaomu said.
"Do you really think about my words?" Sun Xiaomu asked happily.
"Yes. I have always valued your words. Do you believe me? Take good care of yourself. As long as you live a good life, as long as you are happy, happy and healthy, I can work and live peacefully. Do you understand?" Liu Lihai said these words, which was his true thought. No matter how many women he has slept with, the person he cannot let go of the most is definitely Sun Xiaomu.
It took a long time without emotional impact, and the sudden happiness made Sun Xiaomu's heart liven up again, but she knew that the more this happened, the more space Liu Lihai needed to organize and think about his path, and she should hang up the phone and leave him with an infinite amount of space to be alone.
"Lihai, I will listen to you, take good care of myself, and give birth to the child happily. You should also rest early, good night." Sun Xiaomu hung up the phone after saying that.
Liu Lihai held his cell phone and looked at it again and again, as if Sun Xiaomu's avatar was inlaid on the screen of the cell phone.
Liu Lihai was indeed tired, and he forced himself not to think about anything, sleep, sleep. That night, he actually slept very soundly, and that night, he did not dream. When he woke up, for a moment, he was still thinking that he should go to work to prepare tea, documents and clean the office for Secretary Guo Baoxin. When he realized that the office of the Secretary was no longer needed him, his mood suddenly became particularly deep.
Although Sun Xiaomu advised Liu Lihai to go with the flow, was he willing to do it? When he reached this point, how could a few people withdraw? Fortunately, his hope was still there, and he had hope for one day. As long as he did not leave the officialdom, as long as he could return to Jingjiang as before, and let him start over with Sister Leng, he believed that everything was possible.
When Liu Lihai was sitting on the bed in a daze, there was a message prompt on his phone. When he picked up his phone, he couldn't help but feel surprised. The message was sent by Sister Leng. When she sent him a message, he annoyed her and thought she was nagging and troublesome like an old mother. It was only a few days before, when she ignored him, or even didn't answer his phone, he was looking forward to her phone and her message. So much so much that when he saw this extremely familiar number again, his heart kept beating violently.
What's wrong with this? Liu Lihai was a little confused. How could he react so much when facing Sister Leng’s message? Didn't he clearly think that the person he cherished and loved the most was Sun Xiaomu? But how did Sister Leng’s message make him ecstatic as if he was first love?
Liu Lihai clicked the message, and Leng Hongyan's message only had a few words: Wait quietly.
Is "Waiting quietly" and Sun Xiaomu's "going with the flow" the same thing? Liu Lihai was a little confused. But when he reached this point, he knew very clearly that what he wanted was the officialdom. In addition to the officialdom, he was in the second place for other things, including Sun Xiaomu, whom he always thought he loved the most. This is why he was so surprised to see Sister Leng's message. Apart from this, he could not explain his excitement when facing Sister Leng's message.
Leng Hongyan gave Liu Lihai a message at this time, and she must have her extremely important considerations and arrangements. No matter which arrangement it was, Liu Lihai believed that she would not give up him, nor would she let him be kicked out of the officialdom. After receiving her message, he believed it without doubt. Besides, wasn’t Sister Leng’s efforts to airborne Jingjiang so hard, just for him? Although he had been hiding from her, women’s confusion and obsession with love were always greater than men’s rationality and rationality.
Since Sister Leng asked Liu Lihai to wait, he simply took a vacation and took a good tour of Jiangnan. Of course, he really wanted to travel farther away. A trip that could be taken away is a true romance. But at this time, he dared not leave Jiangnan. What if the secretary talked to him? What if Meng Anda wanted to make some kind of deal with him? And Sister Leng, what if she suddenly needed him to go to Jingjiang?
Liu Lihai assumed many things, each thing is related to the officialdom, and there is no Liu Liu's plan in each thing. But at this time, Liu Liu's phone rang and he had to answer. She asked on the phone: "I thought about it all night, have you decided? Xiaomu said you will think seriously. Can you give me your ideas now?"
"Sister, I can't. I haven't thought about it. I'm going to wander Jiangnan well. I don't want to do anything at work. Can I?" Liu Lihai said this to his phone. In fact, he really wanted to say to Liu Liu directly: "I still want to stay in the officialdom, as long as there is a glimmer of hope." But he held back, because Sister Leng asked him to wait quietly, then he could no longer have any troubles.
Chapter completed!