88. Ning Qian Wen Jin Fanwai (6)(1/2)
It's about half an hour's drive back to the city.
The blue crow curtain began to cover the sky, and night gradually fell.
Ning Qian looked down at the time on her phone, and it was beating minute by minute. She hated her humble efforts and wanted to get rid of the humbleness, but after working hard, it was still the same as before.
The sentence "She likes you" was the last straw that overwhelmed Ning Qian, and it was an excuse she subconsciously tried every means to find. She could no longer bear it. Yu Ning Qian was not happy about getting rid of her love for Wen Jin. At least in the past year, she had never been really happy.
Ning Qianyuan thought she had walked away from the spot and would never look back. In fact, she was indeed contrary to Wen Jin, but a look in Wen Jin was enough to stop her, and a word "I like you" could make her run back to the starting point regardless of everything.
Some people can overcome this hurdle, while others are deeply trapped in the quagmire but still deceive themselves. Ning Qian admits that she belongs to the latter, but she can't forget Wen Jin and it is hard to give up.
The different endings of the story are often due to a difference in thought. If Ning Qian was not shaken at the last moment, she and Wen Jin should have really reached the end. Perhaps there will be scars in their hearts, but forgetting is a matter of time.
Kenning Qian chose to get off the bus, which was destined to be another situation...
It is difficult to tell which choice is to be liberated. Maybe it is destined to be trapped by Wen Jin in this life. No matter what you are waiting for in the future is sweetness or a new round of harm. Ning Qian is determined to turn back, it is more determined than when she is determined to forget.
The lights are on.
Outside the theater, Wen Jin had been waiting for half an hour.
The staff reminded me intimately, "Miss, the ticket check has begun."
Wen Jin nodded slightly, "We'll wait for others."
He said he was waiting for someone, but Wen Jin didn't know whether Ning Qian would come, or she felt that the chance of Ning Qian coming was very small, but she gave Ning Qian this ticket last night, and maybe she wouldn't be so regretful.
"Miss, it's about to start. Are you not entering yet?"
"We'll wait for others." Wen Jin still said these three words stubbornly.
When entering the city, traffic volume increases.
It's a red light and a traffic jam.
Seeing that there was not much time, Ning Qian got off the car and trotted all the way through three streets in her high heels.
The temperature difference between day and night in April is large, maybe it will change the weather, but the wind is quite strong at night and it is a bit cool.
Wen Jin stood at the entrance, watching the people beside her, entering the venue in groups of three or five, until the surroundings were empty, and the familiar figure did not appear. The expression on her face finally ended with loneliness.
She is the only one left.
There was a huge promotional poster hanging in front of me, and Wen Jin looked quietly.
How could Ning Qian come? Wen Jin lowered her head and laughed at herself. If a person could recover the past so easily, there would be no so many regrets in this world. She looked at her phone, but there was still no news about Ning Qian...
With shortness of breath and irregular heart rhythm, Ning Qian found that he was so bad at running. His eyes stayed because of his tall and slender back not far away. Ning Qian was breathing heavily, and his steps gradually slowed down.
It was just 7:30, and the time was just right.
Wen Jin is really waiting for her.
Ning Qian tried hard to calm down the rhythm of his breathing and his mood that was almost uncontrollable.
It won't be here, right? Wen Jin looked down at the ticket in her hand, and a thin piece of paper was filled with lead.
When he turned around in regret, Wen Jin's eyes were stunned...
Ning Qian was standing behind her, panting, her shoulders trembling up and down.
Because of this scene, Wen Jin's nose was sour.
Just like before, when she turned around, Ning Qian would always appear in the place she could see in time, but she didn't understand what these meant at that time.
Standing face to face, looking at each other for a while.
Although the lights at night were dim, Ning Qian also captured the flashing in Wen Jin's eyes, and the sentence "She said she likes you" kept circling in her mind. She likes Wen Jin, probably so humble that she can't be humble. Even if she knew that nothing could be exchanged, she did not regret everything she silently gave for Wen Jin, almost numb. In fact, she never dared to hope that Wen Jin could be loved. This sentence really gave her the courage to be enemies of the whole world.
I like someone like this, and I am destined to be easily injured.
Ning Qian understands, but she is still stubborn.
Wen Jin should be glad that she met Ning Qian. If anyone else was not at the origin, but Ning Qian would definitely do it. Wen Jin also felt that there was no one in this world who was stupider than Ning Qian, and she liked herself so hard.
At this moment, both of them were not very calm, and they were trying to make themselves look calm.
So after several seconds, the two of them started to speak.
"I thought..."
"I'm late." Ning Qian's throat was obviously a little uncomfortable, probably because she was blown by the wind when she ran over.
When he looked at Ning Qian closely, Wen Jin found that there was a slight sweat on her forehead. She must have been here in a hurry. Wen Jin stared at Ning Qian's eyes and shook her head quickly and said, "It's not too late, it's just the beginning, let's go in."
