"who I am?

Where am I?

What am I doing?

Oh by the way, I am in the military camp of Rennes, receiving training from the Black Dragon Legion.

Damn it!

Why do I need to receive training from the Black Dragon Legion?

No, how could I have such a blasphemy? Levi is so great, for the glory of Levi...

Oh, my God, what am I thinking?!

Levi is not God, why should I worship him!"

After finishing the daytime training, Resarith fled back to his military camp dormitory in horror.

Because he had been designated by Li Weine as the commander of the First Scattered Barracks of the Black Dragon Legion, he had a separate military camp dormitory and did not have to sleep in the big bunk bed.

When Resarith ran back to the dormitory, his contradictory thoughts kept hedging, and his back was soaked in cold sweat!

He flustered and furiously took out his diary, which was the pleasure he had been looking for nothing after becoming a prisoner.

As a nobleman, Resarith is certainly not as illiterate as a mud-legged person!

Levi was also very generous in treating this future officer and provided paper and pen to Resarith.

Resarith forced himself to suppress the conflict of self-contradictory thinking in his mind, opened his diary, quickly passed the contents of the prisoner-of-war camp, and flipped to the first day he entered the military camp.

"Today is another sunny day. I really don't know what Li Weiner was thinking about. He actually asked me to go into the military camp to train?

Could it be that Li Wei still wants to use his military camp career to change my mind?

What a joke, Li Wei doesn’t understand the inner sense of honor as an aristocrat!

I was licked by a donkey, so I would be loyal to a foreign rebel baron, haha~”

When Resarith saw the diary content of the first day he entered the military camp, his face suddenly became ferocious.

"Damn it, how could I have such a disrespectful idea!

What a respectable great man, Li Wei is, I actually laughed at him in my diary!

No!

Why do I respect Levi?!"

Resarith's hands began to tremble violently, then his whole body stumbled off the diary that mocked Li Wei on the first day like a walking corpse, and carefully tore it into pieces until the words on it were no longer visible!

"It's good if you can't see it. It's better if you don't want this kind of diary. I feel like I'm about to become mentally ill.

I seem to have lost something...

No, I have to read the diary when I come back, and I have to figure out what happened to me these days in the military camp!”

After tearing the page of the diary, the stiffness and madness on Resarith's face quickly returned to normal, and his expression also calmed down. Then he turned over the page and continued reading.

Well, the next day, Lesarith did not leave a diary because he was in a bad mood.

Lesarith was not surprised. He did not keep a diary every day.

"No, this is the diary of the fifth day. I clearly remember that I kept the diary on the third day. It seemed that I tore it apart yesterday. What did I write at that time?

Well, it must be a big remark.

No, isn’t it normal for me to scold Li Wei?

If it weren't for Li Wei, I wouldn't have fallen to this point...

No, I am a noble member of a morally noble family, and I cannot say bad things about Li Wei behind my back..."

Resarith began to look at the diary of the fifth day in a daze.

‘For some reason, my hatred for Li Wei disappeared. I don’t have any resentment towards Li Weisheng now, and I even thought that staying in the military camp was a good life.

How is this possible?

Stay in line under the scorching sun with a group of men covered in sweat all day long. I am crazy and I like this kind of life!

Well, I probably am not crazy, but I always feel that something bad will happen if this continues.’

The diary came to an abrupt end here, and the words revealed the confusion of Resarith at the time.

After reading this page of the diary, Resarith looked confused and muttered to himself: "I guessed well at the time, something really happened to me.

But this feeling is very warm and I don’t want to avoid it. I now like life in the military camp and even start to look forward to the future of joining the Black Dragon Legion after training.

I also heard from others that Lord Li Wei values ​​my military talent and plans to appoint me as the supreme commander of this period of straitors after the training, and directly award me the rank of major.

I really shouldn’t have slandered Li Wei, he is so kind!"

Resarith turned the fifth page, but found traces of tearing around the corners. He looked at the date of this page and found that it was already the tenth day. Resarith clearly remembered that after the fifth day, he kept a diary every day, thinking about his changes.

But now it's all gone...

Resarith looked at the diary on the tenth page and suddenly became creepy.

‘I can’t tear it anymore, I can’t control myself. On the first day, I must leave my diary for the first day of entering the military camp. If one day I tear this page apart, it means that I am no longer myself.

I finally understand why the Black Dragon Legion under Li Wei is fearless, because after entering this barracks for training, everyone will, under the influence of strange power, want to be loyal to Li Wei from the bottom of their hearts, and even give everything for it!

This is the tenth day. I still maintain my last sanity, but I have already experienced fanatic symptoms from time to time. When I see the diary of slandering and insulting Li Wei, I can't help but tear it apart!

I hope that the next time I see this page of diary, I will not tear the first diary of the military camp, otherwise I will never be able to find myself again...’

With a bang, Resarith fell to the ground, laying flat on his back, looking at the ceiling with his eyes blankly.

He tore the diary of the first day after entering the military camp, just because that page of diary was full of ridicule to Li Wei.

“Am I really not me anymore?

No, I have always been Resarith, but my beliefs have changed from being loyal to the Principality of Bavaria to being loyal to Lord Levi.

The loyalty partner has changed, what is this big deal?

Haha, it's so ridiculous. Just changing a loyal partner, I actually think I'm crazy!

However, once I am loyal to Livi, my family in the Principality of Bavaria will definitely be implicated because of me...

Forget it, family is nothing compared to beliefs. I want to live for myself. From today on, my belief is to be loyal to Li Wei and help Li Wei complete his great achievements. This will be my lifelong appeal!”
Chapter completed!