Ning Qian was a little embarrassed, "I... forgot to bring the ticket."
It's not that I forgot, but that I tore it.
Just last night, Ning Qian didn't even think about meeting Wen Jin today.
Tickets are very short, they are all booked and sold out long ago.
"It's okay..." Wen Jin shook her head again. From the beginning of the meeting, her eyes were locked on Ning Qian. After a long time, she smiled knowingly, "It's good as long as you come."
As long as you appear, nothing else matters.
Accepting or escaping is all torment. Ning Qian likes what Wen Jin told her yesterday that they can start over, why do they always use unpleasant memories to bind themselves? Maybe they can let go in a different way.
No matter what, Ning Qian knew that she had completely failed.
There is no cure.
Wen Jin's smile is still her favorite appearance.
Before she knew it, a long-lost smile slowly appeared on Ning Qian's face. She hadn't smiled like this for a long time. She used to be unswerving to give Wen Jin a smile.
This smile made Wen Jin's heart feel a little more at ease, but Ning Qian's smile was mixed with thoughts, and it can be seen that she was not feeling relaxed.
"Because I didn't catch up."
"Let's see it next time. Anyway, there are still many opportunities in the future." Wen Jin had something in her words, trying hard to hint Ning Qian. After saying that, she also looked at Ning Qian's expression and reaction. She cares too much about Ning Qian's response to her now.
"Yeah." Ning Qian responded with her lips pursed, her expression was not very natural, not because she was unhappy, but because she was a little nervous. Did she and Wen Jin be dating? And it was in the name of ambiguous relationship.
Wen Jin thought for a while and asked again, "Then let's go to the movie tonight, okay?"
"good."
There is a cinema not far away, which makes people walk forward shoulder to shoulder. In the past, when they were together, they always tried their best to find topics to talk to Wen Jin. Now, Wen Jin is more time to speak actively. Wen Jin has to admit that he is a boring person, especially when dealing with emotional problems, he talks very little.
"Am I pretty bored?"
"Yes. It's not the first day I've known you." Ning Qian replied. She had always thought about how to please Wen Jin, but she rarely talked to her calmly like now.
"I can't make people happy yet." Wen Jin continued, especially thinking about Ning Qian's brow frowned before, she annoyed that she would not comfort her, let alone coax people. Wen Jin looked at Ning Qian and smiled, "You know how to do it."
Ning Qian heard what Wen Jin said, "It's great if you do this, you don't need to change anything."
Wen Jin heard this and was quiet for a while.
The two continued to walk forward.
"But I want to make you happy..." Wen Jin suddenly said as she walked.
Hearing this, Ning Qian was stunned and stopped. Wen Jin was surprised by her again and again, or she actually didn't know Wen Jin at all, at least she had never known Wen Jin before.
Faced with Ning Qian's reaction, Wen Jin was puzzled, "What's wrong?"
Ning Qian raised her lips, "I think you are good at coaxing."
I chose a science fiction film that is being screened, and it has a good reputation. Everyone said that the plot is exciting, but Ning Qian and Wen Jin didn't have much thought to think carefully tonight, and almost all their thoughts were placed on each other.
Ning Qian secretly went to see Wen Jin more than once, and two times the eyes of the two happened to meet, and Wen Jin was also looking at her.
In fact, no matter what they watch tonight, they only have endless ambiguity.
Ning Qian stared at the big screen, thinking what would happen if she didn't get off the car tonight but left? She didn't know if her choice was right today, but it was what she subconsciously longed for the most.
After the movie ended, it was already past ten o'clock in the evening.
Sure enough, it was raining lightly outside.
The two stood at the exit of the mall and waited for a while, but the rain stopped. Ning Qian caught a glimpse of a 24-hour convenience store next to her, "You wait for me here, I'll buy an umbrella."
Wen Jin wanted to call her, but Ning Qian had already gone in the rain.
Five minutes later, Ning Qian brought back a long-handled umbrella, "One handful left."
"The hair is wet." Wen Jin said, helping Ning Qian with care, and the remaining water droplets on her hair wet the tissue.
Putting against Wen Jin, Ning Qian looked at her face, and when she was not careful, she could see her mind, "...it's just Xiaoyu."
"Be careful of a cold." Wen Jin looked at Ning Qian and said softly.
I was moved again.
Ning Qian lowered her eyes and asked Wen Jin, "Where is your car parked, I'll take you there."
"I didn't drive here." Wen Jin lied and still stared at Ning Qian's eyes, "Is it okay if you accompany me to take the bus?"
In contrast, Ning Qian's eyes dodged a little, "Take a taxi..."
"Take a taxi too much, so take the bus." Wen Jin insisted over and over again, just to work with Ning Qian for a while, afraid that she would be hot and cold with her, and wanted to find all opportunities to get close to her.
To be continued...